The doctor said to talk to him
If I wanted to get off my meds
But I never called his office in
Poured the bottle in the garbage can
The doctor said to talk to him
If I wanted to get off my meds
But I never called his office in
Poured the bottle in the garbage can
I'm stuck in this apartment and
I'm anxious like the cops are here
I tried to call, like, all my friends
And none of them are answering
Is this the moment where I can't control it?
Got no appetite, I guess the party's over
I can't sleep at night, and I keep rolling over
Cause my skin is itchy and the paranoia
Got me worried, sick, and it is so annoying
I been throwing up, it looked like motor oil
But I chose to quit, and now I can't avoid it
The right things to do are the hardest choices
Is this the moment when I need a donor?
Liver failing from the liquor pouring
All the room is spinning, it ain't vodka, soda
What is almost killing me is being sober
[Pre-Chorus]
Talk about pitfalls
Surrounded by brick walls
This is what kids call
Withdrawals
[Chorus]
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
[Verse 2]
Never care for therapist
My arrogance embarrassing
It isn't fair to tear with this
Addiction place my parents in
I'm scared repair will never fix
The voluntary negligence
The wear and tear my errors did
They almost had to bury me
Is this the moment where I screw up and relapse?
Waste all my money on rehab
Can't take a pill from the doctor to relax
Lash out in anger whenever I react
Feel like a weak man, I don't wanna be that
Living every day to get a buzz on the weekend
I'm in the deep end, fighting with demons
Tryna stay clean, I just really need a reason
My bones are shaking and my hands and feet
I see my rib cage, but I can't eat
I still wake up panicking, so I can't sleep
I just sit in the bathtub and try to breathe
[Pre-Chorus]
Talk about pitfalls
Surrounded by brick walls
This is what kids call
Withdrawals
[Chorus]
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
[Bridge]
I've never felt this bad before
I don't know if I'll make it
Don't have the strength to get off the floor right now
But I'm hoping and praying
My whole life I wanted more
This might be the end
But now I've had too much fun, it's over now
I loved what I hated
[Chorus]
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
Deleted every number from my phone, I'm staying home
Really wish that I was drunk with all my friends
I'm gonna beat it or I won't and overdose
Really wish that I was high with all my friends
Ngaka e re ho bua le eena
Haeba ke ne ke batla ho theoha meds ea ka
Empa ha ho mohla nkileng ka etela ofisi ea hae ho
Tšela botlolo ka lithōle
Ke khomaretse ka foleteng ena le
Ke tšoenyehile joalo ka mapolesa a mona
Ke lekile ho letsetsa, joalo ka metsoalle eohle ea ka
Mme ha ho le e mong oa bona ea arabang
Na ke hona moo ke sa khone ho e laola?
Ha a na takatso ea lijo, ke nahana hore mokete o felile
Ha ke khone ho robala bosiu, 'me ke lula ke tsofala
Etsa hore letlalo la ka le itchy le paranoia
Ke ne ke tšoenyehile, oa kula, 'me ho anya feela
Ke ntse ke lahla, e ne e shebahala joaloka oli ea koloi
Empa ke ile ka khetha ho tlohela, 'me joale ha ke khone ho e qoba
Lintho tse nepahetseng tseo u lokelang ho li etsa ke likhetho tse thata ka ho fetisisa
Na ke hona joale ha ke hloka mofani?
Sebete se hloleha ho tsoa ho joala bo boima
Kamore eohle ea buloa, ha se vodka, Soda
Se batlang se nkuka ke se setle
[Pre-chorus]
Bua ka Likotsi
E pota-potiloe ke marako a litene
Sena ke seo bana ba se bitsang
Ho Tloha
[Chorus]
Hlakola palo e 'ngoe le e' ngoe ho tloha fonong ea ka, ke lula hae
Ehlile ke lakatsa eka ke ne ke tahiloe ke metsoalle eohle ea ka
Ke tla e otla kapa ke sa khone le ho feta
Ehlile ke lakatsa eka ke ne ke le holimo le metsoalle ea ka eohle
[Temana ea 2]
Ha ho mohla ho tsotellang setsebi sa bongaka
Ho hlorisa ka boomo
Ha ho na toka ho taka le sena
Ho lemallana ha batsoali ba ka ho
Ke tšohile ho lokisa ha ho na ho lokisa
Ho se tsotelle ha boithatelo
Ho roala le ho sotha liphoso tsa ka
Ba ne ba batla ba tlameha ho nkopa
Na ke hona moo ke ileng ka hlobola le ho oela hape?
Senya chelete eohle ea ka ho Rehab
Ha e khone ho nka pilisi ho ngaka ho phomola
Lahla ka bohale neng kapa neng ha ke arabela
Ikutloe Joaloka Motho ea Mmuso, ha ke batle ho ba joalo
Ho phela letsatsi le leng le le leng ho fumana buzz mafelong a beke
Ke pheletsong e tebileng, ke loane le bademona
Leka ho lula re hloekile, ke hlile ke hloka lebaka
Masapo a ka a thothomela le matsoho le maoto
Ke bona likhopo tsa ka tsa likhopo, empa ha ke khone ho ja
Ke ntse ke tsoha ke tšohile, kahoo ha ke khone ho robala
Ke lula ka bateng 'me ke leka ho phefumoloha
[Pre-chorus]
Bua ka Likotsi
E pota-potiloe ke marako a litene
Sena ke seo bana ba se bitsang
Ho Tloha
[Chorus]
Hlakola palo e 'ngoe le e' ngoe ho tloha fonong ea ka, ke lula hae
Ehlile ke lakatsa eka ke ne ke tahiloe ke metsoalle eohle ea ka
Ke tla e otla kapa ke sa khone le ho feta
Ehlile ke lakatsa eka ke ne ke le holimo le metsoalle ea ka eohle
[Bridge]
Ha ke so ka ka utloa bohloko bona pele
Ha ke tsebe hore na ke tla e etsa
Ha u na matla a ho theoha fatshe hona joale
Empa ke ts'epa ebile kea rapela
Bophelo bohle ba ka ke batlile
Ena e kanna ea ba pheletso
Empa joale ke ne ke natefeloa haholo, e felile joale
Ke ne ke rata seo ke se hloileng
[Chorus]
Hlakola palo e 'ngoe le e' ngoe ho tloha fonong ea ka, ke lula hae
Ehlile ke lakatsa eka ke ne ke tahiloe ke metsoalle eohle ea ka
Ke tla e otla kapa ke sa khone le ho feta
Ehlile ke lakatsa eka ke ne ke le holimo le metsoalle ea ka eohle
Hlakola palo e 'ngoe le e' ngoe ho tloha fonong ea ka, ke lula hae
Ehlile ke lakatsa eka ke ne ke tahiloe ke metsoalle eohle ea ka
Ke tla e otla kapa ke sa khone le ho feta
Ehlile ke lakatsa eka ke ne ke le holimo le metsoalle ea ka eohle