I once knew a nigga whose real name was William
His primary concern was makin' a million
Bein' the illest hustler that the world ever seen
He used to fuck movie stars and sniff coke in his dreams
by Sanderlei Silveira - 09/04/2023 - US
I once knew a nigga whose real name was William
His primary concern was makin' a million
Bein' the illest hustler that the world ever seen
He used to fuck movie stars and sniff coke in his dreams
A corrupted young mind at the age of 13
Nigga never had a father and his mom was a fiend
She put the pipe down, but for every year she was sober
Her son's heart simultaneously grew colder
He started hangin' out, sellin' bags in the projects
Checkin' the young chicks, lookin' for hit-and-run prospects
He was fascinated by material objects
But he understood money never bought respect
He built a reputation, 'cause he could hustle and steal
But got locked once and didn't hesitate to squeal
So criminals he chilled with didn't think he was real
You see, me and niggas like this have never been equal
I don't project my insecurities on other people
He fiended for props like addicts with pipes and needles
So he felt he had to prove to everyone he was evil
A feeble-minded young man with infinite potential
The product of a ghetto-bred capitalistic mental
Coincidentally dropped out of school to sell weed
Dancin' with the Devil, smoked until his eyes would bleed
But he was sick of sellin' trees and gave in to his greed
[Hook]
Everyone tryin' to be trife never face the consequences
You probably only did a month for minor offenses
Ask a nigga doin' life if he had another chance
But then again, there's always the wicked that knew in advance
Dance forever with the Devil on a cold cell block
But that's what happens when you rape, murder, and sell rock
Devils used to be God's angels that fell from the top
There's no diversity because we're burnin' in the melting pot
[Verse 2]
So Billy started robbin' niggas, anything he could do
To get his respect back in the eyes of his crew
Startin' fights over little shit up on the block
Stepped up to sellin' mothers and brothers the crack rock
Workin' overtime for makin' money for the crack spot
Hit the jackpot, and wanted to move up to cocaine
Fulfillin' the Scarface fantasy stuck in his brain
Tired of the block niggas treatin' him the same
He wanted to be major like the cut throats and the thugs
But when he tried to step to 'em, niggas showed him no love
They told him any motherfuckin' coward can sell drugs
Any bitch nigga with a gun can bust slugs
Any nigga with a red shirt can front like a Blood
Even Puffy smoked a motherfucker up in the club
But only a real thug can stab someone 'til they die
Standin' in front of them, starin' straight into their eyes
Billy realized that these men were well-guarded
And they wanted to test him before business started
Suggested rapin' a bitch to prove he was cold-hearted
So now he had a choice between goin' back to his life
Or makin' money with made men up in the cyph'
His dreams about cars and ice made him agree
A hardcore nigga is all he ever wanted to be
And so he met them Friday night at a quarter to three
[Hook]
Everyone tryin' to be trife never face the consequences
You probably only did a month for minor offenses
Ask a nigga doin' life if he had another chance
But then again, there's always the wicked that knew in advance
Dance forever with the Devil on a cold cell block
But that's what happens when you rape, murder, and sell rock
Devils used to be God's angels that fell from the top
There's no diversity because we're burnin' in the melting pot
[Verse 3]
They drove around the projects slow while it was rainin'
Smokin' blunts, drinkin' and jokin' for entertainment
Until they saw a woman on the street, walkin' alone
Three in the mornin', comin' back from work, on her way home
And so they quietly got out the car and followed her
Walkin' through the projects, the darkness swallowed her
They wrapped her shirt around her head
And knocked her onto the floor
This is it, kid, now you got your chance to be raw
So Billy yoked her up and grabbed the chick by the hair
And dragged her into a lobby that had nobody there
She struggled hard, but they forced her to go up the stairs
They got to the roof and then held her down on the ground
Screamin', "Shut the fuck up, and stop movin' around!"
The shirt covered her face, but she screamed and clawed
So Billy stomped on the bitch until he'd broken her jaw
The dirty bastards knew exactly what they were doin'
They kicked her until they cracked her ribs and she stopped movin'
Blood leakin' through the cloth, she cried silently
And then they all proceeded to rape her violently
Billy was made to go first, but each of them took a turn
Rippin' her up and chokin' her until her throat burned
Her broken jaw mumbled for God, but they weren't concerned
When they were done and she was lyin'
Bloody, broken and bruised
One of them niggas pulled out a brand new .22
They told him that she was a witness of what she'd gone through
And if he killed her, he was guaranteed a spot in the crew
He thought about it for a minute, she was practically dead
And so he leaned over and put the gun right to her head
[Sample]
I'm fallin' and I can't turn back
I'm fallin' and I can't turn back
[Verse 4]
Right before he pulled the trigger and ended her life
He thought about the cocaine with the platinum and ice
And he felt strong standin' along with his new brothers
Cocked the gat to her head and pulled back the shirt cover
But what he saw made him start to cringe and stutter
Cause he was starin' into the eyes of his own mother
She looked back at him and cried 'cause he had forsaken her
She cried more painfully than when they were rapin' her
His whole world stopped, he couldn't even contemplate
His corruption had successfully changed his fate
And he remembered how his mom used to come home late
Workin' hard for nothin', because now what was he worth?
