I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
by Sanderlei Silveira - 12/04/2023 ∞ X
I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[Verse 2]
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
That magic's not here no more
And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
Oh, oh, oh
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all too well
[Verse 3]
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
You told me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
And you were tossing me the car keys, "Fuck the patriarchy"
Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
Til we were dead and gone and buried
Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
After three months in the grave
And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
There was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well
And there we are again when nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
Sacred prayer and we'd swear
To remember it all too well, yeah
[Bridge]
Well, maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
Til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
Cause I remember it all, all, all
[Verse 4]
They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
Every time you double-cross my mind
You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
And that made me want to die
The idea you had of me, who was she?
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
Not weeping in a party bathroom
Some actress asking me what happened, you
That's what happened, you
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[Verse 5]
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there
You remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there
You remember it all
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
[Verse 6]
And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well
[Outro]
Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
[Spoken Outro]
I love you guys so much
Siz bilan eshikdan yurdim, havo sovuq edi
Ammo biron bir narsa - bu qandaydir tarzda uy kabi his qildi
Va men belimni singlingning uyida qoldirdim
Va siz hali ham buni tortmaingizda, hozir ham oldingiz
[2-oyat]
Oh, sizning shirin yoki keng ko'zli nigohim
Biz mashinada qo'shiq aytamiz, yo'qoldi
Kuzgi barglar bo'laklarga o'xshab tushadi
Va men bu kunlardan keyin men buni tasavvur qila olaman
[Xordan oldin]
Va men bu juda uzoq va
Bu sehr bu erda emas
Va men yaxshi bo'lishim mumkin, lekin men umuman yaxshi emasman
Oh, oh, oh
[Xor]
U erda biz yana o'sha kichkina shahar ko'chasida bo'lamiz
Siz deyarli qizil rangga yugurdingiz 'Siz menga qaraganingizni ko'rdingiz
Sochlarimdagi shamol, men o'sha erda edim
Men buni juda yaxshi eslayman
[3- oyat]
Hisoblagichdagi fotoalbom, sizning yonoqlaringiz qizil rangga aylandi
Siz egizak o'lchamdagi kichkina yotoqda kichkina bola bo'lgansiz
Va onangiz sizni Tee-Ball jamoasida aytib berishadi
Siz menga "sizning kelajagingizni o'ylab, o'tmishingizni aytding
Va siz meni mashina kalitlarini, "patriarxiya" deb qichqirding
Erdagi asosiy zanjir, biz har doim shaharni tashlab ketdik
Va men hozirda haydovchini pastga tushirdim
U bu sevgi deb aytadi, siz hech qachon buni deb aytmagansiz
Biz o'lik edik va olib ketdi va dafn qilindi
Pulsni tekshiring va qasam iching
Uch oydan keyin qabrda
Va keyin siz uchun qayerga borganimda, qaerga borganiga hayron bo'ldingiz
Ammo men uyat sharmandaligim va siz jonsiz ramkamni ushlab turdingiz
[Xordan oldin]
Va men bu juda uzoq va
Men qila oladigan boshqa hech narsa yo'q edi
Va men sizni etarlicha unutaman
Nima uchun kerakligini unutish
[Xor]
U erda biz yana kechqurun bo'lamiz
Sovutgich yorug'ligida oshxona atrofida raqsga tushamiz
Zinapoyadan pastga, men u erda edim
Men buni juda yaxshi eslayman
Va u erda biz hech kim bilmasin
Siz meni sir kabi qildingiz, lekin men sizni qasam kabi saqladim
Muqaddas ibodat va biz qasam ichdik
Buni juda yaxshi eslab qolish uchun, ha
[Ko'prik]
Xo'sh, ehtimol biz tarjimada adashib qoldik
Ehtimol, men juda ko'p narsani so'radim
Ammo, ehtimol, bu eng yaxshi asar edi
Siz uni yirtib tashlaganingiz
Qo'rqqan, men u erda edim
Men buni juda yaxshi eslayman
Va meni va'da kabi sindirish uchun meni yana chaqirasiz
Shuning uchun halol bo'lish uchun tasodifan shafqatsiz
Men bu erda yotgan qog'ozning yotgan qog'ozman
Barchasini eslayman, hammasi, barchasi
[4- oyat]
Ular yaxshi tugaydi, lekin men yangi do'zaxdaman
Har safar miyamni ikki baravar oshirganingizda
Agar biz yoshimizda yaqinlashgan bo'lsak, ehtimol u yaxshi bo'lar edi, dedingiz
Va bu meni o'lishni xohladi
Siz mendan olgan g'oyasi, kim edi?
