Growing up, I never had a lot of money
I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
Used to find it hard to sleep, when I could hear my mother sobbing
I was 10 back then
Sanderlei Silveira ® - 2023-08-04T01:21-03:00 - US L
Growing up, I never had a lot of money
I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
Used to find it hard to sleep, when I could hear my mother sobbing
I was 10 back then
I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself
Even if it was an accident
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe, it's not what I want
Oh, I've seen better days
And the moment fucking sucks
But I'll be damned, if I don't stop
And, honestly, why not?
When nobody gives a fuck?
[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind
But I think I need some help
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I just can’t help myself
I was an outcast
Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
Too shy to talk about home
I always thought life was supposed to be cold
And, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
I got a window in my head, it’s a casket
You know I've been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe, it's not what I want
Oh, I've seen better days
And the moment fucking sucks
But I'll be damned, if I don't stop
And, honestly, why not?
When nobody gives a fuck?
[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind
But I think I need some help
[Bridge]
Because it’s all I know my hands around my throat
Pray that, I won’t let go this time around
But every single time I try to shut my eyes
I see the reason why I’m not alone
[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can’t, but
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it’s in my mind
But I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can’t help myself
[Outro]
I think we got it
Lumalagong, hindi ako nagkaroon ng maraming pera
Hindi ako nagkaroon ng telepono, palaging medyo nagugutom
Nahihirapan itong matulog, kung kailan ko naririnig ang aking ina na humihikbi
10 na ako bumalik noon
Wala akong silid, kailangang bumili ng mga ginamit na sapatos
Nagtago ako sa likod ng mga tono upang maiwasan ang pang -aabuso
At sa tuwing nahuhulog ako, sisihin ko ito sa aking sarili
Kahit na ito ay isang aksidente
[Bago mag chorus]
Siguro, hindi ito ang gusto ko
Oh, nakakita ako ng mas mahusay na mga araw
At ang sandali ng fucking sucks
Ngunit mapapahamak ako, kung hindi ako titigil
At, matapat, bakit hindi?
Kapag walang nagbibigay ng isang magkantot?
[Koro]
Ngunit kung minsan hindi ko lang matulungan ang aking sarili
Nais kong sumuko sa pagsubok at magsimulang gumawa ng iba pa
Minsan nasasaktan lang ako
Alam kong nasa isip ko ito
Ngunit sa palagay ko kailangan ko ng tulong
[Taludtod 2]
Minsan hindi ko lang matulungan ang aking sarili
Ako ay isang outcast
Itinapon upang matuyo at tumawa
Masyadong nahihiya na pag -usapan ang tungkol sa bahay
Palagi kong naisip na ang buhay ay dapat na malamig
At, oh, nawala ako nang walang pag -asa
Nakakuha ako ng isang bintana sa aking ulo, ito ay isang kabaong
Alam mong nais kong patay na ako, ngunit maskara ko ito
[Bago mag chorus]
Siguro, hindi ito ang gusto ko
Oh, nakakita ako ng mas mahusay na mga araw
At ang sandali ng fucking sucks
Ngunit mapapahamak ako, kung hindi ako titigil
At, matapat, bakit hindi?
Kapag walang nagbibigay ng isang magkantot?
[Koro]
Ngunit kung minsan hindi ko lang matulungan ang aking sarili
Nais kong sumuko sa pagsubok at magsimulang gumawa ng iba pa
Minsan nasasaktan lang ako
Alam kong nasa isip ko ito
Ngunit sa palagay ko kailangan ko ng tulong
[Bridge]
Dahil ito lang ang alam ko ang aking mga kamay sa aking lalamunan
Manalangin na, hindi ko hahayaan ang oras na ito sa paligid
Ngunit sa bawat solong oras na sinusubukan kong ikulong ang aking mga mata
Nakikita ko ang dahilan kung bakit hindi ako nag -iisa
[Koro]
Ngunit kung minsan hindi ko lang magagawa, ngunit
Ngunit kung minsan hindi ko lang matulungan ang aking sarili
Nais kong sumuko sa pagsubok at magsimulang gumawa ng iba pa
Minsan nasasaktan lang ako
Alam kong nasa isip ko ito
Ngunit sa palagay ko kailangan ko ng tulong
Minsan hindi ko lang matulungan ang aking sarili
[Outro]
Sa tingin ko nakuha namin ito