Hey, Nate, how's life?
I don't know, it's alright
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
Hey, Nate, how's life?
I don't know, it's alright
I've been dealin' with some things like every human being
And really didn't sleep much last night (Last night)
I'm sorry, that's fine
I just think I need a little me time
I just think I need a little free time
Little break from the shows and the bus rides, yeah (Bus rides)
Last year I had a breakdown
Thoughts tellin' me I'm lost gettin' too loud
Had to see a therapist, then I found out
Somethin' funny's goin' on up in my house
Yeah, I started thinkin' maybe I should move out
You know, pack my cart, take a new route
Clean up my yard, get the noose out
Hang up my heart, let it air out (Air out)
I've been searchin'
What does that mean, Nate? I've been learning
Grabbin' my keepsakes, leavin' my burdens
Well, I brought a few with me, I'm not perfect
Lookin' at the view, like this concerns me
Pickin' up the cues, right? I'm quite nervous
Hate it when I lose sight, life gets blurry
And things might hurt me
It's prolly gonna be a long journey, but hey (But hey)
It's worth it, though
Cold world out there, kids, grab your coats
It's been a minute, I know, now I'm back to roam
Lookin' for the antidote to crack the code
Pretty vivid; I admit it, I'm in classic mode
Don't need pity given to me, but I can't condone
Talkin' down to me, I'ma have to crack your nose for crackin' jokes
I'm lookin' for the map to hope, you seen it? (You seen it?)
Been makin' a whole lot of changes
Wrote a song about that, you should play it
I get scared when I walk on these stages
I look at the crowd and see so many faces, yeah
That's when I start to get anxious
That's when my thoughts can be dangerous
That's when I put on my makeup and drown in self-hatred
Forget what I'm sayin', and—
Where'd the beat go?
Oh, ain't that somethin'?
Drums came in, you ain't see that comin'
Hands on my head, can't tell me nothin'
Got a taste of the fame, had to pump my stomach
Throw it back up like I don't want it
Wipe my face, clean off my vomit
OCD, tryna push my buttons
I said don't touch it, now y'all done it
I can be critical, never typical
Intricate with every syllable, I'm a criminal
Intimate, but never political, pretty visual
Even if you hate it, I'll make it feel like you're in it, though
You call me what you wanna, but never call me forgettable
Leave you deep in thought, I could never swim in the kiddie pool
Way that I been thinkin' is cinematic, it's beautiful
Man, I don't know if I'm makin' movies or music videos (Videos, videos, videos)
Yeah, the sales can rise
Doesn't mean much though when your health declines
See, we've all got somethin' that we trapped inside
That we try to suffocate, you know, hopin' it dies
Try to hold it underwater but it always survives
Then it comes up outta nowhere like an evil surprise
Then it hovers over you to tell you millions of lies
You don't relate to that? Must not be as crazy as I am
The point I'm makin' is the mind is a powerful place
And what you feed it can affect you in a powerful way
It's pretty cool, right? Yeah, but it's not always safe
Just hang with me, this'll only take a moment, okay?
