I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
by Sanderlei Silveira - 12/04/2023 ∞ X
I walked through the door with you, the air was cold
But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
And you've still got it in your drawer, even now
[Verse 2]
Oh, your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
We're singing in the car, getting lost upstate
Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
And I can picture it after all these days
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
That magic's not here no more
And I might be okay, but I'm not fine at all
Oh, oh, oh
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again on that little town street
You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
Wind in my hair, I was there
I remember it all too well
[Verse 3]
Photo album on the counter, your cheeks were turning red
You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
You told me 'bout your past, thinking your future was me
And you were tossing me the car keys, "Fuck the patriarchy"
Key chain on the ground, we were always skipping town
And I was thinking on the drive down, any time now
He's gonna say it's love, you never called it what it was
Til we were dead and gone and buried
Check the pulse and come back swearing it's the same
After three months in the grave
And then you wondered where it went to as I reached for you
But all I felt was shame and you held my lifeless frame
[Pre-Chorus]
And I know it's long gone and
There was nothing else I could do
And I forget about you long enough
To forget why I needed to
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
Down the stairs, I was there
I remember it all too well
And there we are again when nobody had to know
You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath
Sacred prayer and we'd swear
To remember it all too well, yeah
[Bridge]
Well, maybe we got lost in translation
Maybe I asked for too much
But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
Til you tore it all up
Running scared, I was there
I remember it all too well
And you call me up again just to break me like a promise
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
Cause I remember it all, all, all
[Verse 4]
They say all's well that ends well, but I'm in a new Hell
Every time you double-cross my mind
You said if we had been closer in age maybe it would have been fine
And that made me want to die
The idea you had of me, who was she?
A never-needy, ever-lovely jewel whose shine reflects on you
Not weeping in a party bathroom
Some actress asking me what happened, you
That's what happened, you
You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
Sipping coffee like you're on a late-night show
But then he watched me watch the front door all night, willing you to come
And he said, "It's supposed to be fun turning twenty-one"
[Verse 5]
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
You can't get rid of it
Cause you remember it all too well, yeah
[Chorus]
Cause there we are again when I loved you so
Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, you were there
You remember it all
Down the stairs, you were there
You remember it all
It was rare, I was there
I remember it all too well
[Verse 6]
And I was never good at telling jokes, but the punch line goes
I'll get older, but your lovers stay my age
From when your Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue?
Just between us, did the love affair maim you, too?
Cause in this city's barren cold
I still remember the first fall of snow
And how it glistened as it fell
I remember it all too well
[Outro]
Just between us, did the love affair maim you all too well?
Just between us, do you remember it all too well?
Just between us, I remember it (Just between us), all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it
Wind in my hair, I was there, I was there
Down the stairs, I was there, I was there
Sacred prayer, I was there, I was there
It was rare, you remember it all too well
[Spoken Outro]
I love you guys so much
Prošao sam kroz vrata s tobom, zrak je bio hladan
Ali nešto ", nekako se osjećalo kao kod kuće
I tamo sam ostavio šal u kući tvoje sestre
I još uvijek ga imaš u ladicu, čak i sada
[VERSE 2]
Oh, tvoj slatki raspored i moj široki pogled pogled
Pjevamo u autu, izgubimo se ubrza
Jesenje lišće padaju kao komade na svoje mjesto
I mogu ga zamisliti nakon svih ovih dana
[Pre-hor]
I znam da je odavno otišao i
Ta magija ne ovde više nema
I možda bih bio u redu, ali uopšte nisam u redu
Oh, oh, oh, oh
[Chorus]
Jer tamo smo opet na toj maloj gradskoj ulici
