I hope you find some peace of mind in this lifetime
(Tell them, tell ‘em, tell them the truth)
I hope you find some paradise
(Tell 'em, tell 'em, tell 'em—tell 'em your—)
I hope you find some peace of mind in this lifetime
(Tell them, tell ‘em, tell them the truth)
I hope you find some paradise
(Tell 'em, tell 'em, tell 'em—tell 'em your—)
I've been goin’ through somethin'
One-thousand eight-hundred and fifty-five days
I've been goin' through somethin'
Be afraid
[Verse 1]
What is a bitch in a miniskirt?
A man in his feelings with bitter nerve
What is a woman that really hurt?
A demon, you're better off killing her
What is a relative making repetitive narratives
On how you did it first?
That is a predator hit reverse
All of your presidents evil thirst
What is a neighborhood reptable?
That is a snitch on a pedestal
What is a house with a better view?
A family broken in variables
What is a rapper with jewelry?
A way that I show my maturity
What if I call on security?
That mean I'm calling on God for purity
I went and got me a therapist
I can debate on my theories and sharing it (Woah)
Consolidate all my comparisons
Humble enough because time is imperative (Woah)
Started to feel like there's only one answer
To everything, I don't know where it is (Woah)
Popping a bottle of Claritin (Woah)
Is it my head or my arrogance? (Woah)
Shaking and moving, like, what am I doing?
I'm flipping my time through the Rolodex
Indulging myself and my life and my music
The world that I'm in is a cul-de-sac
The world that we in is just menacing
The demons portrayed as religion is
I wake in the morning, another appointment
I hope the psychologist listenin'
[Chorus]
The new Mercedes with black G-Wagon
The way you front, man, it was all for rap
I was 28 years young, twenty mill' in tax
Bought a couple of mansions, just for practice
Five hundred in jewelry, chain was magic
Never had it in public, late reaction
Fifty K to cousins, post a caption
Pray none of my enemies hold me captive
[Refrain]
I grieve different
I grieve different (Huh)
[Verse 2]
I met her on the third night of Chicago
North America tour, my enclave
Fee-fi-fo-fum, she was a model
Dedicated to the songs I wrote in her Bible
Eyes like green penetratin' the moonlight
Hair done in a bun, energy in the room like
Big Bang for theory, God, hopin' you hear me
Phone out to ring, but tell the world I'm busy
Fair enough, green eyes said her mother didn't care enough
Sympathize when her daddy in a chain gang
Her first brother got killed, he was 21
I was nine when they put Lamont in the grave
Heart broken when Estelle didn't say goodbye
Chad left his body after we FaceTimed
Green eyes said you'd be okay, first to assess the pain away
[Refrain]
I grieve different
I grieve different (Huh)
[Chorus]
The new Mercedes with black G-Wagon
The way you front, man, it was all for rap
I was 28 years young, twenty mill' in tax
Bought a couple of mansions, just for practice
Five hundred in jewelry, chain was magic
Never had it in public, late reaction
Fifty K to cousins, post a caption
Pray none of my enemies hold me captive
[Verse 3]
So what, paralyzed, the county buildin' controlled us
I bought a Rolex watch, I only wore it once
I bought infinity pools I never swimmed in
I watched Keem buy four cars in four months
You know the family dynamics on repeat
The insecurities locked down on PC
I bought a .223, nobody peace treat
You won't doo-doo me, I smell TNT
Dave got him a Porsche, so I got me a Porsche
Paid lottery for it, I ain't want it in portions
Poverty was the case, but the money wipin' the tears away
[Outro]
I grieve different
(Everybody grieves different)
(Everybody grieves different)
I grieve different (Huh)
Nadam se da ćete u ovom životu pronaći malo duševnog mira
(Recite im, recite ih, recite im istinu)
Nadam se da ćete pronaći neki raj
(Recite ih, recite ih, recite ih - dajte ih svoje -)
Prolazio sam kroz nešto
One tisuće osam stotina i pedeset i pet dana
Prolazio sam kroz nešto
Bojati se
[Stih 1]
Što je kuja u minici?
Čovjek u svojim osjećajima s gorkim živcem
Što je žena koja stvarno povrijedi?
