Dear God, please
Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached
Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering
by Sanderlei Silveira - 12/04/2023 ∞ X
Dear God, please
Hear me out, I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached
Out and said hello, I bet You're wondering
Why I keep
Obsessing on and stressin' all the little things
When I should be
Living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selfish, I have
No excuse to give You, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Verse 2]
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like somethin's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't opened yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I been avoidin'
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said I wish I woulda not let slip
Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losin' hope, headed down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm
[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Bridge]
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on livin' in—
[Chorus]
Livin' in my agony
Watchin' my self-esteem
Go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully
That that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask ya
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Outro]
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh) If I was happy
Dragi bog, prosim
Slišite me, vem, da je minilo nekaj let
Odkar sem dosegel
Ven in pozdravil, stavim, da se sprašujete
Zakaj držim
Obsedenost in poudarjanje vseh malenkosti
Ko bi moral biti
Življenje in namakanje spominov
Vem, da sem bil sebičen, imam
Brez izgovora, da bi vam dal, res je
Obesi se s nitjo, kako živim
Ne vem, zakaj, vendar se počutim bolj udobno
[Refren]
Živi v moji agoniji
Pazi na mojo samozavest
Pojdi v plamen in se obnaša tako, kot da ne
Skrbi, kaj si kdo misli
Ko resnično poznam
To je to najbolj oddaljeno od tega, kako sem
Počutite se, vendar sem preveč ponosen, da bi se odprl in vas vprašal
Da me poberem in izvlečem to luknjo, v katero sem ujet
Resnica je, da potrebujem pomoč, ampak preprosto si ne predstavljam
Kdo bi bil, če bi bil vesel
[Verz 2]
Ja, tako dolgo sem bil tako
Zdi se, da je nekaj, ko nisem depresiven
Imam nekaj vprašanj, ki jih ne bom obravnaval
Imam nekaj prtljage, ki je še nisem odprla
Imam nekaj demonov, ki bi jih moral počivati
Imam nekaj travm, ki jih ne morem pozabiti
Dobil sem nekaj telefonskih klicev, ki se jih izogibam
Nekateri družinski člani, s katerimi se v resnici ne povežem
Nekatere stvari, za katere sem rekel, da si želim, da ne bi pustil zdrsniti
Nekaj škodljivih besed, ki mi nikoli ne bi smele zapustiti ustnic
Nekateri mostovi so zgoreli, še nisem pripravljen obnoviti
Nekaj negotovosti, s katerimi se nisem ukvarjal, da
Prvi bom priznal, da sem osamljena duša
In zadnji, ki je priznal, da potrebujem roko
Lossin 'Hope, se je napotil po nevarni cesti
Čudno, vem, ampak najbolj se počutim kot doma, ko sem
[Refren]
Živi v moji agoniji
Pazi na mojo samozavest
Pojdi v plamen in se obnaša tako, kot da ne
Skrbi, kaj si kdo misli
Ko resnično poznam
To je to najbolj oddaljeno od tega, kako sem
Počutite se, vendar sem preveč ponosen, da bi se odprl in vas vprašal
Da me poberem in izvlečem to luknjo, v katero sem ujet
Resnica je, da potrebujem pomoč, ampak preprosto si ne predstavljam
Kdo bi bil, če bi bil vesel
[Most]
Ne vem, kaj je okoli ovinka
Ne vem, kakšna je moja prihodnost
Ampak ne morem nadaljevati z živim
[Refren]
Živi v moji agoniji
Pazi na mojo samozavest
Pojdi v plamen in se obnaša tako, kot da ne
Skrbi, kaj si kdo misli
Ko resnično poznam
To je to najbolj oddaljeno od tega, kako sem
Počutite se, vendar sem preveč ponosen, da bi se odprl in vas vprašal
Da me poberem in izvlečem to luknjo, v katero sem ujet
Resnica je, da potrebujem pomoč, ampak preprosto si ne predstavljam
Kdo bi bil, če bi bil vesel
[OUTRO]
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh) če bi bil vesel
(Oh, oh, oh)
(Oh, oh, oh) če bi bil vesel