I want it to be, like, messy
I'm so insecure, I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
I want it to be, like, messy
I'm so insecure, I think
That I'll die before I drink
And I'm so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you
And I'm so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they'd all be so disappointed
Cause who am I if not exploited?
And I'm so sick of seventeen
Where's my fucking teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
Enjoy your youth, I'm gonna cry
And I don't stick up for myself
I'm anxious, and nothing can help
And I wish I'd done this before
And I wish people liked me more
[Chorus]
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
[Post-Chorus]
(Yeah)
[Verse 2]
I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I'm perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
Cause I love people I don't like
And I hate every song I write
And I'm not cool, and I'm not smart
And I can't even parallel park
[Chorus]
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it's brutal out here
[Post-Chorus]
(Yeah)
(Just havin' a really good time)
[Outro]
Got a broken ego, broken heart
(Yeah, it's brutal out here, yeah, it's brutal out here)
And God, I don't even know where to start
我想要它，就像凌乱
我认为我是如此不安全
我会在我喝之前死去
我很陷入新闻中
谁喜欢我，谁讨厌你
而且我很累，我可能会
退出我的工作，开始新的生活
而且他们都非常失望
因为我没有剥削，我是谁？
我很厌恶十七岁
我他妈的少女梦想在哪里？
如果有人再告诉我一次
享受你的年轻人，我会哭
我不坚持自己
我很焦虑，没有什么可以帮助
我希望我以前做过这个
我希望人们更喜欢我
[合唱]
我所做的就是尽我所能
这有点谢谢我得到了吗？
无情地沮丧（AH-AH-AH）
他们说这些是黄金岁月
但我希望我能消失
自我粉碎太严重了
上帝，它在这里是残酷的
[后合唱]
（是的）
[verse 2]
我觉得没有人想要我
我讨厌我所感知的方式
我只有两个真正的朋友
最近，我是一个紧张的残骸
因为我爱我不喜欢的人
我讨厌我写的每首歌
而且我不酷，我不聪明
我甚至无法平行公园
[合唱]
我所做的就是尽我所能
这有点谢谢我得到了吗？
无情地沮丧（AH-AH-AH）
他们说这些是黄金岁月
但我希望我能消失
自我粉碎太严重了
上帝，它在这里是残酷的
[后合唱]
（是的）
（只是居住在一个非常好的时光）
[Outro]
有一个破碎的自我，心碎
（是的，它在这里是野蛮的，是的，它在这里是野蛮的）
和上帝，我甚至不知道在哪里开始