I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift, all of the people
I've ghosted stand there in the room
by Sanderlei Silveira - 13/04/2023 - TH X
I have this thing where I get older, but just never wiser
Midnights become my afternoons
When my depression works the graveyard shift, all of the people
I've ghosted stand there in the room
[Pre-Chorus]
I should not be left to my own devices
They come with prices and vices
I end up in crisis
(Tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I'll watch as you're leaving
Cause you got tired of my scheming
(For the last time)
[Chorus]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
At teatime, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
[Verse 2]
Sometimes, I feel like everybody is a sexy baby
And I'm a monster on the hill
Too big to hang out, slowly lurching toward your favorite city
Pierced through the heart, but never killed
[Pre-Chorus]
Did you hear my covert narcissism I disguise as altruism
Like some kind of congressman?
(A tale as old as time)
I wake up screaming from dreaming
One day, I'll watch as you're leaving
And life will lose all its meaning
(For the last time)
[Chorus]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At teatime, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
[Bridge]
I have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money
She thinks I left them in the will
The family gathers 'round and reads it and then someone screams out
She's laughing up at us from Hell
[Breakdown]
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi
I'm the problem, it's me
It's me, hi
Everybody agrees, everybody agrees
[Chorus]
It's me, hi (Hi)
I'm the problem, it's me (I'm the problem, it's me)
At teatime (Teatime), everybody agrees (Everybody agrees)
I'll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero
Imam to stvar tam, kjer se staram, ampak nikoli nikoli modrega
Polnoči postanejo popoldne
Ko moja depresija dela na pokopališču, vsi ljudje
Tam sem v sobi
[Pred-chorus]
Ne bi smel prepustiti lastnim napravam
Prihajajo s cenami in poroki
Končam v krizi
(Zgodba stara kot čas)
Zbudim se kričati od sanjanja
Nekega dne bom gledal, kako odhajate
Ker ste se naveličali mojega spletkarja
(Zadnjič)
[Refren]
Jaz sem, živjo
Jaz sem problem, to sem jaz
V Teatime se vsi strinjajo
Zagledal bom neposredno na sonce, a nikoli v ogledalo
Mora biti naporno, da se za anti-junak vedno ukorenini
[Verz 2]
Včasih se mi zdi, da so vsi seksi dojenček
In sem pošast na hribu
Preveliko, da bi se lahko družili, počasi se zamahnili proti svojemu najljubšemu mestu
Preboden skozi srce, a nikoli ni bil ubit
[Pred-chorus]
Ste slišali moj prikrit narcizem, ki sem ga prikrival kot altruizem
Kot kakšen kongresnik?
(Zgodba stara kot čas)
Zbudim se kričati od sanjanja
Nekega dne bom gledal, kako odhajate
In življenje bo izgubilo ves svoj pomen
(Zadnjič)
[Refren]
Jaz sem, živjo
Jaz sem problem, to sem jaz (jaz sem problem, to sem jaz)
V Teatime se vsi strinjajo
Zagledal bom neposredno na sonce, a nikoli v ogledalo
Mora biti naporno, da se za anti-junak vedno ukorenini
[Most]
Imam to sanje, da me snaha ubije za denar
Misli, da sem jih pustila v oporoki
Družina zbira krog in jo prebere, nato pa nekdo zakriče
Smeji se nam iz pekla
[Zlomiti se]
Jaz sem, živjo
Jaz sem problem, to sem jaz
Jaz sem, živjo
Jaz sem problem, to sem jaz
Jaz sem, živjo
Vsi se strinjajo, vsi se strinjajo
[Refren]
Jaz sem, živjo (živjo)
Jaz sem problem, to sem jaz (jaz sem problem, to sem jaz)
Na Teatime (Teatime) se vsi strinjajo (vsi se strinjajo)
Zagledal bom neposredno na sonce, a nikoli v ogledalo
Mora biti naporno, da se za anti-junak vedno ukorenini