I could be with anybody, I choose you
Still, it's no excuse to abuse you
But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I'd use you
To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you
I could be with anybody, I choose you
Still, it's no excuse to abuse you
But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I'd use you
To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you
So I refuse to, might have a screw loose and a fuse blew
But I think I might be buildin' up a tolerance to you
Cause one minute I'm hollerin', "Screw you"
Next, I take it back, guess you can say I'm tryna unscrew you
But the shit's about to pop off, yeah, I feel you up
Then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off
You're so hard to resist, you knock my socks off
My friends say you're bad for me, hogwash
[Chorus]
I'll never love again
The way I loved you
Did you find someone new?
Are you doin' this with them?
Cause I remember when
Still remember when you was mine, yeah
We were inseparable at one time, yeah
You know my love for you was undying, yeah
Used to always have my back
[Verse 2]
Some days it feels like you're all that I have
That's why I'm tryna hold onto you for as long as I can
And you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in saran
Damn, talk about eatin' out the palm of my hand
But if not for my financials
I wouldn't have you anyways, there have been ample
Plenty days, where I'm just in a daze and I can't pull
Myself up out this rut and you're so much of a handful
I can only take so much of you all at one time
Because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes
Gotta take you in doses, but when you're not at my side
I shake in convulsions, separation anxiety 'cause we may be the closest
Yeah, baby, we hopeless, don't we make an atrocious
Combination? We know, it's like playin' with explosives
Quite dangerous though, but my brain's in hypnosis
Such a wide range of emotions
Migraines, but why the fuck am I takin' these MOTRINs?
Ibuprofens, like a drop of rain in the ocean
And you're my fix on the days when I'm broken
But the shit's about to go sideways, I just know it
[Chorus]
I'll never love again
The way I loved you
Did you find someone new?
Are you doin' this with them?
Cause I remember when
Still remember when you was mine, yeah
We were inseparable at one time, yeah
You know my love for you was undying, yeah
Used to always have my back
[Verse 3]
So I spiral downwardly 'cause I'm too cowardly to leave you
Head is clouded in a fallacy, but in reality
Somehow it seems like when I lay me down to sleep I'm counting sheep
You're bound to creep
Cause every time I turn around, you keep runnin' out on me
You're my Xanax and my valium, I'm an addict, you're a downer
You're my habit, it's like I found you in the cabinet
But it's like I can't uncap it 'cause it's childproof
A scoundrel and fiend's how I feel around you
Awful, every time I lost you, felt like I had you in my pocket
Now I'm flippin' over the furniture, punchin' holes in the walls through
Everything that we've gone through
How many times you've fucked me
But the way it felt for me to be on top when I was on you
Swore my fealty, but word to G.O.D
I thought you loved me, bitch, you tried to kill me, I'm getting off you
Quit callin' for me, hard proof's how I respond to
The Ambien and Tylenols too
Fuck all you
[Outro]
Fuckin' bitch
We're done
Mogao bih biti s nekim, izaberem te
Ipak, nije izgovor da vas zlostavlja
Ali nitko ne zna što idem kroz, pa ću te koristiti
Biti iskren, ne bih znao što učiniti ako te izgubim
Tako da odbijam, možda je vijak labav i osigurač puhao
Ali mislim da bih mogao izgraditi toleranciju
Izazvati jednu minutu
Zatim mi se vratim, pretpostavljam da kažem da te pokušavam odvrnuti
Ali sranje će se otpasti, da, osjećam vas
Onda sam te posve otvoren čim skinem tvoj vrh
Tako da si tako teško odoljeti, kucaš moje čarape
Moji prijatelji kažu da si loš za mene, svinja
[Chorus]
Nikad više neću voljeti
Način na koji sam te voljela
Jeste li pronašli nekoga novog?
Jeste li to s njima?
Jer se sjećam kad
I dalje se sjećam kad si bio moj, da
Jednom smo bili nerazdvojni, da
Znaš moju ljubav prema tebi bila je besmrtan, da
Nekad je uvijek imao moje leđa
[Stih 2]
Neki se dani osjeća kao da si sve što imam
Zato sam te pokušavao za tebe koliko god mogu
I samo me želiš za moj novac pa sam te omotao sve u Saranu
Prokletstvo, razgovaraj o tome da mi je pojeo dlan
Ali ako ne i za moje financijske financijske
Nikad te ne bih imao, bilo je dovoljno
Mnogo dana, gdje sam samo u straži i ne mogu povući
Ja sam iz ove rutine i ti si toliko šačice
Mogu uzeti samo toliko vas sve u jednom trenutku
Jer previše od vas je previše da ponekad progutate
Moram te uzeti u doze, ali kad nisi na mojoj strani
Tresem u konvulzijama, razdvajanje anksioznosti jer možemo biti najbliži
Da, dušo, beznadno, ne radimo užasno
Kombinacija? Znamo, to je kao da se igra s eksplozivima
Vrlo opasno, ali moj mozak je u hipnozi
Tako širok raspon emocija
Migrene, ali zašto jebote sam taking ove motrine?
Ibuprofens, kao kap kiše u oceanu
I ti si mi popravak dana kad sam slomljen
Ali sranje će ići postrance, samo znam
[Chorus]
Nikad više neću voljeti
Način na koji sam te voljela
Jeste li pronašli nekoga novog?
Jeste li to s njima?
Jer se sjećam kad
I dalje se sjećam kad si bio moj, da
Jednom smo bili nerazdvojni, da
Znaš moju ljubav prema tebi bila je besmrtan, da
Nekad je uvijek imao moje leđa
[Stih 3]
Pa sam spiralno prema dolje jer sam previše kukavički da te ostavim
Glava je zamagljena u zabludu, ali u stvarnosti
Nekako se čini kao kad me spustim na spavanje, računajući ovce
Ti si dužan puzati
Jer svaki put kad se okrenem, držiš me
Ti si moj Xanax i moj Valium, ja sam ovisnik, vi ste mladi
Ti si moja navika, kao da sam te našao u ormariću
Ali to je kao da ga ne mogu otkriti jer je to neprobojan
Pro
Grozno, svaki put kad sam te izgubio, osjećao sam se kao da sam te u džepu
Sada sam flippin preko namještaja, punchen 'rupe u zidovima
Sve što smo prošli
Koliko si me jebeno
Ali način na koji je osjećao da budem na vrhu kad sam bio na vama
Zakleo se moj fealty, ali riječ do g.o.d
Mislio sam da me voliš, kuja, pokušao si me ubiti, idem s tobom
Prestani callin 'za mene, tvrdi dokaz kako ja odgovaram
I ambien i tylenoli
Zajebavati sve te
[Outro]
Jebena kuja
Gotovi smo