I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
by Sanderlei Silveira - 08/04/2023 - US
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
[Verse 1]
Mistake, might've made some
Can't argue with that, but I ain't one
Even though I sometimes get afraid of
Having to face the wrath of an anxious me
I get it 'cause I actually
Feel the same, sometimes I think
I might be a lost cause
Who turns off 'cause the way I read
Into what I've been through
You think I'm mental but it pays off though
When the rent's due, I pursue what I love
And if it goes south and falls down, just know
I stand on my own two feet
Don't you see, those that oppose on me?
Most won't leave, thinking I might retreat
Show 'em my teeth quick if you turn on me 'cause
[Chorus]
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a—
[Post-Chorus]
Just don't call me a—
Just don't call me a
[Verse 2]
Mistake, 'cause I'm not one
Misplaced, but I found a
Lot of resentment causes a mess
When you let it get to the place of
No confidence, struggle with it, that's obvious
But not enough to make me second-guess
If I'd die for the ones I love
So don't you get confused, thinking if you bring me down
I'ma just choose to let myself get used
I don't live like that, I feel trapped
I might lash out, I gotta watch my back
Cross my paths, especially with ill intent
You'll regret you ever took that task
If and when this thing could all go bad
Don't you act like no one warned you yet 'cause
[Chorus]
I feel like I'm at a standstill
Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay
If time heals, tell me why do I kill
Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake?
I've got qualities that I'm not proud of
I've made promises that I walked out on
I've had days I feel I don't deserve love
So think what you think, just don't call me a
[Outro]
Mistake
Osjećam se kao da sam u stanju
Čekajući da mi kažeš da sam dobro
Ako vrijeme zacijeli, recite mi zašto ubijam
Pokušaj vam pokazati da nisam greška?
Imam osobine na koje nisam ponosan
Obećao sam da sam izašao dalje
Imao sam dane kad osjećam da ne zaslužujem ljubav
Pa razmislite što mislite, samo me nemojte zvati
[Stih 1]
Pogreška, možda je napravila neke
Ne mogu se svađati s tim, ali nisam jedan
Iako se ponekad bojim
Morao sam se suočiti s gnjevom tjeskobnog
Shvaćam jer zapravo sam
Osjećaj isto, ponekad mislim
Možda sam izgubljen uzrok
Tko se isključuje, jer sam pročitao
U ono što sam prošao
Misliš da sam mentalno, ali to se ipak isplati
Kad najam dospijeva, slijedim ono što volim
A ako ide prema jugu i padne dolje, samo znaj
Stojim na dvije noge
Zar ne vidite, oni koji se protive na meni?
Većina neće otići, misleći da bih se mogao povući
Pokaži ih brzo zubima ako me okreneš "
[Zbor]
Osjećam se kao da sam u stanju
Čekajući da mi kažeš da sam dobro
Ako vrijeme zacijeli, recite mi zašto ubijam
Pokušaj vam pokazati da nisam greška?
Imam osobine na koje nisam ponosan
Obećao sam da sam izašao dalje
Imao sam dane kad osjećam da ne zaslužujem ljubav
Pa razmislite što mislite, samo me nemojte zvati A -
[Post-zbor]
Samo me nemoj zvati A -
Samo me nemoj zvati
[Stih 2]
Pogreška, jer nisam jedan
Pogrešno postavljen, ali našao sam a
Puno ogorčenosti uzrokuje nered
Kad ga pustite da dođe do mjesta
Nema samopouzdanja, boriti se s tim, to je očito
Ali nedovoljno da bih učinio drugi pogodak
Da bih umro za one koje volim
Zato se ne zbunite, razmišljajući ako me srušiš
Samo se odlučim dopustiti da se naviknem
Ne živim tako, osjećam se zarobljeno
Mogla bih isprati, moram paziti na leđa
Pređite moje staze, posebno s bolesnom namjerom
Požalit ćete što ste ikad uzeli taj zadatak
Ako i kada bi sve mogla sve ići loše
Ne ponašaš li se kao da vas nitko još nije upozorio jer
[Zbor]
Osjećam se kao da sam u stanju
Čekajući da mi kažeš da sam dobro
Ako vrijeme zacijeli, recite mi zašto ubijam
Pokušaj vam pokazati da nisam greška?
Imam osobine na koje nisam ponosan
Obećao sam da sam izašao dalje
Imao sam dane kad osjećam da ne zaslužujem ljubav
Pa razmislite što mislite, samo me nemojte zvati
[Outro]
Pogreška