I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
by Sanderlei Silveira - 08/04/2023 - Tekst
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
[Verse 1]
Mistake, might've made some
Can't argue with that, but I ain't one
Even though I sometimes get afraid of
Having to face the wrath of an anxious me
I get it 'cause I actually
Feel the same, sometimes I think
I might be a lost cause
Who turns off 'cause the way I read
Into what I've been through
You think I'm mental but it pays off though
When the rent's due, I pursue what I love
And if it goes south and falls down, just know
I stand on my own two feet
Don't you see, those that oppose on me?
Most won't leave, thinking I might retreat
Show 'em my teeth quick if you turn on me 'cause
[Chorus]
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a—
[Post-Chorus]
Just don't call me a—
Just don't call me a
[Verse 2]
Mistake, 'cause I'm not one
Misplaced, but I found a
Lot of resentment causes a mess
When you let it get to the place of
No confidence, struggle with it, that's obvious
But not enough to make me second-guess
If I'd die for the ones I love
So don't you get confused, thinking if you bring me down
I'ma just choose to let myself get used
I don't live like that, I feel trapped
I might lash out, I gotta watch my back
Cross my paths, especially with ill intent
You'll regret you ever took that task
If and when this thing could all go bad
Don't you act like no one warned you yet 'cause
[Chorus]
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
[Outro]
Mistake
Počutim se, kot da sem v mirovanju
Čakam, da mi poveš, da sem v redu
Če se čas zaceli, mi povejte, zakaj ubijem
Sam poskusim pokazati, da nisem napaka?
Imam lastnosti, na katere nisem ponosen
Obljubil sem, da sem šel ven
Imel sem nekaj dni, za katere se mi zdi, da si ne zaslužim ljubezni
Zato pomislite, kaj mislite, samo ne kliči me
[Verz 1]
Napaka, morda bi jih naredil
Ne morem se prepirati s tem, ampak tega nisem
Čeprav se včasih bojim
Moral se je soočiti z gnevom tesnobe
Razumem, ker pravzaprav
Počutim se enako, včasih mislim
Morda sem izgubljen razlog
Ki se izklopi, ker sem bral
V to, kar sem preživel
Misliš, da sem miselna, vendar se izplača
Ko je najemnina zapadla, zasledujem tisto, kar imam rad
In če gre na jug in pade dol, samo vedite
Stojim na svojih dveh nogi
Ali ne vidite, tisti, ki mi nasprotujejo?
Večina ne bo odšla, misleč, da se lahko umaknem
Pokaži mi hitro, če me vklopiš, da "
[Refren]
Počutim se, kot da sem v mirovanju
Čakam, da mi poveš, da sem v redu
Če se čas zaceli, mi povejte, zakaj ubijem
Sam poskusim pokazati, da nisem napaka?
Imam lastnosti, na katere nisem ponosen
Obljubil sem, da sem šel ven
Imel sem nekaj dni, za katere se mi zdi, da si ne zaslužim ljubezni
Torej pomislite, kaj mislite, samo ne kliči me -
[Post-Chorus]
Samo ne kliči me -
Samo ne kliči me
[Verz 2]
Napaka, ker nisem ena
Napačno postavljen, vendar sem našel a
Veliko zamere povzroča nered
Ko ga pustite, da pride do kraja
Brez zaupanja, borite se s tem, to je očitno
Ampak premalo, da bi me postavil v drugo ugibanje
Če bi umrl za tiste, ki jih imam rad
Torej se ne zmedete in razmišljate, če me spustite
Samo odločim se, da se pustim navaditi
Ne živim tako, počutim se ujeto
Morda bi se izmuznil, moram gledati hrbet
Prekrižaj moje poti, še posebej z slabo namero
Žal boste, da ste kdaj prevzeli to nalogo
Če in kdaj bi lahko to šlo vse slabo
Ali se ne obnašate, kot da te še nihče ni opozoril
[Refren]
Počutim se, kot da sem v mirovanju
Čakam, da mi poveš, da sem v redu
Če se čas zaceli, mi povejte, zakaj ubijem
Sam poskusim pokazati, da nisem napaka?
Imam lastnosti, na katere nisem ponosen
Obljubil sem, da sem šel ven
Imel sem nekaj dni, za katere se mi zdi, da si ne zaslužim ljubezni
Zato pomislite, kaj mislite, samo ne kliči me
[OUTRO]
Napaka