I give, my mom so, -mess
In the same house my dad died in, all alone
Tryin' not to be paranoid, tryin' not— as they're calling it
Cause every headline is a reminder that the world's fucked
I give, my mom so, -mess
In the same house my dad died in, all alone
Tryin' not to be paranoid, tryin' not— as they're calling it
Cause every headline is a reminder that the world's fucked
So I'm just tryin' to see the light
In between the clouds
Still love that sunshine
[Verse 1: Joba]
When I look at myself, I see a broken man
Remnants of my pops, put the Glock to his head
Nothing ever go as planned, couldn't make amends
Forcibly pretend I don't give a damn
At a loss, aimless, six feet
Deep, suffocatin', can't face it
Can't change it, ain't make it
Master plans by the maker, I see no savior
Warped reflection in stainless steel, alcohol, and pills
Deadly combination left with nothin' else to feel
A floral haven, hope it was painless, I see you in the faces
Places, am I making? Reflections off a broken mirror
Fragments of my fear, glarin' back, like, "Who's there?"
I can't stand myself, beside myself, I see you there
I know you care, felt numb since September
When I heard the news, what I'd do to speak one last time
Think I always will be haunted by the image
Of a bloody backdrop, skull fragments in the ceilin'
Felt your presence in the room, heard my mother squealin'
Master of disguises, ash to ash, dust to dust, voids behind my eyelids
Blackin' out, bleedin' out, silence
Louder than a twisted tongue lion
As sick as our secrets, shadow people with needles
Bathin' through a peephole
Bedtime stories from purgatory, I miss you
[Chorus: Joba]
For the record, I can fly
Around the world, absorbing light
Something's missin' deep inside
The light
[Verse 2: Kevin Abstract]
Somethin' changed in Texas, guess I missed the message
Look, I missed my exit, I'm living like a Jetson
I was broke and desperate, leanin' on my best friends
Only shot callers I was around was bartendin'
Ain't no love in this game, momma, this is not tennis
Take your shoes off, we just did the carpetin'
I could the take the hatin', I could take the praisin'
It's all noise to me, I'll turn into Satan
Y'all stuck in The Matrix
Red pill, blue pill, all these different faces
All these different cases, shit, y'all done seen me naked
So I'ma wear what I want now and I ain't finna fake it
Thank God I made it, thank God I seen God last summer
I was standing on the bridge, I see all y'all under me
Know you are struggling, niggas out here juggling
Losin' jobs, well, losin' God, then everything is tumbling
Feel Heaven rumbling, the rapture is comin'
I love the attention, I'm a bastard in public
I still struggle with tellin' my mom who I'm in love with
Subtleties in between where these diamonds gleam
When Thanksgiving come around, I still don't see 'em
When Christmas come around, nigga, I still don't see 'em
Told the world who I was before I got to know Ian
To get my people money in exchange for they freedom
I would give it all back for a chance to free 'em
我给，我妈这样，-mess
在同一个房子我爸死了，独自一人
试着不要被偏执，试着不可─因为他们叫它
因为每个标题提醒我们，世界上的性交
所以，我只是试着去见光
在云之间
爱尚日照
[诗歌1：职吧]
当我看到我自己，我看到一个破碎的人
我的持久性有机污染物的残留物，把格洛克到他的头上
从来都没有按计划进行，无法弥补
强制假装我不给一个该死
不知所措，盲目六尺
深，suffocatin'，不能面对现实吧
不能改变它，不让它
总体规划由生产商，我看没有救世主
在不锈钢，酒精，和丸剂翘曲反射
致命的组合留给没什么别的感觉
花卉的天堂，希望它是无痛的，我看到你在脸上
的地方，我在做什么？断破镜反射
我的恐惧碎片，glarin'回来一样，‘谁在那儿？’
我不能忍受我自己，我的身边，我看到你在那里
我知道你关心，麻木月以来
当我听到这个消息，我该怎么做才能最后一次讲话
想我总是会被图像闹鬼
一场血腥的大背景下，在ceilin头骨碎片
觉得在房间里你的存在，听到妈妈squealin'
伪装大师，灰灰，尘归尘，空洞我的眼皮背后
Blackin'出来，流血出来，沉默
胜于扭曲舌头狮子
由于生病作为我们的秘密，影人用针
Bathin'通过窥视孔
从炼狱睡前故事，我想念你
[合唱：职吧]
为了记录在案，我能飞
在世界各地，光吸收
有什么地方想念内心深处
光
[诗2：凯文摘要]
事端在得克萨斯州发生变化，你猜我错过了消息
你看，我错过了我的退出，我的生活就像一个特森
我破产了，绝望了，我最好的朋友leanin'
只出手呼叫者我周围的人bartendin'
是不是在这个游戏中，妈妈没有爱情，这不是网球
脱鞋，我们只是做了carpetin'
我可以在采取hatin'，我可以采取praisin'
这是所有的噪音对我来说，我会变成撒旦
你们都停留在黑客帝国
丸红，蓝色药丸，所有这些面不同
所有这些不同的情况，妈的，你们都做了看到我的裸体
所以我是穿什么我现在想，我是不是假的FINNA它
感谢上帝，我做到了，感谢上帝，我看到神在去年夏天
我站在桥上，我看到在我之下所有你们都
知道你在挣扎，在这里黑鬼出去玩杂耍
失去感到的工作，那么，失去感到上帝，那么一切都翻滚
感觉天上隆隆，被提是科曼
我爱的关注，我在公众混蛋
我仍然在告诉我的妈妈挣扎，我爱上了谁
在这些钻石闪耀之间微妙
当感恩节来到我身边，我还没有看到“时间
当圣诞节过来，兄弟们，我还没有看到“时间
告诉世界，我是谁，我才知道伊恩之前
为了让我的人的钱，以换取他们的自由
我想给它自由“时间都回有机会