Sizni porlaydigan hech qachon befarq, go'zal go'zal zargarlik buyumlari
Partiya hammomida yig'lamang
Ba'zi aktrisa mendan nima bo'lganini so'raydi
Bu nima bo'ldi, siz
Siz dadamni o'z-o'zini boshqarish hazillari bilan maftun qildingiz
Kechasi kabi siz kabi kofe ichish
Ammo keyin u meni tuni bilan old eshikni tomosha qildim, keling, keling, kelishingizni istadim
Va u: "Bu yigirma bittadan o'girilishi kerak" dedi
[5- oyat]
Vaqt uchamaydi, men bu men falaj bo'lganimga o'xshaydi
Men yana eskiman, lekin men hali ham uni topishga harakat qilaman
Meni o'zingiz qilsangiz, ko'ylak kunlari va tunlaridan keyin
Endi siz mening narsalarimni qaytarasiz va yolg'iz uyda yuraman
Lekin siz birinchi haftamdan eski sharfni ushlab turasiz
Bu sizga aybsizlikni eslatadi va bu men kabi hidlaydi
Siz undan qutula olmaysiz
Sizni juda yaxshi eslaysiz, ha, ha
[Xor]
U erda men sizni sevganimda yana bo'lamiz
Siz tanlagan haqiqiy narsani yo'qotishdan oldin orqaga
Kamdan kam edi, men u erda edim
Men buni juda yaxshi eslayman
Sochlarimdagi shamol, siz u erda edingiz
Barchasini eslaysiz
Zinapoyadan pastga, siz u erda edingiz
Barchasini eslaysiz
Kamdan kam edi, men u erda edim
Men buni juda yaxshi eslayman
[6- oyat]
Va men hech qachon hazil-xayollarga aytmagan edim, ammo punch liniyasi bordi
Men qariman, lekin oshiqlaringiz mening yoshimga aylanishadi
Sizning Bruklin siz terim va suyaklarimni sindirgandan keyin
Men uning vazni yarmini qaytarayotgan askarman
Va egizak alangali ko'karishlar sizni ko'k rangda bo'yashdimi?
Faqat biz oramizda, muhabbatning ishi ham siz ham?
Bu shaharning bepoyon sovuqida
Men hali ham qorning birinchi qutilarini eslayman
Va u yiqilib tushganda
Men buni juda yaxshi eslayman
[Ortiqcha]
Faqat biz bilan sevgi ishida bo'lgan muhabbatni juda yaxshi ko'rdingizmi?
Faqat bizda barchasini eslaysizmi?
Faqat bizda eslayman (faqat biz o'rtasida), hammasi juda yaxshi
Sochlarimdagi shamol, men o'sha erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Zinapoyadan pastga, men u erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Muqaddas Ibodat, men u erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Kamdan kam edi, siz buni juda yaxshi eslaysiz
Sochlarimdagi shamol, men o'sha erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Zinapoyadan pastga, men u erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Muqaddas Ibodat, men u erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Kamdan kam edi, siz buni eslaysiz
Sochlarimdagi shamol, men o'sha erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Zinapoyadan pastga, men u erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Muqaddas Ibodat, men u erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Kamdan kam edi, siz buni eslaysiz
Sochlarimdagi shamol, men o'sha erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Zinapoyadan pastga, men u erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Muqaddas Ibodat, men u erda edim, men o'sha erda edim
Kamdan kam edi, siz buni juda yaxshi eslaysiz
[Og'zaki keng]
Men seni juda yaxshi ko'raman