I feel bad, that you feel bad
About me feeling bad, about you feeling bad
About what I said, about what you said
About me not being able to share a feeling
by Sanderlei Silveira ® - 12/06/2023 - US C
I feel bad, that you feel bad
About me feeling bad, about you feeling bad
About what I said, about what you said
About me not being able to share a feeling
[KARESSA]
If I thought that what you thought
Was that I hadn't thought about sharing my thoughts
Then my reaction to your reaction, to my reaction
Would have been more revealing
[JON]
I was afraid that you'd be afraid
If I told you that I was afraid of intimacy
If you don't have a problem with my problem
Maybe the problem's simply co-dependency
[KARESSA]
Yes, I know, that now you know
That I didn't know, that you didn't know
That when I said, "No," I meant, "Yes, I know"
And that now I know that you knew, that I knew you adored me
[JON]
I was wrong to
[KARESSA]
Say you were wrong to
[JON]
Say I was wrong about
[KARESSA]
You being wrong
[JON]
When you rang to say that
[KARESSA]
The ring was the wrong thing to bring
[JON]
If I meant what I said
When I said, "Rings bored me"
[JON & KARESSA]
I'm not mad that you got mad when I got mad
When you said I should go drop dead
[JON]
If I were you and I'd done what I'd done
I'd do what you did
When I gave you the ring
Having said what I said
[JON, (KARESSA)]
I feel bad, that you feel bad (I feel badly)
About me feeling bad, about you feeling bad (About you)
About what I said, about what you said (Feeling badly about me)
About me not being able to share a feeling (Feeling badly about you)
I thought (If I thought that what you thought)
You thought (Was that I hadn't thought about sharing my thoughts)
I reacted shallowly (Then my reaction to your reaction, to my reaction)
When I reacted to you (Would have been more revealing)
I'm not mad, you got mad (I'm not mad that you got mad that I got mad)
Go drop dead (When you said I should go drop dead)
If I were you and I'd done what I'd done (If I were you)
I'd do what you did when I gave you the ring (But I'm not you)
Having said what I said (Said what I said)
[JON]
But now it's out in the open
[KARESSA]
Now it's off our chest
[JON & KARESSA]
Now it's 4 a.m.
And we have therapy tomorrow
It's too late to screw
So let's just get some rest
Osjećam se loše, što se osjećaš loše
O tome da se osjećam loše, zbog toga što se osjećaš loše
O onome što sam rekao, o onome što si rekao
O meni ne mogu podijeliti osjećaj
[Karessa]
Ako sam mislio da ono što misliš
Bilo da nisam razmišljao o dijeljenju svojih misli
Onda moja reakcija na vašu reakciju, na moju reakciju
Bilo bi više otkriveno
[Jon]
Bojala sam se da ćeš se bojati
Da sam vam rekao da se bojim intimnosti
Ako nemate problema s mojim problemom
Možda je problem jednostavno ovisnost
[Karessa]
Da, znam, to sada znate
Da nisam znao, da nisi znao
Da kad sam rekao: "Ne", mislio sam, "da, znam"
I to sada znam da ste znali, da sam znao da me obožavate
[Jon]
Pogriješio sam
[Karessa]
Reci da ste pogriješili
[Jon]
Reci da nisam bio u pravu
[Karessa]
Ti si u krivu
[Jon]
Kad ste zazvonili da to kažete
[Karessa]
Prsten je bio pogrešna stvar koju treba donijeti
[Jon]
Ako sam mislio na ono što sam rekao
Kad sam rekao: "Prsteni su mi dosadili"
[Jon & Karessa]
Nisam ljut što si se naljutio kad sam se naljutio
Kad ste rekli da bih trebao pasti mrtvo
[Jon]
Da sam ti i učinio bih ono što sam učinio
Učinio bih ono što si učinio
Kad sam ti dao prsten
Rekao sam što sam rekao
[Jon, (Karessa)]
Osjećam se loše, da se osjećaš loše (osjećam se loše)
O tome da se osjećam loše, zbog toga što se osjećaš loše (o tebi)
O onome što sam rekao, o onome što si rekao (osjećajući se loše prema meni)
O tome da ne mogu podijeliti osjećaj (osjećajući se loše prema vama)
Mislila sam (ako sam mislila da ono što misliš)
Mislili ste (bilo da nisam razmišljao o dijeljenju svojih misli)
Reagirao sam plitko (tada moja reakcija na vašu reakciju, na moju reakciju)
Kad sam reagirao na vas (bilo bi više otkrivalo)
Nisam ljut, naljutio se (nisam ljut što si se naljutio što sam se naljutio)
Idi spusti mrtvu (kad ste rekli da bih trebao pasti mrtvo)
Da sam ti i učinio bih ono što sam učinio (da sam na ti)
Učinio bih ono što si učinio kad sam ti dao prsten (ali ja nisam ti)
Rekao sam što sam rekao (rekao što sam rekao)
[Jon]
Ali sada je vani na otvorenom
[Karessa]
Sad nam je izvan prsa
[Jon & Karessa]
Sada je 4 A.M.
A sutra imamo terapiju
Prekasno je za zezanje
Pa samo se odmorimo