Skoro si vodio crvenu jer si gledao u mene
Vjetar u kosu, bio sam tamo
Sjećam se toga previše dobro
[VERSE 3]
Foto album na šalteru, obrazi su vam okretni
Nekada ste bili malo dijete sa naočarima u krevetu veličine dva odvojena
A majka priča priče "u teemu timu
Rekli ste mi ", u vašoj prošlosti, misleći da je moja budućnost bila ja
I bacali ste mi ključeve automobila, "jebi patrijarhat"
Ključni lanac na zemlji, uvek smo bili preskačeni grad
I razmišljao sam na vožnji dolje, bilo kada
Reći će da je to ljubav, nikad ga nisi zvao ono što je bilo
Dok smo bili mrtvi i otišli i sahranili
Provjerite puls i vratite se zakleti, isto je to isto
Nakon tri mjeseca u grobu
A onda ste se pitali gdje je otišao dok sam posegnuo za tobom
Ali sve što sam osjećao bilo je sramota i držali ste mog beživotnog okvira
[Pre-hor]
I znam da je odavno otišao i
Nisam mogao ništa drugo učiniti
I zaboravim na tebe dovoljno dugo
Da zaboravim zašto sam trebao
[Chorus]
Jer tamo smo ponovo usred noći
Plesnimo na kuhinji u hladnjaku
Dolje stepenicama, bio sam tamo
Sjećam se toga previše dobro
I tamo smo opet kad niko nije morao znati
Držali ste me kao tajnu, ali držala sam vas kao zakletvu
Sveta molitva i zakleli bismo se
Da bih se previše pamtio, da
[Bridge]
Pa, možda smo se izgubili u prevodu
Možda sam tražio previše
Ali možda je ova stvar bila remek-djelo
Dok ti sve to povećate
Trčanje uplašen, bio sam tamo
Sjećam se toga previše dobro
I opet me pozovete samo da me razbiješ kao obećanje
Tako ležerno okrutno u ime biti iskren
Ja sam zgužvan komad papira koji leži ovdje
Jer sve se toga sjećam, sve, sve
[VERSE 4]
Kažu da je sve dobro što se dobro završava, ali ja sam u novom paklu
Svaki put kada mi udvostručite um
Rekli ste da smo bili bliži u dobi, možda bi bilo u redu
I zbog čega sam htio umrijeti
Ideja koju ste imali od mene, ko je ona bila?
Nikad potreban, uvijek lijep dragulj čiji sjaj odražava na vas
Ne plače u kupaonici za zabavu
Neka glumica me pitaju šta se dogodilo, ti
To se dogodilo, ti
Vi koji ste šarmirali mog oca sa samozakolim šalama
Pijuckajući kafu kao da si u kasnoj showu
Ali tada me gledao kako gledam ulazna vrata cijelu noć, voljni da dođete
A on je rekao: "To bi trebalo biti zabavno okretanje dvadeset i jedan"
[VERSE 5]
Vrijeme neće letjeti, to je kao da sam paraliziran
Volio bih da budem opet stari, ali još uvijek ga pokušavam pronaći
Nakon pletene dane majice i noći kad ste me učinili svojim
Sad mi poštujete moje stvari i ja hodam samim kući
Ali držite moj stari šal od te prve sedmice
Jer podsjeća na nevinost i miriše na mene
Ne možete ga se riješiti
Jer se to previše pamti, da
[Chorus]
Jer tamo smo opet kad sam te tako voljela
Nazad prije nego što ste izgubili jednu stvarnu stvar koju ste ikada znali
Bilo je rijetko, bio sam tamo
Sjećam se toga previše dobro
Vjetar u kosu, bili si tamo
Sjećate se svega
Niz stepenice, bili ste tamo
Sjećate se svega
Bilo je rijetko, bio sam tamo
Sjećam se toga previše dobro
[VERSE 6]
I nikad nisam bio dobar u govoru, ali linija pušenja ide
Stari ću, ali tvoji ljubavnici ostaju mojih godina
Od kada je tvoj Brooklyn slomio moju kožu i kosti
Ja sam vojnik koji vraća pola njene težine
I da li vas je modricu blizana plaža bojala?
Samo između nas, je li i ti ljubavna afera srušila?
Jer u ovom gradu je neplodno hladno
Još se sjećam prvog pada snega
I kako se blistalo kako je palo
Sjećam se toga previše dobro
[Outro]
Samo između nas, da li vas je ljubavnu ljubav previše dobro osakaćela?
Samo između nas, da li se to previše dobro sećate?
Samo između nas, sjećam se (samo između nas), sve previše dobro
Vjetar u kosu, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Dolje stepenicama, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Sveta molitva, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Bilo je rijetko, pamtiti se previše dobro
Vjetar u kosu, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Dolje stepenicama, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Sveta molitva, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Bilo je rijetko, sjećaš se toga
Vjetar u kosu, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Dolje stepenicama, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Sveta molitva, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Bilo je rijetko, sjećaš se toga
Vjetar u kosu, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Dolje stepenicama, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Sveta molitva, bio sam tamo, bio sam tamo
Bilo je rijetko, pamtiti se previše dobro
[Govoken Outro]
Toliko te volim