I'm trying not to move too fast
I'm trying not to hurt my heart
I've been pretty good at that
If I'm being honest
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 10/06/2023 - US X
I'm trying not to move too fast
I'm trying not to hurt my heart
I've been pretty good at that
If I'm being honest
Sleeping in an empty bed
I'm gonna leave my ex on read
Listen to what my therapist says
I'm gonna try, I promise
[Pre-Chorus]
All the stuff, I know right now
It came from messing up most of my twenties
It's changed for now and I hope it lasts
I spent most of my life feeling quite empty
[Chorus]
If you could stand back, I used to say that
I thought I needed space to find my balance
But I might need a hand and if you could be that
I might need some help to find my balance, balance
[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, oh-oh-oh-oh, ooh
[Verse 2]
I'm tryna learn to love myself
And what's good for my mental health
I read a lot about self-help, I'll never be polished
I see the cycles happening now
I'm responsible for shutting them down
It took a while to figure that out
But it's my job to stop it
[Pre-Chorus]
There's lots of reasons I'm messed up
I grew up around things that weren't that healthy
I'm working hard and it's looking up
If I stick to routines, it's gonna help me
[Chorus]
If you could stand back, I used to say that
I thought I needed space to find my balance
But I might need a hand and if you could be that
I might need some help to find my balance, balance
[Post-Chorus]
Ooh, oh-oh-oh-oh, ooh
Balance
Ooh, oh-oh-oh-oh, ooh
[Chorus]
If you could stand back, I used to say that
I thought I needed space to find my balance
But I might need a hand, so if you could be that
I might need some help to find my balance
If you could stand back, I used to say that
I thought I needed space to find my balance
But I might need a hand, so if you could be that
I might need some help to find my balance
[Outro]
I'm trying not to move too fast
I'm trying not to hurt my heart
Cause I've been pretty good at that
If I'm being honest
Men juda tez harakat qilmaslikka harakat qilaman
Men yuragimni xafa qilmaslikka harakat qilaman
Men bu juda yaxshi edim
Agar men halol bo'lsam
Bo'sh to'shada uxlash
Men o'qishni o'qiyman
Mening terapevtim nima deyishini tinglang
Men sinab ko'raman, va'da beraman
[Xordan oldin]
Barcha narsalar, men hozir bilaman
Bu mening yigirma yillarimning ko'pchiligini chalkashtirishdan kelib chiqqan
Bu hozir o'zgargan va umid qilamanki, bu davom etadi
Hayotimning ko'p qismini juda bo'sh his qildim
[Xor]
Agar siz orqaga tura olsangiz, men buni aytardim
Hisobimni topish uchun bo'sh joy kerak deb o'yladim
Ammo menga qo'l kerak bo'lishi mumkin va agar shunday bo'lsa
Hisobimni, muvozanatni topish uchun menga yordam kerak bo'lishi mumkin
[Xordan keyingi]
Ooh, oh-oh-oh, ooh
[2-oyat]
Men o'zimni sevishni o'rganaman
Va mening ruhiy salomatligim uchun yaxshilik
Men o'z-o'zidan yordam haqida ko'p o'qidim, men hech qachon sayqallanmayman
Men hozir tsikllarni ko'rmoqdaman
Men ularni o'chirish uchun javobgarman
Buni aniqlash uchun biroz vaqt kerak bo'ldi
Ammo buni to'xtatish mening vazifam
[Xordan oldin]
Men chalkashib ketganman sabablar ko'p
Men bu sog'lom bo'lmagan narsalarga aylandim
Men qattiq ishlayapman va u qidirmoqda
Agar men odatlarga rioya qilsam, bu menga yordam beradi
[Xor]
Agar siz orqaga tura olsangiz, men buni aytardim
Hisobimni topish uchun bo'sh joy kerak deb o'yladim
Ammo menga qo'l kerak bo'lishi mumkin va agar shunday bo'lsa
Hisobimni, muvozanatni topish uchun menga yordam kerak bo'lishi mumkin
[Xordan keyingi]
Ooh, oh-oh-oh, ooh
Qoldiq
Ooh, oh-oh-oh, ooh
[Xor]
Agar siz orqaga tura olsangiz, men buni aytardim
Hisobimni topish uchun bo'sh joy kerak deb o'yladim
Ammo menga qo'l kerak bo'lishi mumkin, shuning uchun agar shunday bo'lsa
Mening hisobimni topish uchun menga yordam kerak bo'lishi mumkin
Agar siz orqaga tura olsangiz, men buni aytardim
Hisobimni topish uchun bo'sh joy kerak deb o'yladim
Ammo menga qo'l kerak bo'lishi mumkin, shuning uchun agar shunday bo'lsa
Mening hisobimni topish uchun menga yordam kerak bo'lishi mumkin
[Ortiqcha]
Men juda tez harakat qilmaslikka harakat qilaman
Men yuragimni xafa qilmaslikka harakat qilaman
Sababi men juda yaxshi edim
Agar men halol bo'lsam