Love can make you cold
Learn to love the pain that makes you grow
Feels like in my soul
It hit different when I'm sittin' here alone all by myself
Love can make you cold
Learn to love the pain that makes you grow
Feels like in my soul
It hit different when I'm sittin' here alone all by myself
I still be hopin' that your lyrics are for me, not no one else
To tell the truth I still got love for you but need to love myself (Myself)
Say you put me through, you think I hate you but I don't I care
I still be hopin' that you happy
All that front left you in the backseat, without me, yeah
You can't mention me, don't at me (Don't)
You was wrong but I ain't angry, mm-mmm
[Verse 2: Phora]
Yeah
Sorry that it took so long had to find the right words for the right song
Had to go away for a while, I was workin' on mysеlf, tryna right wrongs
Dealin' with these dеmons in my head but an angel kept tellin' me to stay strong, yeah
Now I'm back home, in the studio, with the gang workin' all night long, yeah
So how can I fail?
Seven figure checks, come straight to the mail
They would always say I'd be dead or in jail
No label, no deal, I ain't takin' no L's
In the Hills but I'm thinking 'bout the A
City where I come from, they don't really play
So the Glocks stay tucked, streets ain't safe
Devil want my soul so I gotta pray, yeah I gotta pray
Been hurt, been left, been stepped on
Killed the game, eight years, still slept on
Been jumped, been shot, been stabbed
So the Escalade bulletproof, nigga all teflon
In the hills doin' drugs with a model chick
I know my lifestyle wrong, I ain't proud of it
Lost touch with my faith, I was in a dark place this year
But I'm blessed to be out of it
Trips to Greece, trips to Turks and Caic'
Galleria shoppin' in the H
Roses in a kitchen table vase
Just to see a smile on mama's face
Lost my auntie back in February
Drown myself in vodka cranberry
Crazy last thing I ever told her, was "Auntie, I just wanna be legendary"
It's a lot on my mind, I don't say much
Lost a lot this year, know it's been tough
It's no trust, it's no love and I'm still numb
And I feel like my day ones switched up
Back then I had to wait in the front
Now I walk straight to the back of the club
People scream my name, DJ showin' love
Make me think back to the times I was
I lost my bro a block from where I stay
I was down, they left without a trace
Billboards in the cities that I lay
Now they look up and they see my face
Almost lost my life a couple times
They gon' have to work it double time
Hospitals rehabilitation, thinking back, man those were troubled times
I'm lost and I'm still hurt
Had a hard time findin' my self worth
Still struggle with addictions and even though I'm distant
I think I'm learnin' how to put myself first
Cause I could've OD from the nosebleed
It's cocaine in my blood, why I don't sleep
Mix all kinda pills with the codeine
I was runnin' from it all, know it don't seem
Like that on Instagram but my life ain't perfect
I just hope you see beneath the surface, uh
Put my pain and my life in these verses
Really I'm just hopin' that it's worth it
Look, 'fore I'm back for the people again
McLaren outside, got the keys to the Benz
Poppin' champagne on another rooftop
With a blunt screamin', "Fuck the police and the pigs"
I ain't had shit to believe in
They saw me dyin' and they left me here bleedin'
Pleadin' to God for the answers, the problems I'm facin'
Cause most of this shit is deceivin', but
I'm happy I'm here and I'm breathin'
Life taught me all lessons come with a meanin'
Everything happens to you for a reason
To the people I needed, thank you for leavin'
[Outro: DaniLeigh]
Love can make you cold (Cold)
Learn to love the pain that makes you grow (That makes you grow)
Feels like in my soul
What ain't meant for you gotta let it go
Gotta let it go, yeah (Gotta let it go)
Tryna hit your phone, yeah
Callin' it goes nowhere, nowhere, no
Oh, oh, ooh, ooh
Ljubav može učiniti hladno
Naučiti voljeti bol te čini rasti
Osjeća kao u mojoj duši
Pogodio drugačije kada Sjedim ovdje sam sve od sebe
Ja i dalje biti u nadi da vam tekstovi su za mene, a ne niko drugi
Da kažem istinu ja i dalje imam ljubavi za vas, ali potreba da volim sebe (mene)
Recite, da ste me spoji, misliš da mrzim te, ali ja ne briga
Ja i dalje biti u nadi da si sretna
Sve to ispred ostavio na zadnjem sedištu, bez mene, da
Ne možeš me spomenuti, nemoj me (ne)
Možete nije bilo u redu, ali ja se ne ljuti, mm-mmm
[Verse 2: Phora]
da
Žao mi je što je trebalo toliko dugo morao pronaći prave riječi za pravu pesmu
Morali da idu na neko vreme, bio sam Radim na mysеlf, tryna pravo nepravde
Valjaš "sa ovim dеmons u glavi, ali je anđeo stalno govorila mi je da ostanem jaka, da
Sad sam se vratio kući, u studiju, sa bandom Radim cijelu noć, da
Pa kako mogu propasti?
