I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Sanderlei Silveira - 24/06/2023 - BR X
I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Fallin' on the solid ground
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
[Verse]
Today, I had a conversation with one of my bros
My homie, he's been close to me since we were six years old
He calls my mama, "Mom," he seen all of my highs and lows
From school fights to sharin' clothes
From B-ball to fuckin' hoes
He sat me down and let me know some things he never told me
Things he never got a chance to say or even show me
He said, "I know I don't tell you often, maybe not even at all
But I'm so proud of you and your success, broski
And I admire how you chase your dreams, that shit's courageous
Thank you for never switchin' up when you got rich and famous
Thank you for never givin' up on me or havin' lesser love for me
Whenever we lose touch and be on different pages
I hope you know I'm here for you the way you there for me
It's crazy, you done more for me than all my family tree
And when I say I got your back, just know I really squeeze
And make some niggas really bleed, that's really what I really mean
I'm proud of how much you matured and grew, but you still you
The world knows you for your talent, but I know the real you
And all your trauma's behind closed doors, you'll never heal through
And all the pain, you act like you don't feel, but you still do
I love the fact you keep your shit together, mentally
You work hard for your respect, don't need no empathy
When people look you over and shut you out intentionally
You always said, 'If they don't fuck with you, they will eventually'
But remember when I went through prison?
When I did a bid and you the only one that came to visit?
Put money on my books and sent me pictures of some bitches?
They don't make 'em like you no more, my nigga, you just different
And bro, you ain't have to pay my niece's tuition
Or set me up with that new job and try to teach me the business
Always quick to hold me down before you speak your opinion
What goes around, comes around and that's the reason you winnin'
But listen, I was thinkin', maybe
Since you my broski and I been there since we was babies
You can hit the bank and break me off with somethin' wavy?
Maybe just a couple hundred-thousand? Nothin' crazy
Cause I been hurtin' lately and I deserve it, maybe
And if you can't do it, that's cool, it ain't like I'll be angry
You still my broski and I love you, but that's kind of shady
Cause I been goin' through some shit, it ain't like I'm just lazy
So maybe you should pay me
I quit my job 'cause I don't wanna work for no other niggas
What maybe works for some, don't work for some other niggas
Yeah, they pay good, but you know I'm a stubborn nigga
Plus, I know you got my back, right?
If not, then fuck it, I ain't askin' again
Just don't forget who walked with you when your back to the wind
And don't forget who's ideas that got you rappin' again
When you lost your passion and got lazy, and was slackin' and shit
And please don't treat me like them niggas that be askin' for shit
Cause I never asked you for a damn thing
I'd rather pull a hamstring and then run across some fan blades while jumpin' out a airplane
While sittin' in the damn rain, while beggin' for some spare change
I'm sorry that we all can't be talented and rich like you
The little people still struggle, we ain't lit like you
And if we bein' honest, it don't really seem like you want me to chase my dreams so I can get like you
And lately, you been on some sucker shit, that's what I see, broski
I hope you know that hater shit is a disease, broski
Cause last time I checked, we was a fuckin' team
And just because you got paper, don't mean that you better than me, broski
I know everything about you
I know every single secret
I know where you rest your head at
I know every bitch you sleep with
I know where you keep your bread at
I pretended I don't see shit
You a greedy motherfucker, you been hopin' I don't be shit
