I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift, all of the people
I've ghosted stand there in the room
by Sanderlei Silveira - 13/04/2023 - TH X
I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift, all of the people
I've ghosted stand there in the room
[Pre-Chorus]
I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis
(Tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I'll watch as you're leaving
Cause you got tired of my scheming
(For the last time)
[Chorus]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
At teatime, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
[Verse 2]
Sometimes, I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
And I'm a monster on the hill
Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Pierced through the heart, but never killed
[Pre-Chorus]
Did you hear my covert narcissism I disguise as altruism
Like some kind of congressman?
(A tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I'll watch as you're leaving
And life will lose all its meaning
(For the last time)
[Chorus]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At teatime, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
[Bridge]
I have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money
She thinks I left them in the will
The family gathers 'round and reads it and then someone screams out
She's laughing up at us from Hell
[Breakdown]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi
Everybody agrees, everybody agrees
[Chorus]
It's me, hi (Hi)
I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At teatime (Teatime), everybody agrees (Everybody agrees)
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
Min ev tişt heye ku ez pîr bibim, lê tenê qet nedikir
Nîvê şevê dibin piştî nîvro
Dema ku depresyona min dixebite ku berevajiya goristanê, hemî gel
Min li wir li odê sekinî
[Pêş-chorus]
Divê ez ji alavên xwe ve nekim
Ew bi bihayên û vagonan tê
Ez di qeyranê de bi dawî bû
(Talîrok wekî dema pîr)
Ez ji xewnê şiyar bûm
Rojek, ez ê temaşe bikim ku hûn hiştin
Sedema ku hûn ji sindoqa min aciz bûn
(Ji bo dema paşîn)
[Qoro]
Ew ez im, silav
Ez pirsgirêk im, ew ez im
Li Teatime, her kes razî ye
Ez ê rasterast li tavê bibim, lê qet di neynikê de
Pêdivî ye ku her dem ji bo dij-hero her dem hilweşe
[Ayetek 2]
Car carinan, ez hîs dikim ku her kes pitikek seksî ye
Û ez li ser çiyayê monster im
Pir mezin e ku meriv xwe biqedîne, hêdî hêdî ber bi bajarê xweya bijare ve diherike
Bi dilê xwe ve diherike, lê qet qet ne hat kuştin
[Pêş-chorus]
We bihîst Narcissismê min ya veşartî ya ku ez wekî altruîzmê vedibêjim
Mîna hin celeb kongreman?
(Çîrokek wekî dema pîr)
Ez ji xewnê şiyar bûm
Rojek, ez ê temaşe bikim ku hûn hiştin
Û jiyan dê hemî wateya xwe winda bike
(Ji bo dema paşîn)
[Qoro]
Ew ez im, silav
Ez pirsgirêk im, ew ez im (Ez pirsgirêk im, ew ez im)
Li Teatime, her kes razî ye
Ez ê rasterast li tavê bibim, lê qet di neynikê de
Pêdivî ye ku her dem ji bo dij-hero her dem hilweşe
[Pir]
Min ev xewn heye ku keça min ji min re pere dikuje
Ew difikire ku ez wan di daxwazan de hiştim
Malbat li dora xwe kom dike û wê dixwîne û paşê kes diqîriya
Ew ji dojehê li me dikenî
[Hiweşîn]
Ew ez im, silav
Ez pirsgirêk im, ew ez im
Ew ez im, silav
Ez pirsgirêk im, ew ez im
Ew ez im, silav
Her kes razî ye, her kes razî dike
[Qoro]
Ew ez im, hi (hi)
Ez pirsgirêk im, ew ez im (Ez pirsgirêk im, ew ez im)
Li Teatime (Teatime), her kes razî ye (her kes razî ye)
Ez ê rasterast li tavê bibim, lê qet di neynikê de
Pêdivî ye ku her dem ji bo dij-hero her dem hilweşe