Sedam figura provjere, dolaze ravno do pošte
Oni bi mi uvijek rekla da ću biti mrtav ili u zatvoru
Bez oznake, nema dogovora, ja ne vodim ni L
In the Hills, ali mislim 'bout A
Grad u kojem sam ja, oni baš i ne igraju
Dakle, Glocks boravka ušuškan, ulica nije sigurno
Devil želim da moja duša pa moram moliti, da ja moram moli
Povređen, ostavljeni, je nagazio
Ubio igre, osam godina, i dalje spavao na
Je skočio, upucan, izboden
Dakle, Escalade na metke, crnjo sve teflona
U brdima radiš droga sa modelom chick
Znam da je moj način života u pravu, ja nisam ponosan na to
Izgubila kontakt sa svojom verom, bio sam u tamnom mjestu u ovoj godini
Ali ja sam blagoslovljena biti od toga
Putovanja u Grčku, izlet na Turks i Caic '
Galleria u kupovinu u H
Ruže u kuhinjskom stolu vaza
Samo da vidim osmijeh na lice mame
Izgubio sam teta u februaru
Utopiti se u votku od brusnice
Crazy zadnja stvar koju sam joj ikad rekao, bio je "Tetka, ja samo želim biti legendarni"
To je mnogo toga na umu, ne govore mnogo
Izgubio je dosta ove godine, znam da je bilo teško
To nema poverenja, to nije ljubav, a ja sam još uvijek utrnula
I osećam kao da mi dan onih uključi se
Tada sam morao čekati na prednjem
Sada hodam ravno na leđa kluba
Ljudi vrište moje ime, DJ pokazujete ljubav
Učini me da vratim na sam puta bio
Izgubio sam brate blok odakle ostanem
Ja sam bio dole, oni su ostali bez traga
Bilbordi u gradovima koje sam ležala
Sada su ugledaju i vide moje lice
Skoro izgubio život par puta
Oni gon 'morati raditi to duplo
Bolnica za rehabilitaciju, razmišljanja natrag, čovjek to su teška vremena
Izgubio sam se i ja i dalje boli
Je bilo teško findin 'my self vrijedi
I dalje se bore s ovisnosti i iako sam daleke
Mislim da sam naučio kako da se prvi put
Jer mogla sam OD od krvarenja iz nosa
To je kokain u krvi, zbog čega ne spavam
Miješati sve nekako pilule s kodein
Ja sam bježiš od svega toga, znam da ne izgledaju
Kao da je na Instagram ali moj život nije savršen
Nadam se samo da te vidim ispod površine, uh
Put moj bol i moj život u ovim stihovima
Stvarno sam se samo u nadi da je to vrijedno
Vidi, 'Fore sam opet za ljude
McLaren van, dobio je ključeve Benz
Poppin 'šampanjac na drugom krovu
Tupim Screamin ', "Jebi policije i svinje"
Nisam imao sranja da vjeruju u
Vidjeli su me umiranja i ostavili su me ovdje krvarim '
Pleadin 'Bogu za odgovore, problemi sam FACIN'
Uzrok većina od ovog sranja se deceivin ', ali
Drago mi je da sam tu i ja diše '
Život me je naučio sve lekcije dolaze sa meanin '
Sve što vam se dešava sa razlogom
Ljudima je to trebalo, hvala ti za odlaziš
[Outro: DaniLeigh]
Ljubav može učiniti ti hladno (hladno)
Naučiti voljeti bol koji čini da rastu (što te čini rasti)
Osjeća kao u mojoj duši
Ono što nije značilo za Moraš pusti to
Moram pusti ga, da (Moram pusti to)
Tryna hit telefon, da
Zoveš 'ide nigdje, nigdje, ni
Oh, oh, oh, oh