You been gettin' fat while I been starvin'
You been buyin' every car and house while I been in the garbage
I deserve everything you got and more, and that's a bargain
You just wanna shit on me and see me fall, and that's alarmin'
You just hopin' I'ma tarnish
You don't want me to be nothin'
You don't wanna open doors for me
You did a lil' somethin', but you could've did a lil' more for me
No wonder why your father turned his back on you, unfortunately
No wonder why your niggas set them traps on you to sorcery
You ain't nothin' but a phony, you a liar, you a snake
And you can rap but you ain't Kendrick, you ain't Cole, you ain't Drake
Can't believe I called you family, I should shoot you in the face
Used to act like you was real, but always knew that you was fake
You let the fame get to your head and all it did was made you whack
I always knew the day would come when you would stab me in my back
One day, your money gon' be gone and I'll be happy, that's a fact
And then you'll move back to the hood and I'll be laughin' when you back
But you my nigga and I love you
And I wanna see you win, I wouldn't place no one above you
And you always been my friend since we was steppin' in the puddles
Real niggas don't pretend 'cause you're my brother, you my double
You my motherfuckin' twin, and I wanna let you know how I appreciate the things you show me
It's kind of hard to trust niggas, that's why I keep you closely
And look, I know that I don't tell you often, maybe not even at all
But I'm so proud of you and your success, broski"
[Outro]
I'm hopin' I don't look down
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid ground
Fallin' on the solid ground
Ayy, long enough to see me drown
And if I ever come down
I'll be fallin' on the solid—
Can't take care of later—
Only intended for playin' cards—
Hočem, da ne gledam navzdol
Ayy, dovolj dolgo, da sem se utopil
In če kdaj pridem dol
Padel bom na trdna tla
Padel na trdna tla
Ayy, dovolj dolgo, da sem se utopil
In če kdaj pridem dol
Padel bom na trdna tla
[Verz]
Danes sem imel pogovor z enim od bratov
Moj homie, blizu mi je že od šestih let
Pokliče mojo mamo, "mama", je videl vse moje vrhunce in padce
Od šolskih bojev do osrobnih oblačil
Od B-žoge do prekletih motikov
Sedel me je in mi sporočil nekaj stvari, ki mi jih ni nikoli povedal
Stvari, ki jih nikoli ni dobil, da bi mi rekel ali celo pokazal
Rekel je: "Vem, da ti ne povem pogosto, morda sploh ne
Ampak tako sem ponosen nate in vaš uspeh, Broski
In občudujem, kako loviš svoje sanje, to sranje je pogumno
Hvala, ker se nikoli ne preklopite, ko ste se obogatili in slavni
Hvala, ker se nikoli ne podate na mene ali me do mene manjša ljubezen
Kadar koli izgubimo dotik in smo na različnih straneh
Upam, da veste, da sem tukaj za vas, kot ste tam
Noro je, naredil si več zame kot vse moje družinsko drevo
In ko rečem, da sem ti dobil hrbet, samo vem
In naredijo, da nekaj črncev resnično krvavi, to res mislim
Ponosen sem na to, kako zelo ste dozoreli in rasli, a še vedno ti
Svet vas pozna za vaš talent, toda resnično vas poznam
In vse vaše travme so za zaprtimi vrati
In vso bolečino, se obnašate tako, kot se ne počutite, ampak še vedno to počnete
Všeč mi je dejstvo, da svoje sranje držite skupaj, duševno
Trdo delate za svoje spoštovanje, ne potrebujete empatije
Ko vas ljudje pogledajo in namerno zaprejo
Vedno ste govorili: "Če se ne zajebavajo s tabo, bodo sčasoma"
A se spomnite, ko sem šel skozi zapor?
Ko sem ponudil ponudbo in ti edini, ki je prišel na obisk?
Daj denar na moje knjige in mi poslala slike nekaterih psičk?
Ne delajo jih več kot ti, moj črnuh, samo drugače si
In bratec, ni treba plačati šolnine moje nečakinje
Ali me nastavite s to novo službo in me poskusite naučiti posel
Vedno me hitro zadržite, preden spregovorite svoje mnenje
Kaj se dogaja, pride okoli in to je razlog, da Winnin '
Ampak poslušaj, morda sem razmišljal
Odkar sva bila moja Broski in jaz, odkar smo bili dojenčki
Lahko udarite v banko in me prekinete s kakšnim valovitim?
