Look
Self-awareness, pride's a coat and yes, I like to wear it
Buttoned up don't like to let no air in
With a pair of gloves, that I hope doesn't perish
Look
Self-awareness, pride's a coat and yes, I like to wear it
Buttoned up don't like to let no air in
With a pair of gloves, that I hope doesn't perish
I discovered though when I get holes in 'em and I let joy in, I'm in higher spirits
My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot
Just repeatin' lyrics, I can barely bear it when I'm lost
Road is narrow, I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel
Aren't we all searchin' for the serum that could help us breathe and leave our state of peril?
All of us have made defensive scarecrows, that we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes
When they scare away the things that we should cherish
Cause we're too embarrassed to admit that fear is that we're lost
Yeah, but what does it matter? If I get so combative
Inside of me's a personal canvas, the paint can be splattered
Get messy when I start to get rattled
The heart of a savage, I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows
But somethin' don't add up, I don't wanna be overdramatic
But look at the data, it's obvious that humans are fragile
We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out but the fact is we need someone that'll be honest when we fly off the handle
I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel
Keep my wits been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle
My intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value
I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle
I like to row against the current, that's the way that I travel
Opposite of what the grain does, got the brain of a rebel
Take initiative, I'm diligent on every level
I never could settle, I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah
I'd love to pack arenas and all
But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts
And put the reigns on 'em, show 'em I'm the one that's the boss
And pull 'em back when they get out of hand, I'm breakin' they jaws
I'm takin' the flaws, that told me I could never evolve
Then pull a Bane on 'em, ask 'em, "Oh, you think you're in charge?"
You oughta know better, ain't no way around it I'm flawed
The traits that I want, they say I can't afford what it cost
[Pre-Chorus 1: NF]
But I, manifested this
Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons kid
Take the worse and try to make the best of it
Cause when you fail just know it's a test and if
You can learn to pick yourself back up again
And train your brain to not be such a pessimist
It's okay to make mistakes, just don't forget that
There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost
[Chorus: NF]
Yeah
When I'm lost
When I'm lost
When I'm lost
When I'm lost, lost
[Verse 2: Hopsin]
Well these burdens are heavy
And I'm hopin' it don't bury me
I used to be so joyful and skip so merrily
But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully
My mind left and it's nowhere to be found
Am I a big ol' parody?
Cause it's no fair to me
And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy
Look, I'm tryna wash away my sins
I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends
And if I ever take an L then they might grin
And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in
So when it comes to anybody there's no trust for no one
Man, so what? My whole plan's to go nuts
My shoulders ready for more shrugs, I'm gon' judge
Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love (Hol' up)
My sanity's gone, I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on
Yeas, that's a reward, I'm actually bored with having a sore heart
It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore (Now hol' up)
I was livin' so oblivious with millions, it really was a pitty, huh? (A pitty, huh?)