He turned away from the woman that had once given him birth
And cryin' out to the sky, 'cause he was lonely and scared
But only the Devil responded, 'cause God wasn't there
And right then he knew what it was to be empty and cold
And so he jumped off the roof and died with no soul
They say death takes you to a better place, but I doubt it
After that, they killed his mother, and never spoke about it
And listen, 'cause the story that I'm tellin' is true
Cause I was there with Billy Jacobs, and I raped his mom too
And now the Devil follows me everywhere that I go
In fact, I'm sure he's standin' among one of you at my shows
And every street cypher, listenin' to little thugs flow
He could be standin' right next to you, and you wouldn't know
The Devil grows inside the hearts of the selfish and wicked
White, brown, yellow and black — color is not restricted
You have a self-destructive destiny when you're inflicted
And you'll be one of God's children that fell from the top
There's no diversity because we're burnin' in the melting pot
So when the Devil wants to dance with you, you better say never
Because a dance with the Devil might last you forever
[Part II: "I"]
[Intro: Immortal Technique]
Oh, y'all motherfuckers thought it was over, huh?
Well, it’s not, you didn’t count on a fallen angel gettin' back
Into the grace of God and comin' after you
Y’all niggas ain’t shit, your producers ain’t shit
Your fuckin' A & R ain’t shit
I’ll fuckin' wipe my ass with your demo deal
Yo, Diabolic, take this motherfucker’s head off!
[Verse 1: Diabolic]
Go ‘head and grip Glocks
I’ll snap your trigger finger in six spots
You’ll have to lip lock with hypodermic needles to lick shots
I’ll watch you topple flat
Put away your rings and holla back
Can’t freestyle; you’re screwed off the top, like bottle caps
Beneath the surface
I’m overheatin' your receiving circuits
By unleashin' deeper verses than priests speak in churches
What you preach is worthless
Your worship defeat the purpose
Like President Bush takin' bullets for the secret service
Beyond what y'all fathom, I shit on cats and jaw tap 'em
Show no compassion, like havin' a straight-faced orgasm
Tour jack 'em, have his half-a-10 bitch suck my friend’s dick
In the meantime, you can french kiss this clenched fist
Diabolic: a one-man brigade spreadin' cancer plague
Fist-fuckin’ a pussy’s face, holdin' a hand grenade
So if I catch you bluffin', faggot, you’re less than nothin'
I just had to get that stress off my chest like breast reduction
[Verse 2: Immortal Technique]
You motherfuckers are nothin', you cannot harm me
I’ll resurrect every aborted baby and start an army
Storm the planet, huntin' you down, 'cause I’m on a mission
To split your body into a billion one-celled organisms
Immortal Technique’ll destroy your religion, you stupid bitch
You’re faker than blue-eyed crackers nailed to a crucifix
I’m 'bout to blow up, like NASA Challenger computer chips
Arsenic language transmitted revolutionarily
I’m like time itself: I’m gonna kill you inevitably
Chemically bomb you, fuck usin’ a chrome piece
I’m Illmatic, you won’t make it home, like Jerome’s niece
I’ll sever your head diagonally for thinkin' of dissin' me
And then use your dead body to write my name in calligraphy
This puppet democracy brain-washed your psychology
So you’re nothin', like diversity without equality
And your crew is full of more faggots than Greek mythology
Usin' numerology to count the people I sent to Heaven
Produces more digits than 22 divided by seven
You’re like Kevin Spacey: your style is usually suspect
You never killed a cop, you, not a motherfuckin' thug yet
Your mind is empty and spacious
Like the part of the brain that appreciates culture in a racist
Face it, you’re too basic, you’re never gonna make it
Like children walkin' through Antarctica, butt-naked
Men bir marta men ismiam ismli niggani bilardim
Uning asosiy tashvishi million
Dunyo ko'rgan dunyodagi eng yomon xiyonat
U kino yulduzlarini fuck va uning orzularida Skip Koksda edi
13 yoshida buzilgan yosh ong
Nigga hech qachon otasi bo'lmagan va onasi hech qachon fender edi
