I signed a deal, said, "Goodbye" to my innocence
I fell in love with Los Angeles
I lost my friends to Los Angeles
I lost myself in Los Angeles
I signed a deal, said, "Goodbye" to my innocence
I fell in love with Los Angeles
I lost my friends to Los Angeles
I lost myself in Los Angeles
Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
I brought my pain and my demons with me
I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
I took a pill and I hope I feel it
[Verse 1]
I miss livin' at the hospital
I miss livin' down in South Central
I remember back when it was simple
I ain't have to fight with all my niggas
Money complicated every issue
Man, it's crazy how they deal with you
Talk about it like they still with you
Use my name as a meal ticket
They don't wanna see me standing now
Bipolar nigga, I'm manic now
I want more shit in my bank account
I want my granny a bigger house
I grow more hungry like every day
I feel like God in a scary way
All of these sins that I need repay
I need to find me some different ways
[Chorus]
I signed a deal, said, "Goodbye" to my innocence
I fell in love with Los Angeles
I lost my friends to Los Angeles
I lost myself in Los Angeles
Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
I brought my pain and my demons with me
I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
I took a pill and I hope I feel it
[Verse 2]
I made major changes to myself
I am still a danger to myself
Still, might grab the stainless off the shelf
But I don't really think I'm finished yet
I ain't even get to feel it yet
Smoke ain't even hit the ceiling yet
Only hopin' that I fade away
I wake up and face another day
I got shit that they can't take away
All the secrets that I gave away
Still, I'm regrettin' it more and more
I took one, I need a couple more
I need God, I need holy ghost
I need somethin', give me comatose
My depression what I love the most
I can never seem to let it go
[Chorus]
I signed a deal, said, "Goodbye" to my innocence
I fell in love with Los Angeles
I lost my friends to Los Angeles
I lost myself in Los Angeles
Came a long way, I brought Houston, brought Texas with me
I brought my pain and my demons with me
I say a prayer, hope the Lord forgive me
I took a pill and I hope I feel it
我签了一笔协议，对我的清白说“再见”
我爱上了洛杉矶
我把我的朋友丢给了洛杉矶
我迷失在洛杉矶
走了很长一段路，我带来了休斯顿，带来了德克萨斯州
我带着我的痛苦和恶魔
我说一个祷告，希望主赦免我
我吃了一颗药丸，我希望我能感受到它
[诗1]
我在医院想念生活
我想念生活在中南部的生活
我记得很简单
我不需要和我的黑鬼一起战斗
钱使每个问题都复杂化
伙计，他们如何与你打交道很疯狂
谈论它就像他们还在你身边
用我的名字作为餐票
他们现在不想看到我站着
双极黑鬼，我现在狂躁
我想在我的银行帐户中添加更多内容
我希望我的奶奶成为一个更大的房子
我每天都变得更加饥饿
我以一种可怕的方式感觉像上帝
所有这些我需要偿还的罪孽
我需要找到一些不同的方法
[合唱]
我签了一笔协议，对我的清白说“再见”
我爱上了洛杉矶
我把我的朋友丢给了洛杉矶
我迷失在洛杉矶
走了很长一段路，我带来了休斯顿，带来了德克萨斯州
我带着我的痛苦和恶魔
我说一个祷告，希望主赦免我
我吃了一颗药丸，我希望我能感受到它
[诗歌2]
我对自己做了重大改变
我仍然对自己有危险
仍然可以从架子上抓下不锈钢
但我真的不认为我已经完成了
我甚至没有感觉到它
烟雾甚至没有达到天花板
只有我会逐渐消失
我醒来又面对另一天
我得知他们无法带走
我送出的所有秘密
不过，我越来越重视它了
我拿了一个，我还需要几个
我需要上帝，我需要圣洁的鬼魂
我需要一些东西，给我昏迷
我的抑郁症是我最喜欢的
我似乎永远不会放手
[合唱]
我签了一笔协议，对我的清白说“再见”
我爱上了洛杉矶
我把我的朋友丢给了洛杉矶
我迷失在洛杉矶
走了很长一段路，我带来了休斯顿，带来了德克萨斯州
我带着我的痛苦和恶魔
我说一个祷告，希望主赦免我
我吃了一颗药丸，我希望我能感受到它