I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift, all of the people
I've ghosted stand there in the room
by Sanderlei Silveira - 13/04/2023 - TH X
I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift, all of the people
I've ghosted stand there in the room
[Pre-Chorus]
I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis
(Tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I'll watch as you're leaving
Cause you got tired of my scheming
(For the last time)
[Chorus]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
At teatime, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
[Verse 2]
Sometimes, I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
And I'm a monster on the hill
Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Pierced through the heart, but never killed
[Pre-Chorus]
Did you hear my covert narcissism I disguise as altruism
Like some kind of congressman?
(A tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I'll watch as you're leaving
And life will lose all its meaning
(For the last time)
[Chorus]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At teatime, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
[Bridge]
I have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money
She thinks I left them in the will
The family gathers 'round and reads it and then someone screams out
She's laughing up at us from Hell
[Breakdown]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi
Everybody agrees, everybody agrees
[Chorus]
It's me, hi (Hi)
I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At teatime (Teatime), everybody agrees (Everybody agrees)
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
Men qariganimda, lekin hech qachon aqlli emasman
Yarim tunlar mening peshonamga aylanadi
Mening tushkunligim qabristonning smenasida, barcha odamlar
Xonada gidr bo'lgan men
[Xordan oldin]
Men o'z qurilmalarimga qolmasligim kerak
Ular narxlar va yomonliklar bilan kelishadi
Men inqirozda tugayman
(Vaqtgacha eskirgan ertak)
Men tushdan uyg'onaman
Bir kun, men ketayotganingizda tomosha qilaman
Siz mening makrimdan charchadim
(Oxirgi marta)
[Xor]
Men, salom
Men muammoman, bu men
Torishda, hamma rozi
Men to'g'ridan-to'g'ri quyoshga tikaman, lekin hech qachon oynada
Bu har doim qahramonga qarshi kurashish juda charchagan bo'lishi kerak
[2-oyat]
Ba'zida men hammaga shahvoniy chaqaloq kabi his qilyapman
Va men tepada yirtqichman
Asta-sekin ko'rish uchun juda katta, asta-sekin sevimli shaharingizga qarab
Yurakdan teshilgan, ammo hech qachon o'ldirilmagan
[Xordan oldin]
Siz altruizm sifatida yashirgan narkisizmimni eshitdingizmi?
Bir nechta kongressmen singari?
(Vaqtgacha ertak)
Men tushdan uyg'onaman
Bir kun, men ketayotganingizda tomosha qilaman
Va hayot uning ma'nosini yo'qotadi
(Oxirgi marta)
[Xor]
Men, salom
Men muammoman, bu men (men muammoman, bu men)
Torishda, hamma rozi
Men to'g'ridan-to'g'ri quyoshga tikaman, lekin hech qachon oynada
Bu har doim qahramonga qarshi kurashish juda charchagan bo'lishi kerak
[Ko'prik]
Menda bu orzuim bor, mening qizim meni pul uchun o'ldiradi
U ularni irodada qoldirdim deb o'ylaydi
Oila yig'ilib, uni o'qiydi va keyin kimdir qichqiradi
U bizga do'zaxdan kulmoqda
[Sindirish]
Men, salom
Men muammoman, bu men
Men, salom
Men muammoman, bu men
Men, salom
Hamma rozi, hamma rozi
[Xor]
Bu men, salom (salom)
Men muammoman, bu men (men muammoman, bu men)
Toreatedimda (choy ohangi), hamma rozi (hamma rozi)
Men to'g'ridan-to'g'ri quyoshga tikaman, lekin hech qachon oynada
Bu har doim qahramonga qarshi kurashish juda charchagan bo'lishi kerak