It's kinda funny what a penny does, mixed in with a mini buzz (I feel stuck)
Life's got me by the neck, with a blade against it
Cause I was runnin' late for the train and missed it
The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance
So I'ma act out like a raging misfit
And every verse I lay gon' stay sadistic
You wanna hate me? Good, great, terrific
You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed
You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I
[Pre-Chorus 2: Hopsin]
Yeah, manifested this
Do not treat me like some adolescent kid
I am praying to the Lord with the Book of James hopin' he gon' add my testament
This dark cloud, that's my residence
Demons knockin', I don't have to let 'em in
I done made mistakes day to day, you probably can't relate
I just ain't the same when I'm lost
[Chorus: NF]
Yeah
When I'm lost
When I'm, when I'm lost
When I'm lost
When I'm lost, lost
看
自我意识，骄傲是一件大衣，是的，我喜欢穿它
搞定不喜欢不让空气进来
带着一副手套，我希望它不会灭亡
我发现，当我对自己的想法有所了解，让我欣喜若狂时，我就会精神振奋
我的错误就像尖叫的鹦鹉
只是重复歌词，迷路时我几乎受不了
路很窄，我像枪炮筒一样往下看
我们不是都在寻找可以帮助我们呼吸并摆脱危险状态的血清吗？
我们所有人都制造了防御性的稻草人，我们散布在我们的田地周围，像英雄一样对待
当他们吓跑我们应该珍惜的东西时
``因为我们太尴尬了，无法承认恐惧是我们迷路了
是的，但这有什么关系？如果我好斗
在我的个人画布里，油漆可以溅出来
当我开始吵吵闹闹时会变得凌乱
野蛮人的心，潜伏在阴影中时我很安静
但是有些事不会加总，我不想太过分了
但是看看数据，很明显人类是脆弱的
我们往往会对那些叫我们出来的人感到生气，但事实是，我们需要一个诚实的人，当我们摆脱困境时会诚实
我承认当我开始解散时我会保持健康
保持智慧，但现在我又回到了马鞍上
我的目的不是租房，我喜欢拥有自己的价值
我可以坐在栅栏上，或者拿起桨
我喜欢逆流而行，这就是我旅行的方式
与谷物的作用相反，反叛者的大脑
主动一点，我在各个层面上都很勤奋
我永远都无法安定下来，我喜欢脚踩踏板，是的
我很想打包竞技场和所有东西
但是我真正想做的是学会处理自己的想法
并把统治权放在他们身上，表明他们是我的老板
当他们失控时将它们拉回原处，我让他们大吃一惊
我正在修补那些缺陷，告诉我我永远都不会进化
然后在他们身上拉祸根，问他们：“哦，您认为您要负责吗？”
你应该知道的更多，不是没有办法，我有缺陷
我想要的特质，他们说我负担不起
[合唱前1：NF]
但是我表现出了这一点
失败是您成长和学习课程的方式
变得更糟，并努力做到最好
“当您失败时，只是知道这是一次考验，如果
您可以学习再次振作起来
训练你的大脑不要这么悲观
可以犯错误，但不要忘记
路上有路，但是迷路时我会跳过出口
[合唱：NF]
是的
当我迷路时
当我迷路时
当我迷路时
当我迷路时，迷路了
[Verse 2：Hopsin]
这些负担很重
我希望它不会把我埋葬
我以前很快乐，也很高兴跳
但是现在我太谨慎了，小心地给脚尖倾斜
我的思绪离开了，无处可寻
我是个大傻瓜吗？
因为对我来说这不公平
现在我正要花一个星期的时间在催眠疗法上
你看，我正在试着洗净我的罪过
我有一群不是我的朋友的亲人
如果我拿L，他们可能会笑
他们都想看到我呆在笼子里
因此，当涉及到任何人时，没有人会没有信任
老兄，那又如何？我整个计划都疯了
我的肩膀已经准备好耸耸肩了，我是法官
任何试图在没有爱的情况下进入我的圈子的人（欢呼起来）
我的理智消失了，我宁愿从他们栽种我的这个星球上被撕下
是的，这是一种回报，我实在很讨厌心脏酸痛
它与我已经没有的家庭分开了（现在好了）
我对数百万人完全不屑一顾，真的很可怜，是吗？ （可怜，是吗？）
一分钱的工作是很有趣的，并伴随着迷你的嗡嗡声（我感到被困住）
生活让我me不休，,之以鼻
因为我迟到了，错过了火车
我唯一感到的是痛苦和复仇
所以我表现得像个不合时宜的人
而我所放下的每节经文都保持虐待狂
你想恨我吗？好，好极了
你永远看不到我的怒气消散的那一天
你最好去改变你的愿望清单，因为我
[合唱前2：Hopsin]
是的，体现了这一点
不要像青春期的孩子那样对待我
我向詹姆斯祈祷，向耶和华祈祷，希望他补充我的遗嘱。
这乌云，那是我的住所
恶魔敲门'，我不必让他们进去
我每天都犯过错误，您可能无法建立联系
当我迷路的时候我只是不一样
[合唱：NF]
是的
当我迷路时
当我迷路的时候
当我迷路时
当我迷路时，迷路了