Honestly, I'm sick of death and hearing the complains
Everybody wants to tell me how I've changed
I think somehow I'm responsible for bodies filling graves
If I made the songs they wanted, were they fans I could have saved?
Honestly, I'm sick of death and hearing the complains
Everybody wants to tell me how I've changed
I think somehow I'm responsible for bodies filling graves
If I made the songs they wanted, were they fans I could have saved?
Man, that's a lotta weight
Wait, I thought it would be great to entertain
And now I understand why mumble rappers say the things they say
They don't want any obligation to the fanbase they create
I guess my morals won't allow me to be famous if it's fake
I barely made it, I was livin' in the ghetto always prayin'
My potential wouldn't go to waste before I could escape it
I just had a mental breakdown
Rent was due, I couldn't pay it
Killing roaches, scraping guts off all the plates and being patient, ay
Livin' in the hood could have got me kill
Kitchen full of rats, stomach never fill
They cut off the lights, could have pay the bills
I was always shake, couldn't buy the pills
Girlfriend almost left me
We were broken, we were desperate
Right before it got too heavy
I went viral, off a record, ay
Never signed the deal, I did it on my own
I made all the beats, I write every song
Did not all believe I did it all alone
Told me I was weak I show 'em I was strong
Never should have bet against me
Thought my anxiety was gonna rack me
Thought my depression will get to my head for a second and leave
But they never left me
[Chorus]
Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up
Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up
Now I'm someone they are afraid of, afraid of
So say some, say some, woah
Ay, yo, everything you say bro
I don't care, no, I don't care, bro
Fame won't ever make me change so
I don't care, no, I don't care, no
[Verse 2]
Honestly, it's bothered me since I've become this famous
People comment like I don't see what they're saying
I get death threats every day and so my family call me garbage, call me racist
Try to tell my therapist that I'm afraid, I can't explain it, uh
Back up, don't touch me, I'm anxious
All of this money I'm banking
Don't make me happy, I can't win
Don't get me wrong, no, I'm thankful
Wanted to catch and inhabit
Pressure form standards established
Amplified anger and sadness
Can't deny that it did damage
Ay, take the box off me
Take off all the chains
Take the braids out of my hair lay or the tattoos off my face
Stop comparing me to Hopsin, Token, NF and em
I think they're great, but so am I and I don't' wanna be them
And I never change, but I'm not the same
I am not the person that I once was
Alcoholic, I was calling mama, always try to borrow 50 bucks, uh, ay
I put my parents in debt
I even embarrassed my friends
I didn't care if I die, I was honestly hopefully that I wouldn't' wake up again
But I'm back now
Knock me down to that nap and now I stand proud
Last round, believe me I'm ready to strap until they back down
Doctor give me pills, told me I was sad
Never took 'em tho, throw 'em into trash
Made a couple mil', money doesn't last
Try to smile a bit, livin' in the past
[Chorus]
Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up
Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up
Now I'm someone they are afraid of, afraid of
So say some, say some, woah
Ay, yo, everything you say bro
I don't care, no, I don't care, bro
Fame won't ever make me change so
I don't care, no, I don't care, no
[Verse 3]
See this Gucci? I bought it
I won't sell it homie, stop it
This is symbol of the work I did that's finally acknowledged
This is robbing corner stores while getting soda and some chocolate
This is bullied all my life by kids at school, I ain't forgotten
This is private that I got by sacrificing food and water
This is dollars I had after finally paying back my father
This is failing great and skipping class and dropping out of college
You can't stop me, that's your problem
I will get it if I want it (Woah)
Stop telling me that I switched
That's my life changed, I'm a different guy
My mama proud, my girl's stoked
My sister happy I didn't die
They're mad, instead of saying "Tom, I wish you the best"
Of course I changed, I had to go and buy a bulletproof vest
Cause I'm stressed, ya
I'm a mess, ya
I need rest, ya
Wastin' energy on enemies I never met, ya
I need mence, ya
I need bed, ya, what the heck?