Mogoče le nekaj sto tisoč? Nič noro
Ker sem se v zadnjem času poškodoval in si to zaslužim
In če tega ne morete, je v redu, ni tako, kot da bom jezen
Še vedno si moj Broski in ljubim te, ampak to je nekako senčno
Ker sem šel skozi nekaj sranja, ni tako, kot da sem len
Torej bi mi morda morali plačati
Zapustim službo, ker nočem delati za nobenega drugega črnuha
Kaj morda deluje za nekatere, ne delajte za kakšne druge črnuste
Ja, plačajo dobro, ampak veste, da sem trmast črnuh
Plus, vem, da si me imel hrbet, kajne?
Če ne, potem ga jebi, ne sprašujem se
Samo ne pozabite, kdo je hodil s tabo, ko se je vrnil do vetra
In ne pozabite, kdo so ideje, ki vas je spet zaživelo
Ko ste izgubili svojo strast in se leno postavili in bili ohlapni in sranje
In prosim, ne ravnajte z mano kot njihovi črnci, ki se sprašujejo za sranje
Ker te nisem nikoli vprašal za prekleto stvar
Raje bi potegnil hrbtenico in nato tekel čez nekaj ventilatorskih rezil, medtem ko skok iz letala
Medtem ko sedite v prekletem dežju, medtem ko se začnejo za nekaj rezervnih sprememb
Žal mi je, da vsi ne moremo biti nadarjeni in bogati kot ti
Mali se še vedno borijo, nismo prižgani kot ti
In če smo iskreni, se v resnici ne zdi, kot da hočeš, da lovim svoje sanje, da bom lahko kot ti
In v zadnjem času si bil na nekem sesalnem sranju, to vidim, Broski
Upam, da veste, da je sovražno sranje bolezen, Broski
Ker sem zadnjič preveril, smo bili prekleta ekipa
In samo zato, ker imaš papir, ne pomeni, da si boljši od mene, Broski
Vem vse o tebi
Poznam vsako skrivnost
Vem, kje si počivate
Vem, da vsaka psica, s katero spite
Vem, kje hranite svoj kruh
Pretvarjal sem se, da ne vidim sranja
Ti pohlepni mater
Ko sem bil starvin ', ste dobili "maščobe
Vsak avto in hišo ste kupovali, ko sem bil v smeti
Zaslužim si vse, kar imaš in še več, in to je kupčija
Samo hočeš me sranje in me vidiš, da padem, in to je alarmiranje
Samo honem i, jaz sem tarnat
Nočeš, da ne bi bil nič
Nočeš zame odpreti vrat
Naredil si lil 'nekaj', ampak bi lahko naredil lil 'več zame
Nič čudnega, zakaj se je vaš oče obrnil na vas
Nič čudnega
Nisi nič, ampak lažni, lažnivec, kača
In lahko rap, ampak nisi Kendrick, nisi Cole, nisi Drake
Ne morem verjeti
Včasih se obnašal, kot da ste resnični, a vedno sem vedel, da ste ponarejeni
Slava pustite, da pride v glavo in vse, kar je storilo
Vedno sem vedel, da bo prišel dan, ko me boš zabodel v hrbet
Nekega dne, vaš denar ne bo več in bom vesel, to je dejstvo
In potem se boste vrnili na pokrov in se bom smejal, ko se vrneš
Ampak ti, moj črnuh in ljubim te
In želim te, da zmagaš, ne bi postavil nikogar nad vami
In vedno si bil moj prijatelj, odkar smo stopili v luže
Pravi črnci se ne pretvarjajo, ker si moj brat, ti moj dvojnik
Ti moj materfuckin 'dvojček, in želim vam obvestiti, kako cenim stvari, ki mi jih pokažete
Težko je zaupati črnu, zato vas tesno držim
In glej, vem, da vam ne rečem pogosto, morda sploh ne
Ampak tako sem ponosen nate in vaš uspeh, Broski "
[OUTRO]
Hočem, da ne gledam navzdol
Ayy, dovolj dolgo, da sem se utopil
In če kdaj pridem dol
Padel bom na trdna tla
Padel na trdna tla
Ayy, dovolj dolgo, da sem se utopil
In če kdaj pridem dol
Padel bom na trdno snov -
Kasneje ne morem skrbeti -
Namenjen samo igralnim kartam -