I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
[Pre-Chorus]
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Verse 2]
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
Don't think I'll do that again, no
[Pre-Chorus]
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
You ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Bridge]
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
Goddamn I felt it, I really felt it
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
But damn I felt it
[Outro]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Jeg har denne lammende frygt for, at jeg måske vil gå ingen steder
Men Gud forbyder mig nogensinde at indrømme, at jeg kunne være bange
Og jeg kan ikke stå mine venner lige nu, vi har intet til fælles
Men at være ensom er værre end bare at have venner, der ikke er ligeglad
[Pre-Chorus]
Du sagde det ser ud som om jeg har været igennem helvede
Hvordan vidste du det? Hvordan kunne du fortælle?
Bede mig om at forklare mig selv, godt
[Kor]
Jeg forsøger mit bedste her for at være brutalt ærlig
Ingen sagde, at ændre ville være denne udmattende
En fod på pause, fordi det har gjort mig biler
Hvordan kunne du bebrejde mig? Voksende er kaotisk
[Vers 2]
Vil ikke sige det, men jeg tror virkelig, at jeg savner ham
Det kan virke dumt, men jeg kigger stadig igennem alle vores tekster
Hvem vidste, at han ønskede, at nogen nogensinde kunne gøre mig til dette desperat
Tror ikke, jeg gør det igen, nej
[Pre-Chorus]
Du sagde det ser ud som om jeg har været igennem helvede
Hvordan vidste du det? Hvordan kunne du fortælle?
Du beder mig om at forklare mig selv, godt
[Kor]
Jeg forsøger mit bedste her for at være brutalt ærlig
Ingen sagde, at ændre ville være denne udmattende
En fod på pause, fordi det har gjort mig biler
Hvordan kunne du bebrejde mig? Voksende er kaotisk
[Bro]
Og måske blæser jeg bare alt dette skidt op i mit hoved
Men jeg kan ikke hjælpe det, nej, jeg kan ikke hjælpe det
Narre mig selv at tænke på, at jeg aldrig vil elske igen
Goddamn jeg følte det, jeg følte mig virkelig det
Måske blæser jeg bare alt sammen i mit hoved
Men jeg kan ikke hjælpe det, nej, jeg kan ikke hjælpe det
Bruger for meget tid på ting, jeg ved, at jeg vil glemme
Men damn jeg følte det det
[Outro]
Jeg forsøger mit bedste her for at være brutalt ærlig
Ingen sagde, at ændre kunne være denne udmattende
En fod på pause, fordi det gør mig biler
Hvordan kunne du bebrejde mig?