I thought I had something
And that's the same as having something
I get mad at nothing, blame my dad for something
I pull no punches, then feel bad for months
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 09/06/2023 - US X
I thought I had something
And that's the same as having something
I get mad at nothing, blame my dad for something
I pull no punches, then feel bad for months
Mm, thought I was raised better, tried to fake better
Tried to blame weather and escape better
Hope the skin heals where the pain enters
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, but I finally got sewed up
I set a time, then I showed up
And, now, the weight of the world ain't so bad
Mm-mhm
[Chorus]
I saw the end, it looks just like the middle
I got a paper and pen and a page with no space
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
And forgot how to cry
Who am I to complain?
[Verse 2]
And now the pain's different
It still exists, it just escapes different
And evades vision, makes the rain different
Makes the news boring, and my rage distant
Yes, I'm young and living dreams
In love with being noticed
And afraid of being seen
But I can finally eat
And I can fall asleep
It's fine, fine, fine
[Pre-Chorus]
I finally got sewed up
I set a time, then I showed up
And, now, the weight of the world ain't that bad
[Chorus]
Well, I saw the end, it looks just like the middle
I got a paper and pen and a page with no space
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry, who am I, who am I to complain?
[Post-Chorus]
To complain
Oh, oh-oh, oh
To complain
[Outro]
I saw the end, it looked just like the middle
I got a paper and pen, but I can't feel the pain
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry
Who am I to complain?
Menda biror narsa bor deb o'yladim
Va bu narsa bor
Men hech narsadan g'azablanmayman, dadamni biror narsa uchun ayblayman
Men hech qanday zarba bermayman, keyin bir necha oylar davomida yomon his qilaman
Mm, meni yaxshiroq ko'targan deb o'yladim, soxtalashtirishga harakat qildi
Ob-havoni ayblashga va undan yaxshiroq qochishga harakat qildi
Teriga og'riq qayerga kiradi deb umid qilaman
[Xordan oldin]
Oh, lekin men nihoyat tikdim
Men bir muncha vaqt ajratdim, keyin men ko'rsatdim
Va endi dunyo og'irligi unchalik yomon emas
Mm-mHM
[Xor]
Men oxirini ko'rdim, u xuddi o'rtaga o'xshaydi
Menda qog'oz va qalam va kosmossiz sahifani oldim
Men boshimdagi teshikni retsept bo'yicha dori bilan to'ldirdim
Va yig'lashni unutib
Kimga shikoyat qilaman?
[2-oyat]
Va endi og'riqning boshqacha
U hali ham mavjud bo'lsa, u boshqacha qochadi
Va vahimani o'chiradi, yomg'irni boshqacha qiladi
Yangiliklarni zerikarli qiladi va mening g'azabim
Ha, men yosh va tirik tushlarman
Ko'rish bilan sevib
Va ko'rinmaslikdan qo'rqadi
Ammo men nihoyat ovqatlana olaman
Va men uxlab qolishim mumkin
Yaxshi, nozik, nozik
[Xordan oldin]
Men nihoyat tikdim
Men bir muncha vaqt ajratdim, keyin men ko'rsatdim
Va endi dunyo og'irligi bu yomon emas
[Xor]
Xo'sh, men oxirini ko'rdim, u xuddi o'rtaga o'xshaydi
Menda qog'oz va qalam va kosmossiz sahifani oldim
Men boshimdagi teshikni retsept bo'yicha dori bilan to'ldirdim
Keyin nima deb yig'layotganimni unutib qo'yaman, men kimga shikoyat qilaman?
[Xordan keyingi]
Shikoyat qilmoq
Oh, oh-oh, oh
Shikoyat qilmoq
[Ortiqcha]
Men oxirini ko'rdim, u xuddi o'rtaga o'xshaydi
Menda qog'oz va qalam oldim, lekin og'riqni his qilolmayman
Men boshimdagi teshikni retsept bo'yicha dori bilan to'ldirdim
Keyin yig'lashni unutdingiz
Kimga shikoyat qilaman?