I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care
[Pre-Chorus]
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
Ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Verse 2]
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
Who knew that wanting someone could ever make me this desperate
Don't think I'll do that again, no
[Pre-Chorus]
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
How did you know? How could you tell?
You ask me to explain myself, well
[Chorus]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic
[Bridge]
And maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
Goddamn I felt it, I really felt it
Maybe I'm just blowing all this shit up in my head
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
But damn I felt it
[Outro]
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
A foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick
How could you blame me?
Imam ovaj paralizirajući strah da ću možda otići nigdje
Ali Bog me zabranjuje da bih ikada priznao da se mogu uplašiti
I ne mogu podnijeti svoje prijatelje upravo sada, nemamo ništa zajedničko
Ali biti usamljen je gori od samo prijateljima koji ne brine
[Pre-Chorus]
Rekao si da izgleda kao da prolazim kroz pakao
Kako si znao? Kako si mogao reći?
Pitaj me da se objasnim, dobro
[Chorus]
Pokušavam sve najbolje da budem brutalno iskren
Nitko nije rekao da bi promjena bila iscrpljujuća
Nogu na pauzi
Kako me možete kriviti? Odrastanje je kaotično
[Stih 2]
Ne želim reći, ali stvarno mislim da mi nedostaješ
Možda izgleda glupo, ali još uvijek gledam sve naše tekstove
Tko je znao da će me netko ikada natjerati ovaj očajnički
Nemojte misliti da ću to opet učiniti, ne
[Pre-Chorus]
Rekao si da izgleda kao da prolazim kroz pakao
Kako si znao? Kako si mogao reći?
Pitaš me da se objasnim, dobro
[Chorus]
Pokušavam sve najbolje da budem brutalno iskren
Nitko nije rekao da bi promjena bila iscrpljujuća
Nogu na pauzi
Kako me možete kriviti? Odrastanje je kaotično
[Most]
I možda samo pušem sve ovo sranje u glavu
Ali ne mogu si pomoći, ne, ne mogu si pomoći
Zavaravajući sebe misleći da više nikad neću voljeti
Prokleti sam to osjetio, stvarno sam to osjetio
Možda samo pušeš sve ovo sranje u glavu
Ali ne mogu si pomoći, ne, ne mogu si pomoći
Trošiti previše vremena na stvari koje znam da ću zaboraviti
Ali prokleto sam to osjetio
[OUTRO]
Pokušavam sve najbolje da budem brutalno iskren
Nitko nije rekao da se mijenja može biti to iscrpljujući
Nogu na pauzi, jer me čini da me proizvodi
Kako me možete kriviti?