I'm historically heartbroken
Drownin' in my own emotions
One minute away from breakin' down, down, down
I'm always leavin' empty-handed
Sanderlei Silveira - 2024-01-17T18:56-03:00 - BR ∞ X
I'm historically heartbroken
Drownin' in my own emotions
One minute away from breakin' down, down, down
I'm always leavin' empty-handed
No one wants a heart that's damaged
Only know a love that lets me down, down, down
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, starin' contest with the walls
I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts
[Chorus]
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?
Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave
Woah, what if I get to heaven and it's not even real
And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?
Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help but think
That maybe love's not for me
[Verse 2]
If you don't look too closely
You can't even tell I'm lonely
Even though it keeps me up at night, night, night
I try to keep myself distracted
But I got all these awful habits
Of listenin' to voices in my mind, mind, mind
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, starin' contest with the walls
I'm givin' in to my intrusive thoughts, oh
[Chorus]
What if I never find anybody to love
Or I finally get the chance and I fuck it all up?
Cause I can't get hurt if I'm the first one to leave, woah-oh
What if I get to heaven and it's not even real
And I die before tellin' you how I really feel?
Cause it feels like hell and I just can't help, but think
Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh
[Post-Chorus]
Maybe love's not for me, oh-oh-oh
Maybe love's not for me
Maybe love's not for me
For me, for me, for me
Maybe love's not for me
Men tarixan yurakni chin yurakdanman
Mening his-tuyg'ularimda qurbonlik
Bekordan bir daqiqada pastga, pastga, pastga
Men har doim bo'sh qo'l bilanman
Hech kim shikastlangan yurakni xohlamaydi
Meni pastga tushiradigan sevgimni, pastga, pastga tushadi
[Xordan oldin]
Oh, Starin 'devorlar bilan raqobat
Men intruziv fikrlarim uchun givinman
[Xor]
Agar men hech qachon sevishga hech kim topmasam nima bo'ladi
Yoki nihoyat imkoniyatga ega bo'ldim va men buni barchasini siqdimmi?
Agar men birinchi bo'lib ketishim kerak bo'lsa, men xafa bo'lolmayman
VOA, agar men jannatga kirsam nima bo'ladi va hatto haqiqiy emas
Va men sizni haqiqatan ham men haqiqatan ham his qilayotganimni aytishdan oldin o'lamanmi?
Sabab, bu do'zaxga o'xshaydi va men shunchaki yordam berolmayman
Ehtimol, sevgi men uchun emas
[2-oyat]
Agar siz juda yaqin ko'rinmasang
Siz hatto yolg'izligimni ham aytolmaysiz
Kechasi, kechasi, kechasi meni ushlab tursa ham
Men o'zimni chalg'itishga harakat qilaman
Ammo bu dahshatli odatlarni oldim
Miyamda, ong, ongdagi ovozlarni tinglang
[Xordan oldin]
Oh, Starin 'devorlar bilan raqobat
Men intruziy fikrlarimga givinman, oh
[Xor]
Agar men hech qachon sevishga hech kim topmasam nima bo'ladi
Yoki nihoyat imkoniyatga ega bo'ldim va men buni barchasini siqdimmi?
Agar men birinchisi bo'lsam, xafa bo'lolmayman, Voy-Oh
Agar men jannatga kirsam va bu hatto haqiqiy emas
Va men sizni haqiqatan ham men haqiqatan ham his qilayotganimni aytishdan oldin o'lamanmi?
Sabab, bu do'zaxga o'xshaydi va men shunchaki yordam berolmayman
Ehtimol, sevgi men uchun emas, oh-oh
[Xordan keyingi]
Ehtimol, sevgi men uchun emas, oh-oh-oh
Ehtimol sevgi men uchun emas
Ehtimol sevgi men uchun emas
Men uchun, men uchun men uchun
Ehtimol sevgi men uchun emas