Yeah
I know sometimes
Things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey
by Sanderlei Silveira - 12/04/2023 ∞ X
Yeah
I know sometimes
Things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey
What Daddy always tell you?
Straighten up, little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you cryin' about?
You got me
[Verse 1]
Hailie, I know you miss your Mom, and I know you miss your Dad
When I'm gone, but I'm tryin' to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you wanna cry
Cause you're scared, I ain't there, Daddy's wit' you in your prayers
No more cryin', wipe them tears, Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Lainie, Uncle's crazy, ain't he? Yeah, but he loves you, girl, and you better know it
We're all we got in this world when it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls, two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze, I know it's confusin' you
Daddy's always on the move, Mama's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it, but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growin' up as Daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see, but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have got so bad between us, I don't see us ever bein'
Together ever again, like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then, of course, everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just somethin' we have no control over, and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this'll all just be a dream
[Chorus 1]
Now hush, little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up, little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know Mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise Mama's gon' be alright
[Verse 2]
Heh, it's funny
I remember back one year when Daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up and stuck 'em under the tree
And said some of 'em were from me 'cause Daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas, I sat up the whole night crying
Cause Daddy felt like a bum—see, Daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and Mom
And at the time, every house that we lived in
Either kept gettin' broken into and robbed or shot up on the block
And your Mom was savin' money for you in a jar
Tryin' to start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars, 'til someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your Mama's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and Dad was arguin' a lot
So Mama moved back on to Chalmers in the flat, one-bedroom apartment
And Dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when Daddy went to California with his CD
And met Dr. Dre, and flew you and Mama out to see me
But Daddy had to work, you and Mama had to leave me
Then you started seein' Daddy on the TV
And Mama didn't like it
And you and Lainie were too young to understand it
Papa was a rolling stone, Mama developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it firsthand
Cause all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin' in this empty house just reminiscin'
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are, and Daddy's still here
Lainie, I'm talkin' to you too, Daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah, it's got a ring to it, don't it?
Shh! Mama's only gone for the moment
[Chorus 1]
Now hush, little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upper lip up, little lady, I told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know Mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We feel how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But I promise Mama's gon' be alright
[Chorus 2]
And if you ask me to, Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'ma give you the world
I'ma buy a diamond ring for you, I'ma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'ma break that birdie's neck
I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat, don't fuck with Dad! (Haha)
Ha
Men ba'zan bilaman
Hozir har doim ham sizga ahamiyat bermasligi mumkin
Lekin
Dadam sizga doimo aytib beradimi?
Yuqoriga, kichkina askar
Yuqori labni qoqing
Siz nima deb so'raysiz?
Siz meni oldingiz
[1-oyat]
HAILE, men onangizni sog'inayotganingizni bilaman va dadamni sog'inayotganingizni bilaman
Ketganimda, lekin men sizga hech qachon bo'lmagan hayotni berishga harakat qilaman
Siz xafa bo'lganingizni, hatto tabassum qilganingizda ham, siz kulganda ham
Men buni sizning ko'zlaringizda ko'rayapman
Sababi, siz qo'rqasiz, men u erda emasman, dadangizning ibodatlaringizda
Endi qichqiriq emas, ularni ko'z yoshlar, dadamni artib, endi kabuslar yo'q
Biz gontni yig'amiz, biz buni qilamiz
Ladie, amaki aqldan ozgani emasmi? Ha, lekin u sizni sevadi, qiz va buni yaxshiroq bilasiz
Biz bu dunyoda aylanib yurganida, biz bu dunyoda oldik
Birlashganda, burilib ketganda, ikki kichkina chiroyli qiz
Qarang, hayratlanarli, hayron bo'lib, bu sizni chalkashtirib yuboraman
Dada har doim harakatda, onam har doim yangiliklarda
Men sizni undan boshpana qilishni davom ettirishga harakat qilaman, lekin qandaydir tarzda ko'rinadi
Men buni qilishga harakat qilyapman, bu menga ko'proq ta'sir qiladi
U ko'rishi kerak bo'lgan dadagidek hamma narsa
Dadam sizni ko'rishingizni xohlamang, lekin siz u kabi borayotganingizni ko'rasiz
Biz buni shu tarzda, onangiz va men uchun rejalashtirishni rejalashtirmadik
Ammo bizning oramizda narsalar juda yomon bo'ldi, men hech qachon bein qilmayman
Biz o'sganimiz kabi yana bir bor
Ammo, albatta, hamma narsa har doim biron bir sababga ko'ra sodir bo'ladi
O'ylaymanki, bu hech qachon bo'lish kerak emas edi
Ammo bu shunchaki "Bizda nazorat yo'q", va bu taqdir bu
Ammo boshqa tashvishlanmaydi, boshingizni dam oling va uxlashga yoting
Ehtimol, bir kun biz uyg'onamiz va bu hamma tush bo'ladi
[Xor 1]
Endi judo, kichkinagina, yig'lamaysizmi?
