Since I was 17
I’ve always hated my body
And it feels like my body’s hated me
Can somebody find me a pill
Since I was 17
I’ve always hated my body
And it feels like my body’s hated me
Can somebody find me a pill
To make me un-afraid of me?
[Pre-Chorus]
Seen every therapist, but I’m a cynical bitch
Don’t like to talk about my feelings
I take another hit, I find another fake fix
‘Cause it’s easier than healing
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
[Verse 2]
Since I was 22
I’ve been with somebody who loves me
And I’ve been tryna believe it’s true
But my head always messes up my heart
No matter what I do
[Pre-Chorus]
Seen every therapist, but I’m a cynical bitch
Don’t like to talk about my feelings
I take another sip, I swear it’s my last fix
‘Cause it’s easier than healing
[Chorus]
I don’t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
I don’t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
[Post-Chorus]
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy
[Bridge]
I’m so scared of having something to lose
I’m scared of being somebody new
I’m so scared of all them seeing the truth
‘Cause right now I’ve got nothing
[Chorus]
But I don’t wanna be this way forever
Keep telling myself that I’ll get better
Every time I try, I always stop me
Maybe I’m just scared to be happy
[Post-Chorus]
Maybe I'm just scared to be happy (Maybe, yeah)
Maybe I'm, I'm scared to be happy
由于我是17
我一直讨厌我的身体
而且感觉我的身体的恨我
有人能帮我找到药丸
为了让我取消怕我?
[预合唱]
看到每一个治疗师,但我是一个愤世嫉俗的母狗
不喜欢谈论我的感情
我采取另一种打击,我找到另一个假修复
“因为这是比治疗更容易
[合唱]
我不想永远这样
不断告诉自己,我会得到更好的
每次我尝试,我总是阻止我
也许我只是害怕要快乐
[诗歌2]
由于我是22
我已经与别人谁爱我
我一直在tryna相信这是真的
但是我的头总是打乱了我的心脏
不管我做什么
[预合唱]
看到每一个治疗师,但我是一个愤世嫉俗的母狗
不喜欢谈论我的感情
我采取另一种一口,我发誓这是我的最后一次定方位
“因为这是比治疗更容易
[合唱]
我不想永远这样
不断告诉自己,我会得到更好的
每次我尝试,我总是阻止我
也许我只是害怕要快乐
我不想永远这样
不断告诉自己,我会得到更好的
每次我尝试,我总是阻止我
也许我只是害怕要快乐
[后合唱]
也许我只是害怕要快乐
也许我只是害怕要快乐
[桥]
我很害怕有得洛杉矶电子商务
我害怕的是新的人选
我很害怕所有的人都看到了真相
“原因我现在什么都没了
[合唱]
但我不想永远这样
不断告诉自己,我会得到更好的
每次我尝试,我总是阻止我
也许我只是害怕要快乐
[后合唱]
也许我只是害怕要快乐(也许,是啊)
也许是我,我很害怕要快乐
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