I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waitin' for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me, why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
by Sanderlei Silveira - 13/04/2023 - TH ∞ X
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waitin' for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me, why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
[Verse 1]
Mistake, might've made some
Can't argue with that, but I ain't one
Even though I sometimes get afraid of
Havin' to face the wrath of an anxious me
I get it 'cause I actually
Feel the same, sometimes I think
I might be a lost cause
Who turns off, 'cause the way I read
Into what I've been through
You think I'm mental, but it pays off though
When the rent's due, I pursue what I love
And if it goes south and falls down, just know
I stand on my own two feet
Don't you see those that oppose on me?
Most won't leave, thinkin' I might retreat
Show my teeth quick if you turn on me 'cause
[Chorus]
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waitin' for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me, why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a—
[Post-Chorus]
Just don't call me a—
Just don't call me a
[Verse 2]
Mistake 'cause I'm not one
Misplaced, but I found a
Lot of resentment causes a mess
When you let it get to the place of
No confidence
Struggle with it, that's obvious
But not enough to make me second-guess
If I'd die for the ones I love
So don't you get confused, thinkin' if you bring me down
I'ma just choose to let myself get used
I don't live like that, I feel trapped
I might lash out, I gotta watch my back
Cross my path, 'specially with ill intent
You'll regret you ever took that task
If and when this thing could all go bad
Don't you act like no one warned you yet 'cause
[Chorus]
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waitin' for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me, why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
[Outro]
Mistake
我觉得我处于停滞状态
等你告诉我我还好
如果时间he愈，请告诉我，为什么我要杀死
我自己tryna向你展示我不是错误吗？
我有我不为之骄傲的品质
我已经诺言，我走了出去
我有几天我觉得我不值得爱
所以想想你的想法，只是不要称我为
[第1节]
错误，可能已经做了一些
不能争论，但是我不是一个
即使我有时会害怕
哈文'面对焦虑的愤怒
我明白了，因为我实际上
感觉同样，有时候我认为
我可能是一个失落的事业
谁关闭，因为我读的方式
进入我经历的
你认为我是精神的，但虽然有回报
当租金到期时，我追求自己的爱
如果它向南掉下来，那就知道
我站在自己的两英尺
你不看到那些反对我的人吗？
大多数不会离开，我可能会撤退
如果您打开我的原因，请快速展示我的牙齿
[合唱]
我觉得我处于停滞状态
等你告诉我我还好
如果时间he愈，请告诉我，为什么我要杀死
我自己tryna向你展示我不是错误吗？
我有我不为之骄傲的品质
我已经诺言，我走了出去
我有几天我觉得我不值得爱
因此，想想您的想法，只是不要称我为A-
[后核]]
只是不要叫我
只是不要叫我
[第2节]
错误，因为我不是一个
放错了位置，但我找到了
很多怨恨会造成混乱
当您让它到达
没自信
与之挣扎，这很明显
但不足以使我第二次猜测
如果我为自己爱的人而死
所以你不会感到困惑，如果你把我放倒了
我只是选择让自己被用
我不是那样的生活，我感到被困
我可能会猛烈抨击，我要看我的背
越过我的道路，“特别是故意的
您会后悔您接受了这项任务
如果这件事何时会变得不好
你不是像没有人警告你了
[合唱]
我觉得我处于停滞状态
等你告诉我我还好
如果时间he愈，请告诉我，为什么我要杀死
我自己tryna向你展示我不是错误吗？
我有我不为之骄傲的品质
我已经诺言，我走了出去
我有几天我觉得我不值得爱
所以想想你的想法，只是不要称我为
[outro]
错误