Demon, bolje je da je ubijete
Što je relativno stvaranje ponavljajućih pripovijesti
O tome kako ste to prvo učinili?
To je grabežljivac obrnuto
Svi vaši predsjednici Zla žeđ
Što je susjedstvo gnodilo?
To je šljokica na pijedestalu
Što je kuća s boljim pogledom?
Obitelj slomljena u varijablama
Što je reper s nakitom?
Način na koji pokažem svoju zrelost
Što ako pozovem sigurnost?
To znači da pozivam Boga zbog čistoće
Otišao sam i dobio sam terapeuta
Mogu raspravljati o svojim teorijama i dijeliti ga (woah)
Objediniti sve moje usporedbe
Dovoljno ponizno jer je vrijeme imperativ (woah)
Počeo se osjećati kao da postoji samo jedan odgovor
Na sve, ne znam gdje je to (woah)
Puknući bocu Claritina (Woah)
Je li to moja glava ili arogancija? (Woah)
Trese se i kreće, kao, što radim?
Prebacim svoje vrijeme kroz Rolodex
Prepuštajući se sebi i svom životu i svojoj glazbi
Svijet u kojem sam
Svijet u kojem smo samo prijeteći
Demoni prikazani kao religija je
Probudim se ujutro, još jedan sastanak
Nadam se da će psiholog slušati
[Zbor]
Novi Mercedes s crnim G-vagonom
Način na koji ste prednji, čovječe, sve je to bilo za rap
Bio sam 28 godina mlad, dvadeset mlina 'poreza
Kupio nekoliko vila, samo za praksu
Pet stotina nakita, lanac je bio magija
Nikad ga nije imao u javnosti, kasnoj reakciji
Pedeset k do rođaka, objavite natpis
Molite da me nitko od neprijatelja ne drži zarobljenog
[Refren]
Tugujem drugačije
Tugujem drugačije (ha)
[Stih 2]
Upoznao sam je treću noć u Chicagu
Turneja Sjeverne Amerike, moja enklava
Fee-fi-fo-fum, ona je bila model
Posvećeno pjesmama koje sam napisao u njezinoj Bibliji
Oči poput zelenog prodora 'mjesečine
Kosa izvedena u lepinji, energija u sobi poput
Veliki prasak za teoriju, Bože, skačeš me
Telefon za zvonjenje, ali recite svijetu da sam zauzet
Dovoljno pošteno, zelene oči rekli su da se njezina majka ne brine dovoljno
Suosjećati kad njezin otac u lancu bande
Njezin je prvi brat ubijen, imao je 21 godinu
Imao sam devet godina kad su stavili Lamonta u grob
Srce slomljeno kad se Estelle nije oprostila
Chad je napustio svoje tijelo nakon što smo facetimirali
Zelene oči rekli su da biste bili u redu, prvo da biste procijenili bol
[Refren]
Tugujem drugačije
Tugujem drugačije (ha)
[Zbor]
Novi Mercedes s crnim G-vagonom
Način na koji ste prednji, čovječe, sve je to bilo za rap
Bio sam 28 godina mlad, dvadeset mlina 'poreza
Kupio nekoliko vila, samo za praksu
Pet stotina nakita, lanac je bio magija
Nikad ga nije imao u javnosti, kasnoj reakciji
Pedeset k do rođaka, objavite natpis
Molite da me nitko od neprijatelja ne drži zarobljenog
[Stih 3]
Pa što, paralizirano, županija nas je gradila kontrolirala
Kupio sam Rolex sat, nosio sam ga samo jednom
Kupio sam beskonačne bazene u koje nikad nisam plivao
Gledao sam Keema kako kupuje četiri automobila u četiri mjeseca
Znate obiteljsku dinamiku na ponavljanju
Nesigurnosti zaključane na računalu
Kupio sam .223, nikoga mira
Nećeš me doo-doo, mirišem na tnt
Dave mu je dobio Porsche, pa sam dobio Porsche
Plaćena lutrija za to, ne želim je u dijelovima
Siromaštvo je bio slučaj, ali novac briše suze
[Outro]
Tugujem drugačije
(Svi se razlikuju)
(Svi se razlikuju)
Tugujem drugačije (ha)