Psssh. This ain't even like sober thoughts, this is like Yak thoughts, man
It's like really real shit right now. Uh
Smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin'
Hopin' for hope, but I'm hopeless
Psssh. This ain't even like sober thoughts, this is like Yak thoughts, man
It's like really real shit right now. Uh
Smokin' and drinkin', drinkin' and smokin'
Hopin' for hope, but I'm hopeless
Too much distractions, I'm losin' my focus
Too much pain, could barely notice the beauty in things
Too much mental commotion, man
I'm tryna to get back to the way I was
I'm tired of escapin', I'm tired of the drugs
I be havin' these relations but hidin' my love (Damn)
And instead of chasin', I'm like, "That bitch is a dub"
Uh, feelin' the need to keep my heart on freeze
Suffocatin' my feelings, instead of letting 'em breathe
Knowin' I'm hurting inside but act like shit is a breeze
Cause my heart is too heavy to wear that shit on my sleeve
I stand tall, but I sit on that throne like a Queen
Prayin' is the only time I ever get on my knees
These niggas really afraid of me, this is what I believe (Mm-hmm)
You can hate, but don't play with me, I keep one with a beam (Grrr)
Paranoid, ever since I seen my brother dead (Damn)
Observin' niggas, yeah, that's why I'm always one ahead
Try and get these evil thoughts out of my fucking head
It ain't normal when you gotta bring your gun to bed, real shit
[Bridge]
Damn
I can't even sleep without it, man
That's a different type of paranoia, man
You don't understand that pain, man
That fame, man, that fame, man, listen
We still on timin', you feel me?
[Verse 2]
Ayy, uh
Told my fans to pray for me because I'm losin' it (Pray for me)
Ain't just drinkin' the Henny now, I'm abusin' it (Damn)
I don't even get a buzz because I'm used to it (Damn)
In other words, I feel numb, I'm immune to it
The relationship with my mother ain't been good lately (Mama)
That's probably why I'm always fightin' with my old lady (Yo, mama)
And I'm too thorough to ever let a hoe play me
If I'm loyal and she cheat, I'd probably go crazy (Facts)
Mentally been on my own lately (Huh)
Man, y'all don't know lately (Huh)
I kinda been out of my zone lately
No shows lately, ain't been on the road lately (Damn)
Gettin' high 'cause I've been low lately
All this COVID shit, I'm over it (Facts)
This new election, I don't know with it (Mm)
I'm kind of skeptical
But this America, you gotta, hmm
Shut up and go with it
The government, ain't no controllin' it, huh?
[Bridge]
Ain't no controlling that, man
Huh, you just gotta live through it, man
It's life
You know what I mean?
It's where we live, man
[Verse 3]
Uh, circle gettin' smaller, money gettin' taller
Fuck who you are, I'm judgin' you by your aura
No doorman, it's Young M.A who open doors up (Facts)