U quvurni pastga tushirdi, ammo har yili u hushyor edi
Uning o'g'lining yuragi bir vaqtning o'zida sovuq bo'lib ketdi
U Loyihalardagi Sellin sumkalarini o'chirishni boshladi
"Yosh jo'jalar, hit-yugurish istiqbollari" ni tekshiring
U moddiy narsalarga juda qiziqdi
Ammo u hech qachon hurmat qilmagan pulni tushundi
U obro'ga ega, - uni o'g'irlashi va o'g'irlashi mumkin
Lekin bir marta qulflangan va siqishdan tortinmagan
Shunday qilib, u o'zini sovutgan jinoyatchilar u haqiqiy deb o'yladi
Ko'ryapsizmi, men va nigda hech qachon teng bo'lmagan
Men boshqa odamlarga ishonchsizlikni loyiha qilmayman
U quvurlar va igna bilan giyohvandlar kabi rekvizitlar uchun yoqdi
Shuning uchun u o'zini yomon bo'lgan hammaga isbotlashi kerakligini his qildi
Cheksiz potentsial bo'lgan odatiy ongli yigit
Getto-bredlistik aqliy aqidalarning mahsuloti
Begona o'tlarni sotish uchun maktabdan chiqib ketgan
Diskning shayton bilan, ko'zlari qoniqguncha chekdi
Ammo u Sitin daraxtlaridan kasal bo'lib, uning ochko'zligi bilan chiqdi
[Kanca]
Har bir insonning hayoti bo'lishiga hech qachon duch kelmaydi
Ehtimol siz faqat kichik huquqbuzarliklar uchun bir oy qilgansiz
Agar u boshqa imkoniyat bo'lsa, hayotning hayotini so'rang
Ammo keyin yana, oldindan bilgan yovuz odamlar bor
Sovuq hujayra blokidagi shayton bilan abadiy raqsga tushing
Ammo siz zo'rlash, qotillik va tog 'jinsini sotganingizda sodir bo'ladi
Shaytonlar yuqoridan tushgan Xudoning farishtalari bo'lgan
Erkinlik qozonda biz qaynayotganimiz uchun xilma-xillik yo'q
[2-oyat]
Shuning uchun Billi Robbin niggasni, u qila oladigan har qanday narsani boshladi
Uning hurmatini uning ekipajining ko'ziga qaytarish
Starin "Blokda ozgina chayqalish bilan kurashadi
Sitin onalar va aka-ukalarni yoriq tog 'jinsiga ko'tarildi
Crack Spl uchun Makin 'pullari uchun ish vaqti
Jekpotni urib, kokainga ko'chib o'tmoqchi edim
Miyasida shamolning sharafini bajaradi
Niggaz sotuvidan charchadim
U kesilgan tomoqlar va burma kabi katta bo'lishni xohladi
Ammo u "Em" ga qadam qo'ymoqchi bo'lganida, Niggas unga sevgini ko'rsatmadi
Ular unga biron bir onalikning qo'rqoqlari giyohvand moddalarni sotishi mumkinligini aytishdi
Qurolli har qanday kaltak nigga plitalar urishi mumkin
Qizil ko'ylak bilan har qanday nigga qonga o'xshaydi
Hatto pufakchi klubda onaning onasi
Ammo faqat haqiqiy firibgarlik, ular o'lishi mumkin
Ularning oldida tayanch, yulduzcha ko'zlariga
Billi bu odamlar yaxshi qo'riqlanganligini angladi
Va ular uni biznes boshlanishidan oldin sinab ko'rmoqchi edilar
Rapinni "u sovuq yurak ekanligini isbotlash uchun" ni taklif qildi
Shunday qilib, endi u o'z hayotiga qaytish uchun tanlovi bor edi
Yoki Makin "erkaklar bilan birga bo'lganlar bilan pul yig'ishdi"
Uning avtomobillari va muz haqidagi orzulari uni rozi qildi
Hardcore nigga - u orzu qilgan hamma narsa
Va shuning uchun u ular bilan juma kuni kechasi chorakda uchrashdi
[Kanca]
Har bir insonning hayoti bo'lishiga hech qachon duch kelmaydi
Ehtimol siz faqat kichik huquqbuzarliklar uchun bir oy qilgansiz
Agar u boshqa imkoniyat bo'lsa, hayotning hayotini so'rang
Ammo keyin yana, oldindan bilgan yovuz odamlar bor
Sovuq hujayra blokidagi shayton bilan abadiy raqsga tushing
Ammo siz zo'rlash, qotillik va tog 'jinsini sotganingizda sodir bo'ladi
Shaytonlar yuqoridan tushgan Xudoning farishtalari bo'lgan
Erkinlik qozonda biz qaynayotganimiz uchun xilma-xillik yo'q
[3- oyat]
Ular Loyihalarda yomg'ir yog'ayotgan paytda harakat qilishdi
Smokinning "O'yin-ichak" va Jokin o'yin-kulgi uchun
Ular ko'chada bir ayolni ko'rishguncha, yolg'iz
Ertalab uchtasida uchta "koin", uyga ketayotganda
Va shuning uchun ular jimgina mashinani olib, unga ergashishdi
Loyihalar orqali Walinni yutib yubordi
Ular uning bo'yini uning bo'yini o'rashdi
Va uni polga taqillatdi
Bu, bola, endi siz xom bo'lish imkoniyatiga egasiz
Shuning uchun Billi uni yuqoriga ko'tarib, jo'jani sochlar bilan ushladi
Va u erda hech kim bo'lmagan lobbiga sudrab bordi
U qattiq kurashdi, ammo ular uni zinapoyadan ko'tarishga majbur qildilar
Ular tomga kelishdi va keyin uni pastga tushirishdi
Screamin ', "Fuck Upni yoping va Movinni to'xtating!"
