[Spoken: Quincy Jones]
That's it
Looking back now, I didn't know what it was supposed to be
And it's like raising kids, man
[Spoken: Quincy Jones]
That's it
Looking back now, I didn't know what it was supposed to be
And it's like raising kids, man
If you weren't raised, you don't know how to raise, you know?
I just did the best that I could with them because
They know fuckin' well I love them
But I didn't do the best I could
I didn't know what the fuck I was doing
I didn't
I will never forget watching my mother get put in a straightjacket
And taken out of my home when I was only seven years old
She was diagnosed with Dementia praecox and put in a mental institution
Leaving my daddy alone with me and my little brother Lloyd
I later had an evil stepmother who further cemented the idea that I didn't need a mother
Growing up without one had long lasting influence I didn't fully understand until much later in life
It bled into my relationships with family and those I had become romantically involved with
Whenever I got too close to a woman, I would cut her off
Part of that was vindictive and partially based on fear
But it was also totally subconscious
Looking back is a bitch, isn't it?
[说：昆西琼斯]
而已
现在回顾，我不知道它应该是什么
这就像养育孩子，男人
如果你没有提出，你不知道如何提升，你知道吗？
我只是尽力与他们一起做的，因为
他们知道他妈的'我爱他们
但我不能尽我所能
我不知道他妈的我在做什么
我没有
我永远不会忘记看着我的母亲放在直筒袋中
当我只有七岁的时候，从我家中取出
她被诊断出患有痴呆症Praecox并投入精神病院
和我一起离开我的爸爸和我的小弟弟劳埃德
我后来有一个邪恶的继母，他们进一步巩固了我不需要母亲的想法
在没有人的情况下长大的影响力，我并没有完全理解，直到生命后大都会
它与家人的关系和我浪漫地参与的人
每当我太靠近女人时，我会把她切掉
部分是报复性的，部分地基于恐惧
但它也是完全潜意识的
回头看是一个婊子，不是吗？