I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
by Sanderlei Silveira - 12/04/2023 ∞ X
I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[Verse 2]
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
That magic's not here no more
And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
Oh, oh, oh
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all too well
[Verse 3]
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
You told me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
And you were tossing me the car keys, "Fuck the patriarchy"
Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
Til we were dead and gone and buried
Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
After three months in the grave
And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
There was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well
And there we are again when nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
Sacred prayer and we'd swear
To remember it all too well, yeah
[Bridge]
Well, maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
Til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
Cause I remember it all, all, all
[Verse 4]
They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
Every time you double-cross my mind
You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
And that made me want to die
The idea you had of me, who was she?
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
Not weeping in a party bathroom
Some actress asking me what happened, you
That's what happened, you
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[Verse 5]
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there
You remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there
You remember it all
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
[Verse 6]
And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well
[Outro]
Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
[Spoken Outro]
I love you guys so much
Naglakad ako sa pintuan kasama mo, malamig ang hangin
Ngunit isang bagay na 'naramdaman tulad ng bahay kahit papaano
At iniwan ko ang aking scarf doon sa bahay ng iyong kapatid
At nakuha mo pa rin ito sa iyong drawer, kahit ngayon
[Taludtod 2]
Oh, ang iyong matamis na disposisyon at ang aking malapad na titig
Kumakanta kami sa kotse, nawala sa itaas
Ang mga dahon ng taglagas ay bumabagsak tulad ng mga piraso sa lugar
At mailarawan ko ito pagkatapos ng lahat ng mga araw na ito
[Bago mag chorus]
At alam kong matagal na itong nawala at
Wala na ang mahika na iyon
At baka maging okay ako, ngunit hindi naman ako maayos
Oh, oh, oh
[Koro]
Sanhi doon muli kami sa maliit na kalye ng bayan na iyon
Halos pinatakbo mo ang pula 'dahil ikaw ay tumingin sa akin
Hangin sa aking buhok, nandoon ako
Naaalala ko na rin ang lahat
[Taludtod 3]
Photo album sa counter, ang iyong mga pisngi ay nagiging pula
Dati kang naging isang maliit na bata na may baso sa isang twin-sized na kama
At ang mga kwento ng iyong ina ay nagsasabi sa iyo sa koponan ng tee-ball
Sinabi mo sa akin na 'Bout ang iyong nakaraan, iniisip na ang iyong kinabukasan ay ako
At itinatapon mo ako ng mga susi ng kotse, "Fuck the Patriarchy"
Key chain sa lupa, palagi kaming lumaktaw sa bayan
At nag -iisip ako sa biyahe pababa, anumang oras ngayon
Sasabihin niya na ito ay pag -ibig, hindi mo ito tinawag kung ano ito
Til kami ay namatay at nawala at inilibing
Suriin ang pulso at bumalik sa pagmumura na pareho ito
Matapos ang tatlong buwan sa libingan
At pagkatapos ay nagtaka ka kung saan ito napunta sa pag -abot ko sa iyo
Ngunit ang naramdaman ko lang ay nahihiya at hinawakan mo ang aking walang buhay na frame
[Bago mag chorus]
At alam kong matagal na itong nawala at
Wala nang ibang magagawa ko
At nakakalimutan ko ang tungkol sa iyo ng matagal
Upang kalimutan kung bakit kailangan ko
[Koro]
Sanhi doon muli tayo sa kalagitnaan ng gabi
Sumasayaw kami 'bilog ang kusina sa ilaw ng refrigerator
Sa hagdan, nandoon ako
Naaalala ko na rin ang lahat
At doon na tayo muli kapag walang nakakaalam
Pinapanatili mo ako tulad ng isang lihim, ngunit pinapanatili kita tulad ng isang panunumpa
Sagradong panalangin at susumpa kami
Upang maalala ang lahat ng ito, oo
[Bridge]
Well, baka nawala kami sa pagsasalin
Siguro humingi ako ng sobra
Ngunit marahil ang bagay na ito ay isang obra maestra
Ito ay tinapik mo lahat
Tumatakbo na natatakot, nandoon ako
Naaalala ko na rin ang lahat
At tinawag mo ulit ako upang masira lang ako tulad ng isang pangako
Kaya kaswal na malupit sa pangalan ng pagiging matapat
Ako ay isang crumpled up piraso ng papel na nakahiga dito
Dahil naalala ko ang lahat, lahat, lahat
[Taludtod 4]
Sinabi nila na maayos ang lahat na nagtatapos nang maayos, ngunit nasa bagong impiyerno ako
Sa tuwing doble-cross mo ang aking isip
Sinabi mo kung mas malapit kami sa edad marahil ay magiging maayos ito
At iyon ang nais kong mamatay
Ang ideya na mayroon ka sa akin, sino siya?