Ko'ylagi yuzini yopdi, lekin qichqirdi va quloq soldi
Shunday qilib, Billi, jag 'siniqchi bo'lguncha qoqilib ketdi
Nopok xurjardlar nima qilayotganlarini aniq bilishgan
Ular uning qovurg'asini sindirguncha uni tepishdi va u Movinni to'xtatdi
U mato orqali qon oqimi 'u indamay qichqirdi
Va keyin ularning hammasi zo'ravonlik bilan zo'rlashdi
Billi birinchi bo'lib amalga oshirildi, ammo ularning har biri navbatga chiqishdi
Rippin "uni bo'g'ib o'ldirmaguncha, uni yuqoriga ko'taring va chokin"
Uning singan jag 'xudo uchun g'oyib bo'ldi, lekin ular tashvishlanmadilar
Ular qilinganlarida va u Lyin edi
Qonli, singan va ko'kargan
Ulardan biri niggas yangi tarzda yangi .22
Ular unga u o'tgan narsaning guvohi ekanligini aytishdi
Agar u uni o'ldirsa, u ekipajda bir joyga kafolat berdi
U bu haqda bir daqiqaga o'yladi, u deyarli o'lik edi
Shunday qilib, u engashib, qurolni boshiga qo'ydi
[Namuh]
Men tushkunman va orqamga qaytolmayman
Men tushkunman va orqamga qaytolmayman
[4- oyat]
Tirikni tortib, hayotini tugatmasdan oldin
U platina va muzli kokain haqida o'yladi
Va u o'zining yangi akalari bilan kuchli tayanchini his qildi
Boshiga Gatni kesib, ko'ylak qopqog'ini tortdi
Ammo u ko'rgan narsa uni siqib, qoqilib ketishni boshlagan
Chunki u o'z ona onasining ko'ziga yulduz edi
U orqasiga qaradi va uni tashlab qo'ydi
U utilla-ugidan ko'ra ko'proq og'riq bilan yig'ladi
Uning butun dunyo to'xtadi, hatto o'ylay olmadi
Uning buzuqligi taqdirini muvaffaqiyatli o'zgartirdi
Va u onasi kechikkanini esladi
"Notin uchun qattiq" ish, chunki u nimaga loyiq edi?
U tug'ilgan ayoldan yuz o'girdi
U yolg'iz qolgan va qo'rqinchli ohangda.
Ammo faqat Iblis javob berdi: "Xudo u erda emas edi
Va keyin u bo'sh va sovuq bo'lish nima ekanligini bilardi
Shunday qilib, u tomdan sakrab tushdi va jonsiz vafot etdi
Ular sizni o'lim sizni yaxshiroq joyga olib boradi, ammo men bunga shubha qilaman
Shundan so'ng, ular onasini o'ldirishdi va bu haqda hech qachon gapirmagan
Va tinglang, - bu men aytgan hikoya haqiqatdir
Men Billi Yoqublar bilan men u erda edim va men ham onasini zo'rlaganman
Endi shayton men boradigan hamma joyda menga ergashadi
Aslida, men u sizning shoularimdan biri bo'lganingizda, sizlardan biringiz o'zingizniki
Va har bir ko'chada, tinglanglar
U sizning yoningizda turgan bo'lishi mumkin, va siz bilmaysiz
Iblis xudbin va yovuzlarning qalbida o'sadi
Oq, jigarrang, sariq va qora - rang cheklanmaydi
Siz etkazganingizda o'zingizning o'zini buzuvchi taqdiringiz bor
Siz eng yuqori qismidan tushgan Xudoning bolalaridan bo'lasiz
Erkinlik qozonda biz qaynayotganimiz uchun xilma-xillik yo'q
Shunday qilib, Iblis siz bilan raqsga tushishni istaganida, siz hech qachon aytmang
Chunki Iblis bilan raqsga abadiy davom etishi mumkin
[II qism: "Men"]
[Intro: o'lmas texnikasi]
Ohob omoin onasi buni o'ylab ko'rdi deb o'ylashdi?
