I thought I had something
And that's the same as having something
I get mad at nothing, blame my dad for something
I pull no punches, then feel bad for months
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 09/06/2023 - US X
I thought I had something
And that's the same as having something
I get mad at nothing, blame my dad for something
I pull no punches, then feel bad for months
Mm, thought I was raised better, tried to fake better
Tried to blame weather and escape better
Hope the skin heals where the pain enters
[Pre-Chorus]
Oh, but I finally got sewed up
I set a time, then I showed up
And, now, the weight of the world ain't so bad
Mm-mhm
[Chorus]
I saw the end, it looks just like the middle
I got a paper and pen and a page with no space
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
And forgot how to cry
Who am I to complain?
[Verse 2]
And now the pain's different
It still exists, it just escapes different
And evades vision, makes the rain different
Makes the news boring, and my rage distant
Yes, I'm young and living dreams
In love with being noticed
And afraid of being seen
But I can finally eat
And I can fall asleep
It's fine, fine, fine
[Pre-Chorus]
I finally got sewed up
I set a time, then I showed up
And, now, the weight of the world ain't that bad
[Chorus]
Well, I saw the end, it looks just like the middle
I got a paper and pen and a page with no space
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry, who am I, who am I to complain?
[Post-Chorus]
To complain
Oh, oh-oh, oh
To complain
[Outro]
I saw the end, it looked just like the middle
I got a paper and pen, but I can't feel the pain
I filled the hole in my head with prescription medication
Then forgot how to cry
Who am I to complain?
Mislila sam da nešto imam
I to je isto kao i imati nešto
Naljutim se ni na što, krivim za oca za nešto
Ne povlačim udarce, a zatim se mjesecima osjećam loše
Mm, mislio sam da sam odgajan bolje, pokušao bolje lažirati
Pokušao kriviti vremenske prilike i bolje pobjeći
Nadam se da koža zacijeli tamo gdje bol ulazi
[Predhorus]
Oh, ali napokon sam se šivao
Odredio sam vrijeme, a zatim sam se pojavio
I, sada, težina svijeta nije tako loša
MM-MHM
[Zbor]
Vidio sam kraj, izgleda baš kao u sredini
Imam papir i olovku i stranicu bez prostora
Ispunio sam rupu u glavi lijekovima na recept
I zaboravio kako plakati
Tko sam ja da se žalim?
[Stih 2]
A sada je bol drugačija
Još uvijek postoji, samo bježi različito
I izbjegava vid, kišu čini drugačijom
Čini vijesti dosadne, a moj bijes dalekom
Da, mlad sam i živim snove
Zaljubljen u to što je primijećen
I plaše se da će biti viđeni
Ali napokon mogu jesti
I mogu zaspati
U redu je, u redu, u redu
[Predhorus]
Napokon sam se šivao
Odredio sam vrijeme, a zatim sam se pojavio
I, sada, težina svijeta nije tako loša
[Zbor]
Pa, vidio sam kraj, izgleda kao u sredini
Imam papir i olovku i stranicu bez prostora
Ispunio sam rupu u glavi lijekovima na recept
Onda sam zaboravio kako plakati, tko sam ja, tko sam ja da se žalim?
[Post-zbor]
Žaliti se
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Žaliti se
[Outro]
Vidio sam kraj, izgledao je poput sredine
Imam papir i olovku, ali ne mogu osjetiti bol
Ispunio sam rupu u glavi lijekovima na recept
Onda zaboravio kako plakati
Tko sam ja da se žalim?