I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
[Pre-Chorus]
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Verse 2]
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
Don't think I'll do that again, no
[Pre-Chorus]
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
You ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Bridge]
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
Goddamn I felt it, I really felt it
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
But damn I felt it
[Outro]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Mám tento paralyzujúci strach, že by som mohol ísť nikde
Ale Boh mi zakázal, že som sa mohol vystrašiť
A teraz nemôžem stáť svojich priateľov, nemáme nič spoločné
Ale je osamelý horší, než len mať priateľov, ktorí sa nestarajú
[Pre-Chorus]
Povedali ste, že to vyzerá ako peklo
Ako si vedel? Ako by ste mohli povedať?
Požiadajte ma, aby som sa vysvetlil, dobre
[Chorus]
Snažím sa tu, aby som bol brutálne úprimný
Nikto nepovedal, že by sa toto vyčerpalo
Nohu na prestávke, pretože mi to robilo carick
Ako si ma mohol obviňovať? Vyrastanie je chaotické
[Verš 2]
Nechcem to povedať, ale naozaj si myslím, že mi chýbaš
Môže sa zdať hlúpy, ale stále sa pozerám cez všetky naše texty
Kto vedel, že chce, aby si niekto mohol urobiť tento zúfalý
Nemyslite si, že to urobím znova, nie
[Pre-Chorus]
Povedali ste, že to vyzerá ako peklo
Ako si vedel? Ako by ste mohli povedať?
Požiadate ma, aby som sa vysvetlil, dobre
[Chorus]
Snažím sa tu, aby som bol brutálne úprimný
Nikto nepovedal, že by sa toto vyčerpalo
Nohu na prestávke, pretože mi to robilo carick
Ako si ma mohol obviňovať? Vyrastanie je chaotické
[Most]
A možno som len fúkať všetko thit hore v mojej hlave
Ale nemôžem to pomôcť, nie, nemôžem to pomôcť
Blázne sa myslím, že už nikdy nebudem milovať
Goddamn som to cítil, naozaj som to cítil
Možno som len fúkať všetko thit hore v mojej hlave
Ale nemôžem to pomôcť, nie, nemôžem to pomôcť
Trávia príliš veľa času na veci, viem, že zabudnem
Ale sakra, cítila som to
[OUTRO]
Snažím sa tu, aby som bol brutálne úprimný
Nikto nepovedal, že by to mohlo byť tento vyčerpávajúci
Nohu na prestávke, pretože mi to robí carick
Ako si ma mohol obviňovať?