I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well
I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself
There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for
But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door
Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more
Than anyone before (Anyone before)
Too bad they're usually deranged
Last week, I realized I crave pity
When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse
Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing
And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed
Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest
I was still bein' ignored (Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection)
Now we're estranged
[Chorus]
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much, until we don't
[Verse 2]
I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders
But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong
I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor
To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure
Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised
Would depend on what I'm givin' (Not on his permission)
(Wasn't my decision) To be abused, mm
[Chorus]
Things I once enjoyed
Just keep me employed now
Things I'm longing for, mm
Someday, I'll be bored of
It's so weird
That we care so much, until we don't
[Outro]
But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin'
For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine
I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna
Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time
Ma arvan, et ma arvan, et ma olen hästi
Ma soovin, et keegi oleks mulle öelnud, et ma teeksin seda ise
Seal on põhjusi, et ma olen tänulik, seal on palju ma olen tänulik
Aga see on erinev, kui Stranger alati Waitin "oma ukse
Mis on irooniline põhjus, sest võõrad näivad, et tahavad mind rohkem
Kui keegi enne (igaüks enne)
Liiga halb nad tavaliselt hävitasid
Eelmisel nädalal mõistsin, et ma ihaldan kahju
Kui ma lugu uuesti ütlen, ma teen kõik kõigis heli halvemaks
Ei saa raputada tunne, et ma olen lihtsalt halb tervendav
Ja võib-olla see on põhjus, miks iga lause kõlab uuesti
Mis on irooniline, sest kui ma ei olnud aus
Ma olin ikka veel ignoreeritud (Lyin "tähelepanu eest, et saada underation)
Nüüd oleme võõrandatud
[Chorus]
Asjad, mida ma kunagi nautisin
Lihtsalt hoia mind nüüd
Asjad, mida ma igatsen
Ühel päeval, ma igatsen
See on nii imelik
Et me hoolime nii palju, kuni me seda ei tee
[Salm 2]
Ma olen vanem vanem, mul on rohkem õlgadele rohkem
Aga ma olen parem, kui ma eksin
Ma olen õnnelikum kui kunagi varem, see on minu püüdlus
Hoida ennast kokku ja prioriteediks minu rõõm
Põhjus on aus, ma lihtsalt soovisin sõna, mida ma lubasin
Sõltub sellest, mida ma olen Givin (mitte tema loal)
(Kas minu otsus ei olnud kuritarvitanud, mm
[Chorus]
Asjad, mida ma kunagi nautisin
Lihtsalt hoia mind nüüd
Asjad, mida ma igatsen, mm
Ühel päeval, ma igatsen
See on nii imelik
Et me hoolime nii palju, kuni me seda ei tee
[Outro]
Aga järgmisel nädalal ma loodan, et ma olen kusagil naerma
Igaüks, kes küsib, ma luban, et ma olen hea
Mul oli trauma, tegi asju, mida ma ei tahtnud
Oli liiga karda öelda ya, aga nüüd, ma arvan, et see on aeg