Dear God, please hear me out
I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached out and said hello
I bet you're wondering why I keep
by Sanderlei Silveira - 07/04/2023 - SA
Dear God, please hear me out
I know it's been a couple years
Since I've reached out and said hello
I bet you're wondering why I keep
Obsessing on and stressing all the little things
When I should be living life and soaking up the memories
I know I've been selfish, I have
No excuse to give you, it's true
Hanging by a thread's how I live
I don't know why, but I feel more comfortable
[Chorus]
Living in my agony
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Verse 2]
Yeah, been this way so long
It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed
I got some issues that I won't address
I got some baggage I ain't open yet
I got some demons I should put to rest
I got some traumas that I can't forget
I got some phone calls I've been avoiding
Some family members I don't really connect with
Some things I said, I wish I woulda not let slip
Some hurtful words that never shoulda left my lips
Some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet
Some insecurities I haven't dealt with, yes
I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul
And the last to admit I need a hand to hold
Losing hope, heading down a dangerous road
Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm—
[Chorus]
Living in my agony
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Bridge]
Don't know what's around the bend
Don't know what my future is
But I can't keep on living in—
[Chorus]
Living in my agony
Watching my self-esteem go up in flames, acting like I don't
Care what anyone else thinks
When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I
Feel, but I'm too proud to open up and ask you
To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in
The truth is I need help, but I just can't imagine
Who I'd be if I was happy
[Outro]
If I was happy
If I was happy
亲爱的上帝，请听我说
我知道已经有几年了
自从我伸出手说你好
我敢打赌你想知道我为什么要保留
痴迷并强调所有小事
当我应该过着生活并吸收记忆
我知道我一直很自私，我有
没有借口给你，这是真的
我的生活如何悬挂
我不知道为什么，但是我更舒服
[合唱]
生活在我的痛苦中
看着我的自尊心在火焰中上升，表现得像我不一样
关心别人的想法
当我如实知道那是我的最远的事情时
感觉，但我很自豪，无法开放并问你
接我，把我拉出来，我被困在这个洞里
事实是我需要帮助，但我无法想象
如果我很开心，我会是谁
[第2节]
是的，这么久了
当我不沮丧时，感觉就像是什么了
我有一些我不会解决的问题
我有一些行李，我还没有打开
我有一些我应该休息的恶魔
我有一些我不能忘记的创伤
我收到了一些我一直在避免的电话
一些我没有真正联系的家庭成员
我说的某些话，我希望我不会放滑
一些不应该离开我嘴唇的伤害词
一些桥被烧毁了，我还没有准备好重建
我没有处理过一些不安全感，是的
我将是第一个承认我是一个孤独的灵魂
最后一个承认我需要一只手来握住
失去希望，沿着一条危险的道路
奇怪的是，我知道，但是当我的时候我最宾至如归
[合唱]
生活在我的痛苦中
看着我的自尊心在火焰中上升，表现得像我不一样
关心别人的想法
当我如实知道那是我的最远的事情时
感觉，但我很自豪，无法开放并问你
接我，把我拉出来，我被困在这个洞里
事实是我需要帮助，但我无法想象
如果我很开心，我会是谁
[桥]
不知道弯道周围是什么
不知道我的未来是什么
但是我不能继续生活 -
[合唱]
生活在我的痛苦中
看着我的自尊心在火焰中上升，表现得像我不一样
关心别人的想法
当我如实知道那是我的最远的事情时
感觉，但我很自豪，无法开放并问你
接我，把我拉出来，我被困在这个洞里
事实是我需要帮助，但我无法想象
如果我很开心，我会是谁
[outro]
如果我很高兴
如果我很高兴