Growing up, I never had a lot of money
I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
Used to find it hard to sleep, when I could hear my mother sobbing
I was 10 back then
Sanderlei Silveira ® - 2023-08-04T01:21-03:00 - US L
Growing up, I never had a lot of money
I never had a phone, always was a little hungry
Used to find it hard to sleep, when I could hear my mother sobbing
I was 10 back then
I didn't have a room, had to buy used shoes
I hid behind tunes to avoid abuse
And every time I fell, I would blame it on myself
Even if it was an accident
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe, it's not what I want
Oh, I've seen better days
And the moment fucking sucks
But I'll be damned, if I don't stop
And, honestly, why not?
When nobody gives a fuck?
[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind
But I think I need some help
[Verse 2]
Sometimes I just can’t help myself
I was an outcast
Thrown out to dry and get laughed at
Too shy to talk about home
I always thought life was supposed to be cold
And, oh, I’ve been so lost without hope
I got a window in my head, it’s a casket
You know I've been wishing I was dead, but I mask it
[Pre-Chorus]
Maybe, it's not what I want
Oh, I've seen better days
And the moment fucking sucks
But I'll be damned, if I don't stop
And, honestly, why not?
When nobody gives a fuck?
[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it's in my mind
But I think I need some help
[Bridge]
Because it’s all I know my hands around my throat
Pray that, I won’t let go this time around
But every single time I try to shut my eyes
I see the reason why I’m not alone
[Chorus]
But sometimes I just can’t, but
But sometimes I just can't help myself
I wanna give up trying and start doing something else
Sometimes I just get overwhelmed
I know it’s in my mind
But I think I need some help
Sometimes I just can’t help myself
[Outro]
I think we got it
Odrastajući, nikad nisam imao puno novca
Nikad nisam imao telefon, uvijek sam bio pomalo gladan
Nekada je bilo teško spavati, kad sam mogao čuti majku kako jeca
Tada sam imao 10 godina
Nisam imao sobu, morao sam kupiti rabljene cipele
Sakrio sam se iza melodija kako bih izbjegao zlostavljanje
I svaki put kad bih pao, krivio bih to za sebe
Čak i ako je to bila nesreća
[Predhorus]
Možda, to nije ono što želim
Oh, vidio sam bolje dane
I trenutak jebeni sranje
Ali proklet ću, ako se ne zaustavim
I, iskreno, zašto ne?
Kad se nitko ne zajebava?
[Zbor]
Ali ponekad se jednostavno ne mogu pomoći
Želim odustati od pokušaja i početi raditi nešto drugo
Ponekad se jednostavno preplavim
Znam da mi je to u glavi
Ali mislim da mi treba pomoć
[Stih 2]
Ponekad se jednostavno ne mogu pomoći
Bio sam odmetnik
Izbačen da se osuši i nasmijava se
Previše sramežljivo razgovarati o kući
Oduvijek sam mislio da je život trebao biti hladan
I, oh, bio sam tako izgubljen bez nade
Imam prozor u glavi, to je kovčeg
Znaš da sam želio da sam mrtav, ali maskiram
[Predhorus]
Možda, to nije ono što želim
Oh, vidio sam bolje dane
I trenutak jebeni sranje
Ali proklet ću, ako se ne zaustavim
I, iskreno, zašto ne?
Kad se nitko ne zajebava?
[Zbor]
Ali ponekad se jednostavno ne mogu pomoći
Želim odustati od pokušaja i početi raditi nešto drugo
Ponekad se jednostavno preplavim
Znam da mi je to u glavi
Ali mislim da mi treba pomoć
[Most]
Jer to je sve što znam ruke oko grla
Moli to, neću se ovaj put pustiti
Ali svaki put kad pokušam zatvoriti oči
Vidim razlog zašto nisam sama
[Zbor]
Ali ponekad jednostavno ne mogu, ali
Ali ponekad se jednostavno ne mogu pomoći
Želim odustati od pokušaja i početi raditi nešto drugo
Ponekad se jednostavno preplavim
Znam da mi je to u glavi
Ali mislim da mi treba pomoć
Ponekad se jednostavno ne mogu pomoći
[Outro]
Mislim da smo ga dobili