Live Performance Vevo | Home alone, tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
Live Performance Vevo | Home alone, tryin' not to eat
Distract myself with pornography
I hate the way she looks at me
I can't stand the dialogue, she would never be
That satisfied, it's a male fantasy
I'm goin' back to therapy
[Chorus]
Cause I loved you then, and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
[Interlude]
(Want me to sing in here?)
(Okay)
[Verse 2]
I got a call from a girl I used to know
We were inseparable years ago
Thought we'd get along, but it wasn't so
And it's all I think about when I'm behind the wheel
I worry this is how I'm always gonna feel
But nothing lasts, I know the deal
[Chorus]
But I loved you then, and I love you now
And I don't know how
Guess it's hard to know when nobody else comes around
If I'm getting over you
Or just pretending to
Be alright, convince myself I hate you
[Outro]
Can't get over you
No matter what I do
I know I should, but I could never hate you
Bahay nag-iisa, tryin 'hindi kumain
Distract myself with pornography.
Ayaw ko ang paraan ng pagtingin niya sa akin
Hindi ako makatayo sa dialogue, hindi siya magiging
Na nasiyahan, ito ay isang lalaki na pantasiya
Ako ay bumalik sa therapy
[Koro]
Dahil mahal kita, at mahal kita ngayon
At hindi ko alam kung paano
Hulaan mahirap malaman kung wala nang iba pa
Kung nakakakuha ako sa iyo
O nagpapanggap lamang
Maging tama, kumbinsihin ang aking sarili na kinamumuhian kita
[Interlude]
(Gusto ko bang kumanta dito?)
(Sige)
[Verse 2]
Nakatanggap ako ng isang tawag mula sa isang batang babae na ginamit ko upang malaman
Kami ay hindi mapaghihiwalay na taon na ang nakalilipas
Naisip namin na makakasama, ngunit hindi ito ganoon
At lahat ng iniisip ko kapag nasa likod ako ng gulong
Nag-aalala ako na ito ay kung paano ako palaging gonna pakiramdam
Ngunit walang tumatagal, alam ko ang deal
[Koro]
Ngunit mahal kita noon, at mahal kita ngayon
At hindi ko alam kung paano
Hulaan mahirap malaman kung wala nang iba pa
Kung nakakakuha ako sa iyo
O nagpapanggap lamang
Maging tama, kumbinsihin ang aking sarili na kinamumuhian kita
[Outro]
Hindi ka makakakuha ng higit sa iyo
Hindi mahalaga kung ano ang ginagawa ko
Alam ko dapat ko, ngunit hindi ko mapoot sa iyo