Dear God, please
Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached
Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering
by Sanderlei Silveira - 12/04/2023 ∞ X
Dear God, please
Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached
Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressin' all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selfish, I have
No excuse to give You, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Verse 2]
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like somethin's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoidin'
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I woulda not let slip
Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losin' hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Bridge]
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on livin' in—
[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Outro]
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy
亲爱的上帝，请
听我说，我知道已经有几年了
自从我到达
出去打个招呼，我敢打赌你想知道
我为什么要保留
痴迷和压力所有的小事
什么时候应该
生活和吸收记忆
我知道我一直很自私，我有
没有借口给你，这是真的
我的生活如何悬挂
我不知道为什么，但是我更舒服
[合唱]
在我的痛苦中生计
看我的自尊心
火焰起来，表现得像我不一样
关心别人的想法
当我真实地知道
那是我的最远的事情
感觉，但我很自豪，无法开放问你
接我，把我拉出来，我被困在这个洞里
事实是我需要帮助，但我无法想象
如果我很开心，我会是谁
[第2节]
是的，这么久了
当我不沮丧时，感觉就像是掉了
我有一些我不会解决的问题
我有一些行李，我还没有打开
我有一些我应该休息的恶魔
我有一些我不能忘记的创伤
我接到了一些我避免的电话
一些我没有真正联系的家庭成员
我说的一些事情我希望我不会放滑
一些不应该离开我嘴唇的伤害词
一些桥被烧毁了，我还没有准备好重建
我没有处理过一些不安全感，是的
我将是第一个承认我是一个孤独的灵魂
最后一个承认我需要一只手来握住
洛杉矶的希望，沿着危险的道路前进
奇怪的是，我知道，但是当我的时候我最宾至如归
[合唱]
在我的痛苦中生计
看我的自尊心
火焰起来，表现得像我不一样
关心别人的想法
当我真实地知道
那是我的最远的事情
感觉，但我很自豪，无法开放问你
接我，把我拉出来，我被困在这个洞里
事实是我需要帮助，但我无法想象
如果我很开心，我会是谁
[桥]
不知道弯道周围是什么
不知道我的未来是什么
但是我不能继续生存 -
[合唱]
在我的痛苦中生计
看我的自尊心
火焰起来，表现得像我不一样
关心别人的想法
当我真实地知道
那是我的最远的事情
感觉，但我很自豪，无法开放问你
接我，把我拉出来，我被困在这个洞里
事实是我需要帮助，但我无法想象
如果我很开心，我会是谁
[outro]
（哦哦哦）
（哦，哦，哦）如果我很高兴
（哦哦哦）
（哦，哦，哦）如果我很高兴