Yo, Jam, this is a letter to you
It's been a while, but it's been hard for me to get in the booth
And since we last spoke, I've become a father of two
Tryna live life with a smile, but that's been harder to do
Yo, Jam, this is a letter to you
It's been a while, but it's been hard for me to get in the booth
And since we last spoke, I've become a father of two
Tryna live life with a smile, but that's been harder to do
Cause all I wanna do is talk about you
But these tears won't let me talk about you
We should've known that we'd be lost without you
Therapy sessions, diggin' deep in depression
I got a life full of blessings, but this just breaks my fuckin' heart
At your birthday, couldn't even crack a smile
I just cried and left the party, Neesh, I'll see you in while
Headed to the mural, got some jerk wings and plantain
Cause that is the way that me and you would celebrate it
I never knew you touched the stuff, 'cause you'd always bad me up
If you saw me more than drunk, you always hated what it does
Before Lyra, I just stopped, I haven't even wanted one
I can't get over this, it's fucked, man, I wished I'd known
And yo, we cried for nine nights in your family home
Laid you to rest in the ground but without a stone
You know it hits me most at moments now when I'm alone
Every morning, I remember that you're really gone
[Chorus]
Cause it's been a long night and I cry 'cause I miss my brother
You know for life, got your sis and mother
And day and night, it still hits that you're gone
And right now I'm spillin' tears in my cup
You left the world 'fore you met Jupiter
Wish you'd have known you would be godfather
You would've loved lovin' my little girls
If not for them, I'd be done with the world
[Verse 2]
Was there two hours after you passed
Speedin' east to west, silent in the back of the car
Was at your mum's, there all week, tryin' to make sense but I can't
And although it's been a year, still feel the pain in my heart
Cause you were there from the start
The day we met, yeah, I moved in and we were never apart
People assumed that we were lovers, but we're brothers in arms
Symbiotic bond of love and gave each other a chance, my god, ah
Fuck sake
Lately I've been cryin' so much, my lungs ache
Teardrops all over my shirt like blood stains
And I know to heal a heart, it must break
But I'm done prayin', they
Gave me a shovel at your burial
And watchin' you get lowered is somethin' I can't forget at all
And people find and stop me in the street and say it's terrible
But they don't know you like I knew you and they never will
No one saw the nights turn into day when we were battle rappin'
No one saw the belly laugh, and every train to somewhere random
No one saw the holidays, and then our first experience clubbin'
No one knew the things you did for me and never asked for nothin'
No one read the conversations of the moves that we were plannin'
No one knew about the way you felt the scene, left you abandoned
No one knew about your fears 'cause you would hide 'em with a smile
No one knew when people took an inch, you would give 'em a mile
Cause that was always Jamal, SB to the crowd
They used to shout your net worth, but they don't mention it now
They hear about your good deeds and infectious smile
A golden heart that's still remembered is worth more than a crown
I promised sixty-four bars and now I keep it to Tanisha
Mummy, Isaac, the gang, but I just wish that you'd seen it
I can't accept that you're gone, or the grief that I'm feeling
I prayed to God for answers, but He still won't give me a reason
I think about you every day, nothing will take this pain away
I'll keep your legacy amazin', mate
The conversations at your grave's the only way to be close
I know you'll greet me with a smile on the day that I go
[Chorus]
Cause it's been a long night and I cry 'cause I miss my brother
And for life, got your sis and mother
You know I cry 'cause I miss my brother
My brother was SBTV
哟，果酱，这是给你的一封信
已经有一段时间了，但是我很难进入展位
自从我们上次讲话以来，我成为两个孩子的父亲
tryna笑着生活，但这很难做到
因为我要做的就是谈论你
但是这些眼泪不会让我谈论你
我们应该知道，没有你，我们会迷路
治疗课程，抑郁症深处
我的生活充满了祝福，但这只是打破了我他妈的的心
在您的生日那天，甚至无法笑
我只是哭了，离开了聚会，内什，我会见你
前往壁画，有一些混蛋的翅膀和车前草
因为那是我和你庆祝的方式
我从来不知道你碰过这些东西，因为你总是让我不好
如果您看到我的比喝醉了，您总是讨厌它的所作所为
在Lyra之前，我只是停下来，我什至不想要一个
我无法克服这个，这是性交的，伙计，我希望我知道
哟，我们在您的家庭住宅中哭了九个晚上
躺在地上，但没有石头
你知道它在我一个人现在都在我的瞬间打击我
每天早晨，我记得你真的走了
[合唱]
因为这是一个漫长的夜晚，我哭了，因为我想念我的兄弟
你知道一生，你的姐姐和母亲
白天和黑夜，你走了
现在我在杯子里散发着眼泪
你离开了世界，你遇到了木星
希望你知道你会成为教父
你会喜欢爱我的小女孩
如果不是为了他们，我会与世界在一起
[第2节]
你过去两个小时后有吗
Speedin's East to Sest，在汽车后部保持沉默
整个星期都在你妈妈的妈妈，试图有道理，但我不能
尽管已经一年了，但仍然感到我心中的痛苦
因为你从一开始就在那里
我们见面的那一天，是的，我搬进来了，我们从来没有分开过
人们以为我们是恋人，但我们是兄弟
爱的共生纽带，互相给彼此的机会，我的上帝，啊
他妈的清酒
最近我一直在哭泣，我的肺部疼痛
像血迹一样，我的衬衫上的泪珠
我知道要治愈心脏，它必须破裂
但是我祈祷了，他们
在你的葬礼上给我一把铲子
看着你被降低了，我根本不能忘记
人们发现并阻止我在街上说这太可怕了
但是他们不知道你喜欢我知道你，他们永远不会
没有人看到我们战斗的夜晚变成了一天
没有人看到腹部的笑声，每列火车都可以随机地到达某个地方
没有人看到假期，然后是我们第一次体验俱乐部'
没有人知道你为我做的事情，也从未要求不要求
没有人阅读我们计划的举动的对话
没有人知道你感觉到场景的方式，离开了你抛弃了
没有人知道你的恐惧，因为你会笑着
没有人知道何时走一英寸，你会给他们一英里
因为总是贾马尔，SB对人群
他们曾经大喊您的净资产，但他们现在不提
他们听到您的善行和传染性的微笑
仍然被记住的金色心远不止是皇冠
我答应了六十四个酒吧，现在我把它保留给塔尼莎
木乃伊，以撒，帮派，但我只是希望你看到了
我不能接受你走了，或者我感到的悲伤
我向上帝祈祷寻求答案，但他仍然不会给我一个理由
我每天都在想你，什么都不会带走这种痛苦
我会保留你的遗产
坟墓上的对话是唯一关闭的方式
我知道你会在我去的那一天微笑着向我打招呼
[合唱]
因为这是一个漫长的夜晚，我哭了，因为我想念我的兄弟
生命，让你的姐姐和母亲
你知道我哭了，因为我想念我的兄弟
我的兄弟是SBTV