I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
Than anyone before (Anyone before)
Too bad they're usually deranged
Last week, I realized I crave pity
When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection)
Now we're estranged
[Chorus]
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much, until we don't
[Verse 2]
I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised
Would depend on what I'm givin' (Not on his permission)
(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mm
[Chorus]
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for, mm
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much, until we don't
[Outro]
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time
Jeg er Gettin 'Ældre, jeg tror, jeg er agin' godt
Jeg ville ønske, at nogen havde fortalt mig, at jeg ville gøre det selv ved mig selv
Der er grunde til, at jeg er taknemmelig, der er meget, jeg er taknemmelig for
Men det er anderledes, når en fremmed altid venter på din dør
Som er ironisk, fordi de fremmede synes at have mig mere
End nogen før (nogen før)
Alt for dårligt, de er normalt forfattet
I sidste uge indså jeg, at jeg længseværdigt
Når jeg fortæller en historie, gør jeg alt, der lyder værre
Kan ikke ryste følelsen af, at jeg bare er dårlig til helbredelse
Og måske er det grunden til, at hver sætning lyder øvet
Som er ironisk, fordi da jeg ikke var ærlig
Jeg var stadig bein 'ignoreret (Lyin "for opmærksomhed, bare for at få forsømmer)
Nu er vi fremmedgjort
[Kor]
Ting jeg engang nød
Bare hold mig ansat nu
Ting jeg længes efter
En dag, jeg keder mig af
Det er så underligt
At vi bryr os så meget, indtil vi ikke gør det
[Vers 2]
Jeg er Gettin 'Ældre, jeg har mere på mine skuldre
Men jeg er bedre at indrømme, når jeg tager fejl
Jeg er lykkeligere end nogensinde, det er min bestræbelse
At holde mig sammen og prioritere min fornøjelse
Årsag til at være ærlig, jeg har lige ønsket ordet jeg lovede
Ville afhænge af, hvad jeg gives (ikke på hans tilladelse)
(Var ikke min beslutning) at blive misbrugt, mm
[Kor]
Ting jeg engang nød
Bare hold mig ansat nu
Ting, jeg længes efter, mm
En dag, jeg keder mig af
Det er så underligt
At vi bryr os så meget, indtil vi ikke gør det
[Outro]
Men i næste uge håber jeg, at jeg er et sted Laughin '
For nogen spørger, lover jeg, det bliver fint
Jeg har haft nogle traumer, gjorde ting, jeg ikke ønskede
Var for bange for at fortælle dig, men nu tror jeg det er tid