I want it to be, like, messy
I'm so insecure, I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
I want it to be, like, messy
I'm so insecure, I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you
And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
Cause who am I if not exploited?
And I'm so sick of seventeen
Where's my fucking teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
Enjoy your youth, I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious, and nothing can help
And I wish I'd done this before
And I wish people liked me more
[Chorus]
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
[Post-Chorus]
(Yeah)
[Verse 2]
I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
Cause I love people I don't like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
And I can't even parallel park
[Chorus]
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
[Post-Chorus]
(Yeah)
(Just havin' a really good time)
[Outro]
Got a broken ego, broken heart
(Yeah, it's brutal out here, yeah, it's brutal out here)
And God, I don't even know where to start
Želim, da je, kot, grdo
Tako negotov sem, mislim
Da bom umrl, preden pijem
In tako sem ujet v novicah
Kdo mi je všeč in kdo te sovraži
In tako sem utrujena, da bom morda
Zaprite moje delo, začnite novo življenje
In vsi bi bili tako razočarani
Ker sem jaz, če ne izkoriščam?
In tako mi je bolan od sedemnajstih
Kje je moja prekleta najstniška sanja?
Če mi nekdo pove še enkrat
Uživajte v mladosti, jo bom jokal
In jaz se ne držim zase
Jaz sem zaskrbljen, in nič ne more pomagati
In želim, da bi to naredil prej
In želim si, da bi mi ljudje bolj všeč
[Refren]
Vse, kar sem naredil, je bil potruditi
To je nekako hvala, da dobim?
Nepodobjeno razburjen (AH-AH-AH)
Pravijo, da so to zlata leta
Ampak želim, da bi lahko izginil
Ego se je zdrobila tako huda
Bog, tukaj je brutalno
[Po Chorus]
(Ja)
[Verz 2]
Počutim se, da me nihče ne želi
In sovražim, kako sem zaznana
Imam samo dva prave prijatelje
In v zadnjem času sem živčna razbitina
Ker ljubim ljudi, ne maram
In sovražim vsako pesem, ki jo pišem
In nisem kul, in nisem pametna
In ne morem niti vzporednega parka
[Refren]
Vse, kar sem naredil, je bil potruditi
To je nekako hvala, da dobim?
Nepodobjeno razburjen (AH-AH-AH)
Pravijo, da so to zlata leta
Ampak želim, da bi lahko izginil
Ego se je zdrobila tako huda
Bog, tukaj je brutalno
[Po Chorus]
(Ja)
(Samo havin 'res dober čas)
[OUTRO]
Dobil zlomljen ego, zlomljeno srce
(Ja, tukaj je brutalno, ja, to je brutalno tukaj)
In Bog, niti ne vem, kje začeti