The doctor said to talk to him
If I wanted to get off my meds
But I never called his office in
Poured the bottle in the garbage can
The doctor said to talk to him
If I wanted to get off my meds
But I never called his office in
Poured the bottle in the garbage can
I'm stuck in this apartment and
I'm anxious like the cops are here
I tried to call, like, all my friends
And none of them are answering
Is this the moment where I can't control it?
Got no appetite, I guess the party's over
I can't sleep at night, and I keep rolling over
Cause my skin is itchy and the paranoia
Got me worried, sick, and it is so annoying
I been throwing up, it looked like motor oil
But I chose to quit, and now I can't avoid it
The right things to do are the hardest choices
Is this the moment when I need a donor?
Liver failing from the liquor pouring
All the room is spinning, it ain't vodka, soda
What is almost killing me is being sober
[Pre-Chorus]
Talk about pitfalls
Surrounded by brick walls
This is what kids call
Withdrawals
[Chorus]
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
[Verse 2]
Never care for therapist
My arrogance embarrassing
It isn't fair to tear with this
Addiction place my parents in
I'm scared repair will never fix
The voluntary negligence
The wear and tear my errors did
They almost had to bury me
Is this the moment where I screw up and relapse?
Waste all my money on rehab
Can't take a pill from the doctor to relax
Lash out in anger whenever I react
Feel like a weak man, I don't wanna be that
Living every day to get a buzz on the weekend
I'm in the deep end, fighting with demons
Tryna stay clean, I just really need a reason
My bones are shaking and my hands and feet
I see my rib cage, but I can't eat
I still wake up panicking, so I can't sleep
I just sit in the bathtub and try to breathe
[Pre-Chorus]
Talk about pitfalls
Surrounded by brick walls
This is what kids call
Withdrawals
[Chorus]
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
[Bridge]
I've never felt this bad before
I don't know if I'll make it
Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now
But I'm hoping and praying
My whole life I wanted more
This might be the end
But now I've had too much fun, it's over now
I loved what I hated
[Chorus]
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
Nilaza ny dokotera fa hiresaka aminy
Raha te-hiala amin'ny medisiko aho
Saingy tsy niantso ny biraony mihitsy aho
Narotsaka ny tavoahangy tao anaty fako
Mijanona ao amin'ity trano ity aho ary
Mahagaga ahy ny polisy eto
Niezaka niantso aho, toy ny, namako rehetra
Ary tsy misy mamaly azy ireo
Izao ve no fotoana tsy ahafahako mifehy azy io?
Tsy nahazo hazavana, heveriko fa vita ny antoko
Tsy afaka matory amin'ny alina aho, ary mihodina foana aho
Mahatonga ny hoditro dia iTechy sy ny paranoia
Naharary ahy, narary, ary tena mahasosotra izany
Niparitaka aho, toa ny menaka motor
Fa nisafidy ny hiala aho, ary izao dia tsy afaka misoroka izany aho
Ny zavatra mety hatao dia ny safidy sarotra indrindra
Izao ve no fotoana ilaiko?
Ny aty tsy misy alikaola
Ny efitrano rehetra dia mihodina, tsy vodka, soda
Izay saika mamono ahy dia mahonon-tena
[Are-Chorus]
Miresaka momba ny fandrika
Voahodidin'ny rindrina biriky
Izany no antsoin'ny ankizy
Fialana amin'ny
[Chorus]
Nesorina ny isa isaky ny telefaoniko, mijanona ao an-trano aho
Tena maniry tokoa fa mamo aho amin'ny namako rehetra
Mikapoka azy aho na tsia ary tsy ho be loatra
Tena maniry tokoa fa izaho dia avo indrindra amin'ny namako rehetra
[Andininy 2]
Tsy miraharaha ny mpitsabo
Ny avonavona mahamenatra
Tsy rariny raha te-hirehitra an'io
Ny fiankinan-doha amin'ny ray aman-dreniko
Tsy hanamboatra intsony ny fanamboarana ahy
Ny tsy fitandremana an-tsitrapo
Ny akanjo sy ny ranomaso ny fahadisoako
Saika nandevina ahy izy ireo
Izao ve no fotoana hikorontan-tsaina sy haverina?
Fako ny volako rehetra amin'ny fanarenana
Tsy afaka maka pilina avy amin'ny dokotera haka aina
Lash mivoaka amin'ny hatezerana isaky ny mihetsika aho
Mahatsiaro ho toy ny lehilahy malemy, tsy te ho toy izany aho
Miaina isan'andro mba hahazoana buzz amin'ny faran'ny herinandro
Any amin'ny farany lalina aho, miady amin'ny demonia
Mijanona ho madio i Tryna, tena mila antony aho
Mangovitra sy ny tanako sy ny tongotro ny taolako
Hitako ny tadin-taolako, fa tsy afaka mihinana aho
Mbola mifoha amin'ny fanelingelenana ihany aho, ka tsy matory aho
Mipetraka fotsiny ao anaty rano fandroana aho ary manandrana mifoka rivotra
[Are-Chorus]
Miresaka momba ny fandrika
Voahodidin'ny rindrina biriky
Izany no antsoin'ny ankizy
Fialana amin'ny
[Chorus]
Nesorina ny isa isaky ny telefaoniko, mijanona ao an-trano aho
Tena maniry tokoa fa mamo aho amin'ny namako rehetra
Mikapoka azy aho na tsia ary tsy ho be loatra
Tena maniry tokoa fa izaho dia avo indrindra amin'ny namako rehetra
[Tetezana]
Mbola tsy nahatsapa izany ratsy mihitsy aho taloha
Tsy fantatro raha hataoko izany
Aza manana hery hialana amin'ny gorodona izao
Fa manantena sy mivavaka aho
Ny fiainako manontolo dia naniry bebe kokoa aho
Ity angamba no farany
Fa izao dia nahafinaritra be aho izao, efa vita izao
Tiako izay halako
[Chorus]
Nesorina ny isa isaky ny telefaoniko, mijanona ao an-trano aho
Tena maniry tokoa fa mamo aho amin'ny namako rehetra
Mikapoka azy aho na tsia ary tsy ho be loatra
Tena maniry tokoa fa izaho dia avo indrindra amin'ny namako rehetra
Nesorina ny isa isaky ny telefaoniko, mijanona ao an-trano aho
Tena maniry tokoa fa mamo aho amin'ny namako rehetra
Mikapoka azy aho na tsia ary tsy ho be loatra
Tena maniry tokoa fa izaho dia avo indrindra amin'ny namako rehetra