I built my brand from the floor up (Facts)
Came from the bottom, made some hundreds
Then I doubled my commas (Mm-hmm)
Went from wearin' white tees, to cashin' out on designers
But still rock white tees, still humble, I promise (Mm-hmm)
But I'm all about that green like Hennessy and Hpnotiq
Huh, I'm like incredible Hulk when I'm walking (Huh)
If you talk about me when I see you, ain't no talkin' (Huh)
I had a heart, then I lost it, I've been hurt too often (Damn)
Playing defense with my heart, no more playing offense (Nope)
God first, I can't let the Devil get to me
I will never change if I keep drinkin' this Hennessy
But I will never lose, because I know this shit was meant for me
And bro I know you're gone, but I still need you to live for me (I need you)
It's the realest shit I ever wrote
If I don't say it in my music, you will never know (Never know)
Like this hunnid racks I'm holdin', I will never fold (Never)
Goin' back broke, that's a place I'll never go (Never)
[Outro]
I'm never goin'
Never go broke again
Can never lose (Can never lose)
Told 'em, "I can never lose" (Told 'em, "I can never lose")
Told 'em, "I can never lose" (Told 'em, "I can never lose")
Told 'em, "I can never lose" (Told 'em, "I can never lose")
Can never lose (Can never lose)
PSSSH。这甚至不是喜欢清醒的想法，这就像牦牛想法，男人
这就像现在真的真的狗屎。呃
Smokin'和Drinkin'，Drink'Any Smokin'
Hopin'为希望，但我是绝望的
太多的分心，我是我的重点
太多的痛苦，几乎不能注意到事情的美丽
心理骚动太多，男人
我试图回到我的方式
我厌倦了escapin'，我厌倦了毒品
我受到“这些关系，而是躲藏”我的爱（该死的）
而不是Chasin'，我就像，“那个婊子是一个配音”
呃，感觉到需要让我的心脏保持冻结
窒息的“我的感受，而不是让他们呼吸
“我正在伤害里面，但就像狗屎一样微风
因为我的心脏太重，不能穿在我的袖子上
我站得高，但我像女王一样坐在那个王位上
祈祷'是我膝盖的唯一一次
这些黑鬼真的害怕我，这就是我所认为的（mm-hmm）
你可以讨厌，但不要和我一起玩，我把一个带着梁（grrr）
偏执狂，自从我见过哥哥死（该死的）
观察'黑鬼，是的，这就是为什么我总是一个
尝试让这些邪恶的想法从我他妈的头上
当你必须把枪睡觉时，它不正常，真正的狗屎
[桥]
该死
男人，我甚至无法入睡
那是一种不同类型的偏执狂，男人
你不明白痛苦，男人
那个名人，男人，那个名人，男人，听
我们仍然在朝鲜，你觉得我？
[verse 2]
Ayy，UH.
告诉我的粉丝为我祈祷，因为我是懒惰的（为我祈祷）
不仅仅是喝了“现在的仁鸣，我就赦免了（该死的）
因为我习惯了（该死的），我甚至没有得到嗡嗡声
换句话说，我觉得麻木了，我免受它
与我母亲的关系最近并不擅长（妈妈）
这可能是为什么我总是用我的老太太（哟，妈妈）战斗
而且我太彻底让锄头扮演我
如果我忠诚，她欺骗，我可能会疯狂（事实）
精神上是我最近的（呵呵）
男人，你们都不知道最近（呵呵）
我最近有点不在我的区域
最近没有表演，最近不是在路上（该死的）
Gettin'High'因为我最近一直很低
所有这些covid狗屎，我已经过了它（事实）
这次新选举，我不知道它（mm）
我有点持怀疑态度
但是这个美国，你必须，嗯
闭嘴并配合
政府，不是没有控制它，呵呵？
[桥]
没有控制那样的人
呵呵，你只是通过它，男人
这是生命
你知道我的意思？
这是我们生活的地方，男人
[verse 3]
呃，圈子较小，钱gettin'更高
他妈的你是谁，我是你的光环的真正
没有门卫，它是开放门的年轻人（事实）
我从地板上建造了我的品牌（事实）
来自底部，赚了几百
然后我加倍逗号（mm-hmm）
从Weanin'Wind Teve，在设计师身上剥夺
但仍然摇滚白发球，仍然谦虚，我保证（mm-hmm）
但我是轩尼诗和hpnotiq的那种绿色
呵呵，当我走路时，我就像令人难以置信的赫尔克（嗯）
如果你在看到你的时候谈论我，不是没有谈论（呵呵）
我有一颗心，然后我失去了它，我经常受伤（该死的）
用我的心脏击败防守，不再打犯罪（不）
上帝首先，我不能让魔鬼给我
如果我愿意喝酒，我永远不会改变'这个轩尼诗
但我永远不会失去，因为我知道这个狗屎对我来说意味着
我知道你已经走了，但我仍然需要你为我而活（我需要你）
这是我写的最领先的狗屎
如果我不在我的音乐中说出来，你永远不会知道（永远不知道）
就像这个Hunnid架子我拿着'，我永远不会折叠（从不）
摇篮背后，这是一个我永远不会去的地方（从不）
[Outro]
我永远不会goin'
永远不要再崩溃了
永远不会失去（永远不会失去）
告诉他们，“我永远不会失去”（告诉他们，“我永远不会失去”）
告诉他们，“我永远不会失去”（告诉他们，“我永远不会失去”）
告诉他们，“我永远不会失去”（告诉他们，“我永远不会失去”）
永远不会失去（永远不会失去）