I just sent a text to see if I still have some friends, ya
Now that I'm healthy, and nobody help me
I wanna get every penny in the pennant
I'm a maddest, I'm a racket, all the records
Got a message I'ma spread it
And I'm still the person my mama nurse
To become this version, so shoutout mom
I don't ever sleep, every night is long
Everything is on me, Tom
[Chorus]
Everybody says I've changed up, I've changed up
Cause I had nothing then I came up, came up
Now I'm someone they are afraid of, afraid of
So say some, say some, woah
Ay, yo, everything you say bro
I don't care, no, I don't care, bro
Fame won't ever make me change so
I don't care, no, I don't care, no
老实说，我生病死亡的，听到的抱怨
每个人都想告诉我如何我已经改变
我觉得莫名其妙，我负责组织填充的坟墓
如果我做了自己想要的歌曲，是他们的歌迷，我可以救？
男人，这是一个洛塔重量
等待，我认为这将是巨大的，招待
现在我明白为什么咕哝说唱歌手说的事情，他们说
他们不希望给任何义务的粉丝群，他们创造
我想我的道德不允许，如果是假的我出名
我勉强做到了，我在贫民窟总是祈祷是活着
我的潜力就不会去浪费我还没来得及逃跑呢
我只是有一个精神崩溃
租金已到期，我无法支付它
杀灭蟑螂，刮胆关闭所有的盘子和耐心，AY
美好生活在引擎盖可能让我杀
厨房充满老鼠，肚子都填不平
他们切断灯，可能有支付账单
我总是动摇，不能买的药丸
女友险些离开我
我们被打破，我们是绝望
右键才拿到过重
我去了病毒，掀起了创纪录的，唉
切勿签署了协议，我做到了我自己
我把所有的节拍，我写的每首歌
难道不是所有相信我做到了独自一人
告诉我，我是软弱我展示给我看，我强
根本就不应该反对我的选择
以为我的焦虑要去架我
以为我的抑郁症将得到我的头一秒钟，休假
但是，他们从未离开过我
[合唱]
每个人都说我变了，我已经改变了
因为我什么都没有，然后我来到了，来到了
现在我一个人，他们害怕，害怕
所以说了一些，说一些，哇
唉，哟，你说的一切兄弟
我不关心，不，我不关心，兄弟
名人堂永远不会让我改变，因此
我不关心，不，我不关心，不
[诗歌2]
老实说，这困扰我，因为我已经成为这个著名的
像我的人意见不明白他们在说什么
我每天都会收到死亡威胁，所以我的家人打电话给我垃圾，叫我种族主义者
尝试告诉我的治疗师，我很害怕，我无法解释它，呃
备份，不要碰我，我急
所有这些钱，我的银行
不要让我开心，我赢不了
不要误会我的意思，不，我很感激
想追上自己居住
压表标准建立
放大的愤怒和悲伤
不能否认，它没有伤害
哎，把盒子从我身上
脱下所有的连锁店
拿出我的头发奠定辫子或纹身了我的脸
停止比较我霍普森，令牌，NF和EM
我认为他们是伟大的，但我也是，我不”想成为他们
而且我从来没有改变，但我不一样
我不是说我曾经是人
酒精的，我在呼唤妈妈，总是试图借50块钱，呃，唉
我把我父母的债务
我甚至不好意思我的朋友
我不在乎，如果我死了，我是真心地希望，我不会”再次唤醒
但我现在又回来了
敲我失望到午睡，现在我骄傲的挺立
最后一轮，相信我，我已经准备好带，直到他们退缩
医生给我吃药，告诉我，我很伤心
从来没有把“时间寿，扔”时间到垃圾桶
做了几个密耳”，钱不过去
试着微笑了一下，在过去的活着
[合唱]
每个人都说我变了，我已经改变了
因为我什么都没有，然后我来到了，来到了
现在我一个人，他们害怕，害怕
所以说了一些，说一些，哇
唉，哟，你说的一切兄弟
我不关心，不，我不关心，兄弟
名人堂永远不会让我改变，因此
我不关心，不，我不关心，不
[诗歌3]
看到这个古奇？我买了它
我不会卖掉它哥们，停止
这是我做的工作，可能会最终承认的象征
这是抢劫街角小店同时获得苏打水和一些巧克力
这一切都是在学校欺负我的生活被孩子们，我是不会忘记
这是私人的，我得到了牺牲的食物和水
这是美元我后，终于偿还我的父亲
这是失败的伟大，逃课和大学辍学
你不能阻止我，那是你的问题
我会得到它，如果我想它（哇）
停止告诉我，我切换
这就是我的生活改变了，我是一个不同的人
我的妈妈感到骄傲，我女儿火上浇油
我妹妹高兴，我没死
他们是疯了，而不是说“汤姆，我想你最好”
当然，我变了，我不得不去购买防弹背心
因为我强调，雅
我是一个烂摊子，雅
我需要休息，雅
蹉跎对敌人的能量我从来没有见过，雅
我需要mence，雅
我需卧床，你，究竟发生了什么？
我只是发了条，看看是否我还有一些朋友，雅
现在我很健康，没有人帮我
我想要得到的每一分钱的锦旗
我是一个最疯狂的，我是一个球拍，所有记录
有一个消息我是传播它
而我仍然是人我妈妈的护士
要成为这个版本，所以大喊答题节目环节的妈妈
我从来没有睡觉，每天晚上是漫长
一切都在我身上，汤姆
[合唱]
每个人都说我变了，我已经改变了
因为我什么都没有，然后我来到了，来到了
现在我一个人，他们害怕，害怕
所以说了一些，说一些，哇
唉，哟，你说的一切兄弟
我不关心，不，我不关心，兄弟
名人堂永远不会让我改变，因此
我不关心，不，我不关心，不