Fallin' apart
You might've thought I was playing a part in the art I've created
But most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happenin'
I keep on damagin' myself, tryna fill the void
Fallin' apart
You might've thought I was playing a part in the art I've created
But most of the words reflect what's happened or what is waiting to start happenin'
I keep on damagin' myself, tryna fill the void
With all this water 'round my neck, I'm 'bout to drip until I drown
All these drugs up in my nose, I taste the drip, that shit's so sour
All these cars that I bought either don't start or they got impounded
Pursue the American dream, the nightmare's what I doubted
Catch a flight to London or I'll catch a flight to Lyon
Show my face in public, show another one at home
See my name on the marquee, letters falling down
Littering a cold dark street somewhere downtown
Soon as I reached cloud nine, it started stormin'
Heavy thunderstorms in every city that I'm tourin'
Life ain't like a rap video, that's just a warnin'
Hopin' to see the sun when I wake up in the mornin'
[Verse 2: Hearse Boy]
All this misery, misery, misery, fuck
Look at my history, no mystery where I might end up, just shut up
Don't wanna hear it, it's my decision
May be my last words so just please listen
So long, it's been torture bein' here
So gone, getting high been how I cope with fear
Same song and I'm sick of singin' it
Let me move on, it's for my benefit
But come one, come all to my downfall
Bear witness to everything that I can't solve
My therapist made me promise before I end it all
That her phone would be the one I choose to call, crying, asking
Is it really worth it?
What's beneath the surface or behind the curtain?
Really don't think I wanna take this any further
Made one last attempt to figure out my purpose
I called her phone, it said not in service
[Outro: Hearse Boy & Raindrop Walka]
When life gets hard (Gets hard)
Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)
Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car)
Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on, not in service)
When life gets hard (Gets hard)
Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)
Even if the finish line is far or you have to push the car (Push the car)
Keep on marchin' on (Keep on marchin' on)
Spadaju
Možda ste mislili da igram ulogu u umjetnosti koju sam stvorio
Ali većina riječi odražava ono što se dogodilo ili što čeka da se počne dogoditi
Čuvam sam na Damaginu, pokušavam napuniti prazninu
Uz sve te vode 'oko mog vrata, ja sam da ću kapati dok ne utopim
Svi ovi lijekovi u mom nosu, kušam kapanje, to sranje tako kiselo
Svi ovi automobili koje sam kupio ili ne početi ili su se zaplijenili
Nastaviti američki san, noćna mora je ono što sam sumnjao
Uhvatite let u London ili ću uhvatiti let za Lyon
Pokažite moje lice u javnosti, pokažite još jedan kod kuće
Vidite moje ime na marquee, slova padaju
Ležanje hladne tamne ulice negdje u centru grada
Uskoro dok sam stigao na Cloud devet, počelo je Stormin '
Teške oluje u svakom gradu koji sam turnin '
Život nije poput rap videozapisa, to je samo upozorenje
Hopu 'vidjeti sunce kad se probudim ujutro
[Stih 2: Boye Boy]
Sve to bijeda, bijeda, bijeda, jebi
Pogledaj moju povijest, bez misterije gdje bih mogao završiti, samo umukni
Ne želim to čuti, to je moja odluka
Svibanj biti moje posljednje riječi tako da samo molim
Tako dugo, to je mučenje ovdje
Tako je otišao, brzo sam bio kako se nosim sa strahom
Istu pjesmu i bolesna sam od toga
Dopustite mi da nastavim dalje, to je za moju korist
Ali dođite, dođite sve na moj pad
Svjedočite svemu što ne mogu riješiti
Moj terapeut me je obećao prije nego što sve završim
Da bi njezin telefon bio onaj koji bih odlučio nazvati, plačem, pitam
Je li to stvarno vrijedno toga?
Što je ispod površine ili iza zavjese?
Stvarno ne mislim da želim ovo uzeti dalje
Posljednji pokušaj shvatiti moju svrhu
Nazvao sam njezin telefon, rekao je ne u službi
[OUTRO: ROPE BOY & RAINDROP WALA]
Kada se život teško (dobiva teško)
Držite se na marširanju (nastavite na maršin)
Čak i ako je ciljna linija daleko ili morate gurati automobil (gurati automobil)
Držite se na Marchin on (Držite se na Marchinu
Kada se život teško (dobiva teško)
Držite se na marširanju (nastavite na maršin)
Čak i ako je ciljna linija daleko ili morate gurati automobil (gurati automobil)
Držite se na marširanju (nastavite na maršin)