Hammasi yaxshi bo'ladi
Kichkina xonim, men aytgan, men ya deb aytdim
Dadamning bu erda tungacha ushlab turadi
Men onamning bu erda emasligini bilaman va nima uchun bilmaymiz
Biz o'zimizni qanday his qilayotganimizni his qilamiz
Bu biroz aqldan ozgan ko'rinishi mumkin
Ammo men Mamaning gonini yaxshi deb va'da beraman
[2-oyat]
Heh, bu juda kulgili
Dadada pul yo'qligini bir yil eslayman
Oyim Rojdestvoni sovg'alarini tepdi va daraxt ostida yopishdi
Va ba'zilar mendan emishim mumkin emasligini aytdi
Men Rojdestvoni hech qachon unutmayman, men butun tun yig'lay boshladim
Dadaga qarang, u ko'rkam, dadam ishi bor edi
Ammo uning vazifasi siz va onam uchun ovqatni stolda ushlab turish edi
Va o'sha paytda biz yashagan har bir uy
Yo gettin singan va o'g'irlangan yoki blokda otilgan
Onangiz siz uchun puli edi
Kollejga borish uchun siz uchun cho'chqachilik bankini boshlash uchun sinab ko'ring
Deyarli ming dollar bor edi, - dedi kimdir ichkariga kirdi va uni o'g'irladi
Va men bu juda yomon xafa bo'lganini bilaman, bu sizning onangizning yuragingizni buzdi
Va hamma narsa shunchaki yiqilib ketishi juda qiyin edi
Onam va dadam Arguza 'juda ko'p edi
Shunday qilib, onam kvartiradagi va yotoqxonadagi kvartiradagi miltillovchilarga yana ko'chib o'tdi
Dadam yana Novara-da 8 mil narida
Va dada dadam CD bilan Kaliforniyaga borgan
Va doktor bilan uchrashdi va meni ko'rish uchun onam bilan uchrashdi
Ammo dadam ishlashi kerak edi, siz va onam meni tark etishga majbur bo'lishgan
Keyin siz hayvonni televizorda ko'rishni boshladingiz
Va onam bunga yoqmadi
Va siz va Laisie buni tushunish uchun juda yosh edilar
Papa aylanayotgan tosh edi, mama odatlangan
Va bularning hammasi ham biz uni ushlash uchun juda tez sodir bo'ldi
Men u erda bo'lganingiz uchun afsusdaman va u bu firjara deb guvoh bo'lishim kerak edi
Men hech qachon qilmoqchi bo'lganlarning hammasi sizni g'ururlantiradi
Endi men sittin 'bu bo'sh uyda adolatli esimcisin'
Kichkintoy rasmlarida ko'rinadigan narsa, bu meni shunchaki sayohat qiladi
Ikkalangiz qancha o'sganingizni ko'rish uchun, bu siz hozir opa-singillaringizga o'xshab
Voy, juda ko'p narsani taxmin qiling va Dada hali ham shu erda
Leylie, men siz bilan gaplashaman, Dadad hali ham shu erda
Menga bu juda yoqadi, ha, u halqaga ega, bu emasmi?
Shh! Onam hozircha ketgan
[Xor 1]
Endi judo, kichkinagina, yig'lamaysizmi?
Hammasi yaxshi bo'ladi
Kichkina xonim, men aytgan, men ya deb aytdim
Dadamning bu erda tungacha ushlab turadi
Men onamning bu erda emasligini bilaman va nima uchun bilmaymiz
Biz o'zimizni qanday his qilayotganimizni his qilamiz
Bu biroz aqldan ozgan ko'rinishi mumkin
Ammo men Mamaning gonini yaxshi deb va'da beraman
[Xor 2]
Va agar siz mendan so'rasangiz, Dada sizni masxara qiladi
Ima sizga dunyoni beraman
Ima siz uchun olmos uzukni sotib olaman, men siz uchun kuylayman
Sizni tabassum bilan ko'rish uchun siz uchun hamma narsani qilaman
Va agar bu mockingbird qo'shiq aytmasa va bu halqani porlamang
Ama bu qushning bo'ynida
Men uni sotgan men uni sotgan zargarqa qaytib boraman
Va uni har bir karatni eyishga aylantiring, dadam bilan ov qilmang! (Haha)