Isang hindi nangangailangan, walang tigil na hiyas na ang ningning ay sumasalamin sa iyo
Hindi umiiyak sa isang banyo sa isang party
Ang ilang aktres na nagtatanong sa akin kung ano ang nangyari, ikaw
Iyon ang nangyari, ikaw
Ikaw na nakakaakit ng aking ama sa mga biro sa sarili
Tumutulo ng kape tulad ng ikaw ay nasa isang late-night show
Ngunit pagkatapos ay pinapanood niya ako na pinapanood ang pintuan sa harapan buong gabi, handang lumapit ka
At sinabi niya, "Ito ay dapat na maging masaya sa pag-on ng dalawampu't isa"
[Taludtod 5]
Hindi lumipad ang oras, parang naparalisado ako dito
Gusto kong maging dati kong sarili, ngunit sinusubukan ko pa ring hanapin ito
Pagkatapos ng plaid shirt araw at gabi kung ginawang sarili mo ako
Ngayon ay nai -mail mo ang aking mga bagay at naglalakad ako mag -isa
Ngunit pinapanatili mo ang aking dating scarf mula sa unang linggo
Sanhi nito ay nagpapaalala sa iyo ng kawalang -kasalanan at amoy tulad ko
Hindi mo ito mapupuksa
Sanhi mong naaalala mo rin ang lahat, oo
[Koro]
Sanhi doon muli tayo kapag mahal kita kaya
Bumalik bago mo nawala ang isang tunay na bagay na alam mo na
Ito ay bihirang, nandoon ako
Naaalala ko na rin ang lahat
Hangin sa aking buhok, nandoon ka
Naaalala mo ang lahat
Sa hagdan, nandoon ka
Naaalala mo ang lahat
Ito ay bihirang, nandoon ako
Naaalala ko na rin ang lahat
[Taludtod 6]
At hindi ako mahusay na sabihin sa mga biro, ngunit napupunta ang linya ng suntok
Tumatanda ako, ngunit ang iyong mga mahilig ay manatili sa aking edad
Mula nang sinira ng iyong Brooklyn ang aking balat at buto
Ako ay isang sundalo na nagbabalik kalahati ng kanyang timbang
At ang twin flame bruise paint ka ng asul?
Sa pagitan lamang namin, ang pag -ibig ba sa pag -ibig ay maim ka rin?
Sanhi sa malamig na lamig ng lungsod na ito
Naaalala ko pa ang unang pagbagsak ng niyebe
At kung paano ito kumislap habang nahulog
Naaalala ko na rin ang lahat
[Outro]
Sa pagitan lamang namin, maayos ba ang pag -ibig sa pag -ibig mo?
Sa pagitan lamang namin, naaalala mo ba ang lahat?
Sa pagitan lamang namin, naalala ko ito (sa pagitan namin), lahat ng maayos
Hangin sa aking buhok, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Sa hagdan, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Sagradong panalangin, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Ito ay bihirang, naaalala mo rin ang lahat ng ito
Hangin sa aking buhok, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Sa hagdan, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Sagradong panalangin, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Ito ay bihirang, naaalala mo ito
Hangin sa aking buhok, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Sa hagdan, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Sagradong panalangin, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Ito ay bihirang, naaalala mo ito
Hangin sa aking buhok, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Sa hagdan, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Sagradong panalangin, nandoon ako, nandoon ako
Ito ay bihirang, naaalala mo rin ang lahat ng ito
[Spoken Outro]
mahal na mahal ko kayo