Xo'sh, siz yo'qolgan farishtani qaytarib bermadingiz
Sizdan keyin Xudoning inoyatiga va komins
Y'val niggas mish-mishlar emas, ishlab chiqaruvchilaringiz baqirishmaydi
Sizning fokhiningiz A & R narsa
Men eshakni demo bitim bilan artib, men
Yo, diabolik, bu onalikning boshini o'chiring!
[1-oyat: diabolik]
Boshingiz va xo'rsinish
Men tetik barmog'ingizni oltita dog'ingizda tushiraman
Siz tortishish uchun gipodermik ignalar bilan lablarni qulflashingiz kerak
Siz kvartirangizni tomosha qilaman
Uzuklaringizni va holla orqangizni qoldiring
Erkin emas; Siz shisha kepka kabi, yuqoridan
Yuzasi ostida
Qabul qiluvchi slanqulalaringizdan ortiqchaman
Cherkovlardan ko'ra ruhoniylarga qaraganda chuqurroq oyatlarni jalb qilish orqali
Va'z qilayotgan narsa behuda
Sizning ibodatingiz maqsadni mag'lub qiladi
Maxfiy xizmat uchun Prezident Bushakning o'qlari kabi
Men nimadan bosh tortdim, mushuklarga va jag'ga tegdim
Hech qanday rahmdillik ko'rsatma, xuddi to'qilgan yuz orgazm kabi
Ekskursiya Jek "E-10 Bitch bo'lsa, mening do'stimning dikini so'radi
Bu orada, siz bu katta mushtni frantsuz o'pishingiz mumkin
Diabolik: bir kishining brigadasi sviginning saraton plazi
Musht-fuckin 'mushukning yuzi, qo'l granatasi
Shunday qilib, agar men seni ushlasam, Fagot, siz notindan kamroq
Men shunchaki ko'kragim ko'krakni kamaytirish kabi olishim kerak edi
[2-oyat: O'rmaym texnikasi]
Siz onaliksiz, siz menga zarar etkaza olmaysiz
Men har bir bekor qilingan bolani tiriltiraman va armiya boshlayman
Sayyora bo'ron, ovchin "siz pastga, - men missiyadaman
Tanangizni milliardlab bir hujayrali organizmlarga ajratish
O'lmas texnik texnika dinigizni yo'q qiladi, siz ahmoq kaltak
Siz xochga mixlangan ko'k ko'zli krakerlardan ham shirinsiz
Men "Nasa Canber" kompyuter chiplari singari portlash uchun
Arsenak tili inqilobsiz
Men vaqtning o'zi kabi: men sizni muqarrar ravishda o'ldiraman
Kimyoviy bomba, Suck's Chrome qismini
Men xayolparastman, siz uni XIIIE singari uyga aylantirmaysiz
Men "meni aylantirmaslik" haqida o'ylash uchun boshingizni diagonal ravishda uzaman
Keyin ismimni xattotlik bilan yozish uchun o'lik tanangizdan foydalaning
Ushbu qo'g'irchoq demokratiyasi miyani miyasida yuvdi psixologiyangiz
Shunday qilib, siz emassiz, tengliksiz xilma-xillik kabi
Sizning ekipajingiz yunon mifologiyasidan ko'ra ko'proq fagotlarga to'la
Meny's-ni osmonga yuborgan odamlarni sanash uchun
22 ga teng bo'lgan 22 dan ortiq raqamlarni ishlab chiqaradi
Siz hech qachon politsiyani o'ldirmadingiz, siz hali ham onaliksiz
Sizning ongingiz bo'sh va keng
Irqchidagi madaniyatni qadrlaydigan miya kabi
Yuzingiz, siz juda asosiysan, siz buni hech qachon qilmaysiz
Bolalar kabi "Antarktida" orqali, yalang'och