Just think about it for a second, if you look at your face
Every day when you get up and think you'll never be great
You'll never be great—not because you're not, but the hate
Will always find a way to cut you up and murder your faith, woo
I've been developin', take a look at the benefits
Nothin' to meddle with, I can never be delicate
Am I even relevant? That depends how you measure it
Take a measurement, then bag it up and give me the evidence
Pretty evident; dependable can never be tentative
I'm a gentleman, depending on if I think you're genuine
Pretty elegant, but not afraid to tell you to get a grip
Proper etiquette, I keep it to myself when I celebrate, ah (Ah)
It's that time again
Better grab your balloons and invite your friends
Seatbelts back on, yeah, strap 'em in
Look at me, everybody, I'm smilin' big
On a road right now that I can't predict
Tell me Tone that down, but I can't resist
Y'all know that sound, better raise your fist
The search begins, I'm back, so enjoy the trip, huh
嘿，nate，生活怎么样？
我不知道，没关系
我一直在交往所有人类的东西
昨晚真的没有睡觉（昨晚）
对不起，没关系
我只是觉得我需要一点时间
我只是觉得我需要一点空闲时间
从节目和公共汽车骑行中休息一点，是的（公共汽车骑行）
去年我崩溃了
想法告诉我，我失去了太响了
不得不去看治疗师，然后我发现了
有些东西在我家里的“有趣的歌”
是的，我开始思考'也许我应该搬出去
你知道，打包我的购物车，乘坐一条新的路线
清理我的院子，得到绞索
挂在我的心里，让它空气（空气出来）
我一直在搜索'
那是什么意思，nate？我一直在学习
Grabbin'我的纪念品，疯狂'我的负担
好吧，我带了一些和我在一起，我并不完美
寻找“在视野中，就像我一样担心我
挑选'提示，对吗？我很紧张
当我失去景点时讨厌它，生活变得模糊
事情可能会伤害我
这是一个漫长的旅程，但嘿（但嘿）
但是，这是值得的
寒冷的世界，孩子们，抓住你的外套
这是一分钟，我知道，现在我回到了漫步
寻找“解释的解毒剂来破解代码
漂亮生动;我承认，我是经典模式
不需要怜悯我，但我无法忍善
谈论我，我必须把你的鼻子打开哼哼笑话
我正在寻找地图希望，你看了吗？ （你看过它？）
一直在造成很多变化
写了一首关于这一首歌，你应该玩它
当我走上这些阶段时，我害怕
我看着人群，看看这么多面孔，是的
那是我开始焦虑的时候
那是我的想法可能是危险的
那是我穿上妆容并淹没在自我仇恨的时候
忘记我说的是什么，和 -
节拍在哪里？
哦，不是那么有些东西吗？
鼓进来了，你没有看到comin'
我头上的手，不能告诉我没有“
有一个名声的味道，不得不抽胃
扔掉它就像我不想要的那样
擦掉我的脸，清洁呕吐物
OCD，Tryna推我的按钮
我说不要碰它，现在你们都这样做了
我很重要，从不典型
每个音节都复杂，我是一个罪犯
亲密，但从不政治，漂亮的视觉
即使你讨厌它，我也会让它感觉像是在它中
你打电话给我你想做什么，但从不称呼我忘记
让你深思熟虑，我永远不会在小孩池里游泳
我思考的方式是电影，它很漂亮
男人，我不知道是我是Makin的电影或音乐视频（视频，视频，视频）
是的，销售可以上升
当你的健康下降时，并不意味着很多
看，我们都有一些我们被困在里面
我们努力窒息，你知道，祝福'它死了
试着握住它水下，但它总是幸存下来
然后它突出了，就像一个邪恶的惊喜
然后它徘徊在你身上告诉你数百万的谎言
你没有与之相关的？一定不要像我一样疯狂
我是makin的重点是心灵是一个强大的地方
你养活了什么，它可以以强大的方式影响你
它很酷，对吗？是的，但它并不总是安全的
只是和我一起，这只需要一点时间，好吗？
只要考虑一下，如果你看着你的脸
每天起床，觉得你永远不会很棒
你永远不会很棒 - 不是因为你不是，而是仇恨
永远找出一种方法来削减你，谋杀你的信仰，呜
我一直在开发，看看好处
没有干涉，我永远不会微妙
我甚至相关吗？这取决于你衡量它的方式
拍摄测量，然后袋装并给我证据
很明显;可靠的不能暂时
我是一个绅士，取决于我是否认为你是真的
相当优雅，但不怕告诉你抓住抓地力
适当的礼仪，当我庆祝时，我把它放在自己身上，啊（啊）
这是那个时候再次
更好地抓住你的气球并邀请你的朋友
座位回来，是的，表带
看着我，每个人，我很小
在一条路上，我无法预测
告诉我调低点，但我无法抗拒
你们都知道声音，更好地提高你的拳头
搜索开始，我回来了，所以享受旅行，呵呵