I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
by Sanderlei Silveira - 12/04/2023 ∞ X
I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[Verse 2]
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
That magic's not here no more
And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
Oh, oh, oh
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all too well
[Verse 3]
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
You told me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
And you were tossing me the car keys, "Fuck the patriarchy"
Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
Til we were dead and gone and buried
Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
After three months in the grave
And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
There was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well
And there we are again when nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
Sacred prayer and we'd swear
To remember it all too well, yeah
[Bridge]
Well, maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
Til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
Cause I remember it all, all, all
[Verse 4]
They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
Every time you double-cross my mind
You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
And that made me want to die
The idea you had of me, who was she?
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
Not weeping in a party bathroom
Some actress asking me what happened, you
That's what happened, you
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[Verse 5]
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there
You remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there
You remember it all
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
[Verse 6]
And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well
[Outro]
Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
[Spoken Outro]
I love you guys so much
Prošao sam s tobom kroz vrata, zrak je bio hladan
Ali nešto se osjećalo kao kod kuće nekako
I ostavio sam svoj šal tamo u kući vaše sestre
I još uvijek ga imate u svojoj ladici, čak i sada
[Stih 2]
Oh, tvoja slatka raspoloženje i moj široki pogled
Pjevamo u autu, izgubimo se upstate
Jesenski listovi padaju dolje poput komada na svoje mjesto
I mogu to zamisliti nakon svih ovih dana
[Predhorus]
I znam da je odavno prošlo i
Ta magija više nije ovdje
I možda sam dobro, ali uopće nisam dobro
Oh oh oh
[Zbor]
Jer tamo smo opet u toj maloj gradskoj ulici
Skoro si trčao crveno jer ste me gledali
Vjetar u kosi, bio sam tamo
Sve se previše sjećam
[Stih 3]
Foto album na pultu, obrazi su vam postali crveni
Nekada ste bili malo dijete s naočalama u krevetu veličine blizanaca
A tvoja majka pripovijeda priče "
Rekli ste mi da je prošla prošlost, misleći da sam tvoja budućnost bila ja
I bacali ste mi ključeve automobila, "Jebi patrijarhat"
Lanac ključeva na zemlji, uvijek smo preskakali grad
I razmišljao sam o vožnji dolje, bilo kad sada
Reći će da je to ljubav, nikad je nisi nazvao kako je to bilo
Dok smo bili mrtvi i otišli i pokopani
Provjerite puls i vratite se zaklinjući se da je isto
Nakon tri mjeseca u grobu
A onda ste se zapitali kamo ide dok sam posegnuo za tobom
Ali sve što sam osjećao bila je sramota i držala si mi beživotni okvir
[Predhorus]
I znam da je odavno prošlo i
Ništa drugo nisam mogao učiniti
I zaboravljam na tebe dovoljno dugo
Da zaboravim zašto sam trebao
[Zbor]
Jer tamo smo opet usred noći
Plesamo oko kuhinje u svjetlu hladnjaka
Niz stepenice, bio sam tamo
Sve se previše sjećam
I tu smo opet kad nitko nije morao znati
Držao si me kao tajnu, ali držao sam te kao zakletvu
Sveta molitva i zakleli bismo se
Da se sve previše sjetimo, da, da
[Most]
Pa, možda smo se izgubili u prijevodu
Možda sam previše tražio
Ali možda je ova stvar bila remek -djelo
Sve dok ste sve to rastrgli
Trčeći prestrašeno, bio sam tamo
Sve se previše sjećam
I opet me zoveš samo da me razbijem kao obećanje
Tako ležerno okrutan u ime biti iskren
Ja sam zgužvan komad papira koji leži ovdje
Jer se sve sjećam, sve, sve
[Stih 4]
Kažu da je sve u redu, ali ja sam u novom paklu
Svaki put kad dvostruko pređete moj um
Rekli ste da smo bili bliži u dobi, možda bi to bilo u redu
I to me natjeralo da umrem
Ideja koju ste imali od mene, tko je ona?
Beskonačan, neprestani dragulj čiji sjaj odražava na vas
Ne plače u zabavnoj kupaonici
Neka me glumica pita što se dogodilo, ti
To se dogodilo, ti
Ti koji je očarao mog oca samoupravim šalama
Pijuckate kavu kao da ste na kasnonoćnom showu
Ali onda me gledao kako cijelu noć gledam ulazne vrata, voljan vas
A on je rekao: "Trebalo bi biti zabavno okrenuti dvadeset i jedan"
[Stih 5]
Vrijeme neće letjeti, to je kao da me paralizira
Volio bih opet biti moj stari, ali još uvijek ga pokušavam pronaći
Nakon karirane košulje dane i noći kad ste me napravili svojim
Sada mi pošaljete poštu i odlazim kući sam
Ali vi držite moj stari šal od tog prvog tjedna
Jer vas podsjeća na nevinost i miriše na mene
Ne možeš se riješiti toga
Jer se sve previše sjećate, da, da
[Zbor]
Jer tamo smo opet kad sam te volio
Unatrag prije nego što ste izgubili jednu stvarnu stvar koju ste ikada poznavali
Bilo je rijetko, bio sam tamo
Sve se previše sjećam
Vjetar u mojoj kosi, bio si tamo
Sjećaš se svega
Niz stepenice, bili ste tamo
Sjećaš se svega
Bilo je rijetko, bio sam tamo
Sve se previše sjećam
[Stih 6]
I nikad nisam bio dobar u pripovijedanju šala, ali linija udaraca ide
Ostali ću, ali vaši ljubavnici ostaju moje godine
Od kada mi je Brooklyn slomio kožu i kosti
Ja sam vojnik koji se vraća pola svoje težine
A je li ti dvostruki plamen modrice slikao plavu?
Samo između nas, je li i vas ljubavna veza?
Uzrok u neplodnoj prehladi ovog grada
Još se sjećam prvog pada snijega
I kako je blistao dok je padao
Sve se previše sjećam
[Outro]
Samo između nas, je li vas ljubavna veza sve previše dobro ojačala?
Samo između nas, sjećate li se toga previše dobro?
Samo između nas, sjećam se toga (samo između nas), previše dobro
Vjetar u kosi, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Niz stepenice, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Sveta molitva, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Bilo je rijetko, sve se dobro sjećate
Vjetar u kosi, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Niz stepenice, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Sveta molitva, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Bilo je rijetko, sjećate se
Vjetar u kosi, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Niz stepenice, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Sveta molitva, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Bilo je rijetko, sjećate se
Vjetar u kosi, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Niz stepenice, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Sveta molitva, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Bilo je rijetko, sve se dobro sjećate
[Govorno outro]
Toliko vas volim