I could be with anybody, I choose you
Still, it's no excuse to abuse you
But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I'd use you
To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you
I could be with anybody, I choose you
Still, it's no excuse to abuse you
But no one knows what I'm goin' through, so I'd use you
To be truthful, I wouldn't know what to do if I lose you
So I refuse to, might have a screw loose and a fuse blew
But I think I might be buildin' up a tolerance to you
Cause one minute I'm hollerin', "Screw you"
Next, I take it back, guess you can say I'm tryna unscrew you
But the shit's about to pop off, yeah, I feel you up
Then I got you totally open as soon as I take your top off
You're so hard to resist, you knock my socks off
My friends say you're bad for me, hogwash
[Chorus]
I'll never love again
The way I loved you
Did you find someone new?
Are you doin' this with them?
Cause I remember when
Still remember when you was mine, yeah
We were inseparable at one time, yeah
You know my love for you was undying, yeah
Used to always have my back
[Verse 2]
Some days it feels like you're all that I have
That's why I'm tryna hold onto you for as long as I can
And you just want me for my money so I got you wrapped all in saran
Damn, talk about eatin' out the palm of my hand
But if not for my financials
I wouldn't have you anyways, there have been ample
Plenty days, where I'm just in a daze and I can't pull
Myself up out this rut and you're so much of a handful
I can only take so much of you all at one time
Because too much of you's just too much to swallow sometimes
Gotta take you in doses, but when you're not at my side
I shake in convulsions, separation anxiety 'cause we may be the closest
Yeah, baby, we hopeless, don't we make an atrocious
Combination? We know, it's like playin' with explosives
Quite dangerous though, but my brain's in hypnosis
Such a wide range of emotions
Migraines, but why the fuck am I takin' these MOTRINs?
Ibuprofens, like a drop of rain in the ocean
And you're my fix on the days when I'm broken
But the shit's about to go sideways, I just know it
[Chorus]
I'll never love again
The way I loved you
Did you find someone new?
Are you doin' this with them?
Cause I remember when
Still remember when you was mine, yeah
We were inseparable at one time, yeah
You know my love for you was undying, yeah
Used to always have my back
[Verse 3]
So I spiral downwardly 'cause I'm too cowardly to leave you
Head is clouded in a fallacy, but in reality
Somehow it seems like when I lay me down to sleep I'm counting sheep
You're bound to creep
Cause every time I turn around, you keep runnin' out on me
You're my Xanax and my valium, I'm an addict, you're a downer
You're my habit, it's like I found you in the cabinet
But it's like I can't uncap it 'cause it's childproof
A scoundrel and fiend's how I feel around you
Awful, every time I lost you, felt like I had you in my pocket
Now I'm flippin' over the furniture, punchin' holes in the walls through
Everything that we've gone through
How many times you've fucked me
But the way it felt for me to be on top when I was on you
Swore my fealty, but word to G.O.D
I thought you loved me, bitch, you tried to kill me, I'm getting off you
Quit callin' for me, hard proof's how I respond to
The Ambien and Tylenols too
Fuck all you
[Outro]
Fuckin' bitch
We're done
Mogao bih biti s bilo kime, biram tebe
Ipak, nije izgovor da vas zlostavljaju
Ali nitko ne zna što prolazim, pa bih te koristio
Da budem istinit, ne bih znao što učiniti ako te izgubim
Tako da odbijam, možda bi mogao puhati vijak, a osigurač je puhao
Ali mislim da bih mogao izgraditi toleranciju prema vama
Jer jednu minutu hodam, "zajebi se"
Dalje, uzmem ga, pretpostavljam da možete reći da vas pokušavam odvijati
Ali sranje će uskoro iskočiti, da, osjećam te
Tada sam te potpuno otvorio čim ti skinem vrh
Tako si teško odoljeti, srušiš mi čarape
Moji prijatelji kažu da si loš za mene, svinja
[Zbor]
Nikad više neću voljeti
Način na koji sam te voljela
Jeste li pronašli nekoga novog?
Radite li ovo s njima?
Jer se sjećam kada
Još uvijek se sjećam kad si bio moj, da, da
U jednom smo trenutku bili nerazdvojni, da
Znaš da je moja ljubav prema tebi bila neumoljiva, da
Nekad sam imao leđa
[Stih 2]
Nekih dana osjećam se kao da ste sve što imam
Zato se trudim držati vas onoliko dugo koliko mogu
A ti me samo želiš za svoj novac, pa sam te sve zamotao u Saran
Dovraga, razgovaraj o tome da jedem dlan moje ruke
Ali ako ne iz mojih financija
Ne bih te imao, bilo je dovoljno
Dosta dana, gdje sam samo u zadirčanosti i ne mogu se povući
Izdvojio sam ovu gužvu i ti si toliko pregršt
Mogu samo toliko vas uzeti
Jer previše vas je jednostavno previše progutati
Moram te odvesti u doze, ali kad nisi uz mene
Tresem se u konvulzijama, razdvajajuća tjeskoba jer mi smo možda najbliži
Da, dušo, beznadežni smo, zar ne činimo grozno
Kombinacija? Znamo, to je kao igranje s eksplozivima
Međutim, prilično opasno, ali mozak mi je u hipnozi
Tako širok raspon emocija
Migrene, ali zašto, jebote, uzimam ove motrine?
Ibuprofeni, poput kapljice kiše u oceanu
A ti si moj popravak u danima kad sam slomljen
Ali sranje će ići u stranu, samo to znam
[Zbor]
Nikad više neću voljeti
Način na koji sam te voljela
Jeste li pronašli nekoga novog?
Radite li ovo s njima?
Jer se sjećam kada
Još uvijek se sjećam kad si bio moj, da, da
U jednom smo trenutku bili nerazdvojni, da
Znaš da je moja ljubav prema tebi bila neumoljiva, da
Nekad sam imao leđa
[Stih 3]
Tako da se spirala prema dolje jer sam previše kukavički da te ostavim
Glava je zamućena u zabluda, ali u stvarnosti
Nekako se čini kao da kad me položim na spavanje brojim ovce
Dužni ste puzati
Jer svaki put kad se okrenem, stalno trčiš na meni
Ti si moj Xanax i moj valium, ja sam ovisnik, ti si Downer
Ti si moja navika, to je kao da sam te pronašao u ormariću
Ali to je kao da ga ne mogu otjerati jer je otporan na dijete
Scoundrel i Fiend je kako se osjećam oko vas
Grozno, svaki put kad sam te izgubio, osjećao se kao da te imam u džepu
Sad prelazim preko namještaja, probijajući rupe u zidovima
Sve što smo prošli
Koliko ste me puta jebali
Ali način na koji sam se osjećao da budem na vrhu kad sam bio na tebi
Zakleo se svojom vjernošću, ali riječ G.O.D
Mislila sam da me voliš, kučko, pokušala si me ubiti, skidam se s tebe
Prestani za mene, naporan dokaz kako reagiram
Ambien i Tylenols također
Jebi sve ti
[Outro]
Jebena kučka
Gotovi smo