I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
Than anyone before (Anyone before)
Too bad they're usually deranged
Last week, I realized I crave pity
When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection)
Now we're estranged
[Chorus]
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much, until we don't
[Verse 2]
I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised
Would depend on what I'm givin' (Not on his permission)
(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mm
[Chorus]
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for, mm
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much, until we don't
[Outro]
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time
Stariji, mislim da sam dobro glum
Volio bih da mi je netko rekao da ću to učiniti sam
Postoje razlozi zbog kojih sam zahvalan, ima mnogo zahvalnog
Ali to je drugačije kad stranca uvijek čeka na vaša vrata
Što je ironično 'uzrok da me stranci više žele
Nego bilo tko prije (bilo tko prije)
Šteta što su obično poremećeni
Prošli tjedan, shvatio sam da žudim sažaljenjem
Kada ponovno ispričam priču, učinim sve što zvučiš gore
Ne mogu otresti osjećaj da sam loše u liječenju
I možda je to razlog zbog kojeg je svaka rečenica zvučala
Što je ironično jer kad nisam bio iskren
Još uvijek sam bio ignoriran (Lyin 'za pažnju, samo da bih zanemario)
Sada smo otuđeni
[Chorus]
Stvari koje sam nekad uživao
Samo me sada čuvajte
Stvari koje čeznem
Jednog dana, bit ću dosadno
Tako je čudno
Da mi toliko stalo, dok ne mi ne
[Stih 2]
Gettin 'stariji, imam više na ramenima
Ali ja postajem bolji pri priznanju kad griješim
Ja sam sretniji nego ikad, barem to je moj nastojao
Držati se zajedno i prioritet mi zadovoljstvo
Uzrok da budem iskren, samo sam poželio riječ koju sam obećao
Bi ovisio o onome što sam dajem (ne na njegovo dopuštenje)
(Nije li moja odluka) zlostavljana, mm
[Chorus]
Stvari koje sam nekad uživao
Samo me sada čuvajte
Stvari koje čeznem, mm
Jednog dana, bit ću dosadno
Tako je čudno
Da mi toliko stalo, dok ne mi ne
[Outro]
Ali sljedeći tjedan, nadam se da se negdje smijem
Za svakoga tko pita, obećavam da ću biti u redu
Imao sam nešto traume, učinio stvari koje nisam htio
Bio se previše bojao reći ya, ali sada, mislim da je vrijeme