Danger
One of us just lost our savior got to
Maintain when you're going insane so i say this prayer
Dear god why do i need this medicine to control my anger
Danger
One of us just lost our savior got to
Maintain when you're going insane so i say this prayer
Dear god why do i need this medicine to control my anger
And do you even exist they're trying to
Say it's a myth a lot of things left
Unsaid a lot of things left unanswered
My aunt just passed some cancer
Dad just got out of rehab and mom's
Never gonna show up gotta grow up
Ride with me through the memories inside
Of me till the nights i was hooked on the ivory
Head hurting all week cause a bad coat
Then the same weed people overdosed
That's fucked up
But i guess i lucked up and i feel this
Pain because it probably won't be until
The day i die that they love
Us but trust every nomination i don't get
Every list that i ain't on is a reminder
Of why i wrote songs in the first place
As a way to escape where i came from
[Chorus]
This just my pretty toxic
Can be conscious where you're on my soul
Six shots in my revolver
When i'm on my own
[Verse 2]
Play this song
On the first day i am gone i do not want you to cry
Legends never die i hope our story's told
And the year spent on that road before
They came to our shows we were creating
Our lane i hope they pave it and go
Take me home somewhere i belong
Somewhere foreign looks like dolly's drawing
Yeah isn't it funny that whenever you
Got a vision a mission and a couple of
Plans to go with it somebody gotta come
Along matter damage it like a cancer
That inhabits never banishes a man is a
Small five grams of cannabis
I still keep my stamina for the fans and
The goddamn cameras that attack my
Stance like evangelists
I said truth and they couldn't handle it
So when it sinks you stand in it
I guess this is my titanic
With no James Cameron to direct this draft of it just my
[Chorus]
Pretty toxic heavy conscience
Wearing on my soul
Six shots in my revolver
When i'm on my own back against the wall
It got me anxious
Helpless frigid cold late nights
Drinking on my own now
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I ain't gone