I'm tired of holding on to you, it's time to let
My pride go and learn to love myself again, yeah
I don't wanna wait another
Day, I've waited long enough
by Sanderlei Silveira - 07/04/2023 - BR
I'm tired of holding on to you, it's time to let
My pride go and learn to love myself again, yeah
I don't wanna wait another
Day, I've waited long enough
I'm ready, I can see the sun, it's coming up
There's happiness on the horizon
I'm hopeful I can see the light, I've
Hesitated all my life but I'm all done
[Pre-Chorus]
I'm done running from you
Spent my whole life in your shadow, scared
Of who I'd be if I, yeah
Said goodbye and I didn't have you here
[Chorus]
I wish you well but I
Can no longer stand aside
And watch you sabotage the two of us
I love you to death but I
Can't spend the rest of my
Life in this darkness, I'm
Done
I'm done
[Interlude]
Ooh
Ooh
[Verse 2]
I wish you the best but
I'm not interested
In giving you more of my life, I've already given you too much
I don't wanna lose ya, I don't wanna keep ya
I know that you mean well but when I fail, I don't need ya
Rubbing my face in it and treating me like I'm less than you
Tell the truth, you know I'll be better without ya
Been in your shoes, don't be a fool
And try to convince me that
I'm the real issue when you're the root to every problem, I love you but not
Enough to allow you to continue to drown the both of us
You're holding me back, you're pulling me down
You're making me hate myself, I don't wanna leave, but that's what I need
I ain't got a choice, I can't just
Let you deceive and make me believe that I don't deserve to be loved
I am not gonna stand aside and watch you attempt to rob and steal and sabotage
What little faith I have left, yeah, haven't I sacrificed enough for you?
Hate seeing you cry but I think it's time to let go and say our goodbyes
Yeah, I'm gonna miss you but I'm not gonna spend the rest of my life
[Pre-Chorus]
Running from you
Spent my whole life in your shadow, scared
Of who I'd be if I
Said goodbye and I didn't have you here
[Chorus]
I wish you well but I
Can no longer stand this, I
Can't watch you sabotage the two of us
I love you to death but I
Can't spend the rest of my
Life in this darkness, I'm done
I'm done
[Outro]
Ooh
Ooh
Men sizga uni ushlab turishdan charchadim, ehtimol qilish vaqti keldi
Mening mag'rurligim borib, yana o'zimni sevishni o'rganing, ha
Men boshqasini kutishni xohlamayman
Kun, men uzoq kutdim
Men tayyorman, men quyoshni ko'ra olaman, u paydo bo'ladi
Ufqda baxt bor
Men yorug'likni ko'ra olaman, umid qilaman
Butun hayotim ikkilandi, lekin men hammasi bajarildim
[Xordan oldin]
Sizdan yugurib o'tdim
Butun hayotimni soyangizda o'tkazgan, qo'rqib ketdi
Men kim bo'lsa, ha ha
- dedi xayrlashing va menda bu erda yo'q
[Xor]
Sizga yaxshi tilayman, lekin men
Endi chetga chiqa olmaydi
Va ikkalamizga sabotajingizni tomosha qiling
Men seni o'limga sevaman, lekin men
Qolgan qismimni sarflay olmayman
Bu zulmatda hayot, menman
Bajarildi
Men tugatdim
[Interpuda]
Ooh
Ooh
[2-oyat]
Men sizga eng yaxshi narsalarni tilayman, lekin
Menga qiziqarli emas
Sizga hayotimni ko'proq berishda, men allaqachon sizga ko'p imkoniyat berganman
Men ya yo'qotishni xohlamayman, men yautishni xohlamayman
Bilaman, siz yaxshi demoqchi ekanligingizni bilaman, lekin men muvaffaqiyatsiz bo'lsa, menga kerak emas
Unga yuzimni ishqalab, menga qaraganda kamroq munosabatda bo'lishim kabi
Haqiqatni ayting, bilasizmi, men yasiz yaxshiroq bo'laman
Sizning poyabzalingizda bo'lgan, ahmoq bo'lmang
Va meni ishontirishga harakat qiling
Men har qanday muammoga ildiz bo'lganingizda haqiqiy masalaman, men sizni yaxshi ko'raman, lekin emas
Ikkalangizni ikkalamizni cho'ktirishga imkon berish uchun etarli
Meni orqaga o'tkazyapsiz, siz meni tortib olyapsiz
Siz meni o'zimdan nafratlana olmaysan, men ketishni xohlamayman, lekin bu menga kerak bo'lgan narsa
Menda tanlov yo'q, men shunchaki qila olmayman
Sizni aldaylik va meni sevishga loyiq emasligimga ishonaylik
Men chetda qolmayman va o'g'irlash va o'g'irlash va sabotaj qilishga urinayotganingizni tomosha qilmayman
Qanday kamroq imon qoldirdim, ha, men sizga etarlicha qurbon qilmadim?
Yig'layotganingizni ko'rsangiz, lekin menimcha, xayrlashish va xayrlashamiz deb o'ylayman
Ha, men seni sog'inaman, lekin qolgan umrimni o'tkazmayman
[Xordan oldin]
Sizdan yugurish
Butun hayotimni soyangizda o'tkazgan, qo'rqib ketdi
Agar men bo'lsam
- dedi xayrlashing va menda bu erda yo'q
[Xor]
Sizga yaxshi tilayman, lekin men
Endi bu turolmaydi, men
Ikkalamizni sabotajingizni tomosha qilolmaysiz
Men seni o'limga sevaman, lekin men
Qolgan qismimni sarflay olmayman
Bu zulmatda hayot, men qildim
Men tugatdim
[Ortiqcha]
Ooh
Ooh